Chaos Wedding
Breaking Everything

Only an apology can Bella make in front of Rayhan. Because if there was a better word to make up for all her guilt than an apology, maybe Bella would use it as much as she could.

Because he knew how much he had done wrong to the man who had been that good to him all along. Bella has really broken her heart as well as Rayhan's.

"I have to go! Rayhan, live well. You should always take care of your health and do not over-excite the body to work. Eat well and rest. Because from now on I won't be fussing about your life anymore, Ray."

Bella bowed for a moment in greeting before stepping out from the cinema studio. Hardened the heart so as not to turn around hugging the fragile-looking body and was staring at him with a look of pain. It was as if asking him to continue to hold on to his side and fight the harshness of the world.

But no, Bella has decided everything. Indeed his destiny will never be together, because forever there is no 'us' among them.

While behind him, Rayhan was silent and could only stare at the passing of the person he loved so much. Despite that, he did not at all try to hold Bella to hold on to his side. Really, not because he did not want to, but because he also realized that there were many things that were no longer the same if forced.

By holding Bella to stay by her side, it was not something that could be arranged. Rayhan of course would not be able to impose his will, because he knew what was forced would never go well.

Relationships require two people to love each other, to survive, and to share their joys and sorrows. But if one desperately wants to go, and give up on that relationship. So what else can he do?

The answer is, trying to forget even if it is difficult.

Just as the woman came out of the cinema room and left her alone. And merta crying that since Rayhan painstakingly resistant to breaking just like that. Mixed with the sound of the film that is still playing on the big screen in front of him. It sounded so heartbreaking and painful more than the events of 'thirteen years ago'.

If it used to be, Rayhan could treat the pain with as much gulali candy, until he was nauseous because of the sweetness or play until he was exhausted and fell asleep, the next day I will forget the pain.

But this time it was somehow even more painful. Losing a loved one a second time is painful, like a disease that eats away at the body and has no antidote to the pain.

Even if Rayhan cried last night, or busied himself with sickly working papers, the pain would not diminish, much less disappear.

The shadow of Bella's beautiful face continued to stick in her mind. While his heart was tight due to the extreme deep taste of poignancy. For the first time to love someone, but he has to lose in this way.

For the first time Rayhan dared to dream a lot of things with Bella. Then he was made aware by the fact that destiny was not on his side.

His dreams had been nothing more than pieces of wounds scattered and flying with the thick gray sky that day.

Everything was crushed in a blast by the storm that blew towards the frozen sun at the end of the sky.

After this, Rayhan's life won't be the same anymore. Without Bella beside him, and will no longer hear the tiny woman's chatty mouth.

Ah, from now on he will prepare himself for loneliness.

Bella hurriedly stepped inside the room after giving a slightly wet coat to one of the servants who greeted her the first time she entered the house.

Before entering, Bella hopes that Satya does not pass by in the living room area and sleep faster. Because that way, Bella did not have to bother looking for an excuse when the man asked where she had been for a few hours.

"Is Satya looking for me?" whispered Bella to one of the servants who brought a towel to clean Bella's wet body exposed to splashes of water.

The waiter nodded politely. "No, Mistress. The young master did not leave the room at all. Since this afternoon, the young master had continued to confine himself and forbid anyone to disturb him."

Tumben once, Bella's inner wonder with the man's unusual behavior.

Not wanting to ask too much, Bella nodded back. "Alright, then I go into the room first."

"Yes, Madam. Happy resting!" said the waiter kindly, before leaving Bella in front of the door of the white-painted room.

After the maid left, Bella pulled the doorknob and then stepped inside carefully. As usual, he was greeted with a dim atmosphere. Their rooms always seem to lack light because they both do not like it if the room is too bright. One similarity of traits that maybe some people will consider strange.

But even so, Bella and Satya like it. There are many things that can be hidden in the dark. Be it a smile, sadness, anger, disappointment or a noiseless cry.

At least in the dark, there are many things that do not seem obvious and it seems like the two of them are people who both like to hide behind it all.

After being in a fairly spacious room, Bella circulated her gaze to look for Satya's whereabouts, but the man was nowhere to be found. Bella then turned to stare at the bed and was also there empty, there was absolutely no sign of anyone screwing her. It looks empty and empty.

Where is that guy now? Didn't the waiter say, Satya had not been out of the room since the afternoon, but if he wasn't in the room where he is now?

Not finding the man everywhere, to be honest it even adds to the anxiety in Bella's chest. Moreover, he had not thought of any answer to say to Satya when the man asked. Should he be honest or should he not? After all, everything was over, his relationship with Rayhan had broken up.

That way, Bella no longer has any burden to keep saved, or maybe her honesty will not mean anything to Satya.

Slowly Bella stepped onto the balcony and it turned out that the man she was looking for was there while enjoying a glass filled with yellowish liquid. It seemed like the man was looking for calmness by chugging the liquor.

From behind the glass door, Bella screeched while smiling sarcastically at how pitiful the man who was standing there and accompanied by wine to accompany her drunk.

Look at how Satya is constantly grieving and this time the man will no longer pretend before her. Bella knows everything. The man is still crazy for losing Luna. ****!