Chaos Wedding
Come on, Make This Marriage Real!

Bella chose not to prolong the conversation, after all the words of the man had a point as well. What would Satya's parents say when they see them split up the room, especially this is their first night.

So, sleeping together with Satya didn't seem bad. Yeah, as long as Satya doesn't get to the khilaf.

Bella then chose to lie down first, not forgetting to pull the blanket to cover half of her body, while Satya who had already been on the other side of the bed just fell silent and looked at her with a fixed gaze.

Silent! Both choose to remain silent. Even so, none of them closed their eyes, both of their eyes were still open perfectly.

The two of them both stared at the ceiling of the room that night without saying anything more.

Bella sighed once again, she again thought that in addition to the wedding dress earlier, it turns out that the pajamas she wore were also equally not in accordance with her body size maybe even all the clothes in the closet were the same.

If it's like this, whether Satya's words were not a lie. That the clothes were meant for him. Were the clothes indeed reserved for Luna and Satya lying to please her?

Again because of that thought, Bella was forced to stare at the reality before her that she was forever just a filler of emptiness. From the beginning, everything he got was not meant for him, it might even never really be his.

"What are you thinking, Bel?" Satya's question beside him instantly broke Bella's daydream.

Bella turned her head briefly, before looking back at the ceiling of the room. "Nothing."

Satya could only comment on a slow smile. She knew she must have thought so much about this marriage that she couldn't sleep, because she didn't know why she ended up marrying Bella, as well as the thought of where Luna actually went and put her in this position.

Trying to melt the atmosphere, Satya chose to throw jokes again. "So, are we just going to sleep tonight? You don't want to be like the other couples who do the first night routine?"

Without explaining more details, Bella immediately understood Satya's direction of conversation which again and again could only stare at the man with a murderous gaze. Couldn't the man pity himself who was already depressed because of this marriage?

Should also mentally continue to be dropped with the affairs of the bed of the newly married husband and wife as the man intended?

Indeed, Bella would not refuse if she married the man she loved and loved him back. Not with a man who failed to marry and himself who must replace the bride.

Damn it, isn't it?

Satya immediately chuckled. "alright. I won't do it until you agree to do it, Bella."

Silent.

"Actually your attitude sometimes makes me wonder what kind of woman you are? When almost all the women out there want to be with me, why do you refuse even when I offer. You know, Bel. I didn't give that chance to just anyone and you should be grateful."

"Ah, and I don't want to do it with just anyone. And you should also be thankful that you married a good woman. I've never done that with anyone before, so you don't have to imagine which man you've slept with."

Actually Satya is not too curious about the facts said by Bella. Because he never questioned and judged a woman from it. But as a man he was of course happy to know that the woman he married had never been bound by anyone's shadow before.

Good though.

"Oh yeah, about what I said earlier, I'm sorry! I shouldn't overdo it so much that I have to bring your past."

Bella's words made Satya smile thinly. For some reason, finding an apology uttered with a gentle tone made Satya's heart warm.

"I understand how you feel, Bel. It must be heavy to be suddenly confronted in this situation. Just like you, I am like that too. It's not that I didn't accept this marriage, like I said I was going to survive it's just that the marriage suddenly made me unable to adapt."

Satya fell silent, waiting for Bella to reply. But after a few minutes, the woman did not speak. Once he thought that the woman was asleep, but he was wrong both eyes were still perfectly open and immersed in his mind.

That's what Satya again took as an opportunity to say, "I don't want to discuss anything that has passed. From now on, I will try to be a good husband to you. It might be hard to start everything from scratch, but just as you and I are trying nothing is impossible, isn't it?"

Bella turned her head, along with that Satya also turned her body to face the woman. As a result of their two eyeballs staring at each other, there was a strange feeling that churned within them. But it did not last long, because Bella chose to first break that gaze.

"It's not just about you, Satya. But—"

"This time there's no one but the two of us, Bel. You just have to think about what our marriage will be like in the future without thinking about the word separation. I know you're the victim of this marriage, but I promise I'll do my best to keep this marriage from hurting you."

Really, the sentence that Satya made sounded very sincere. But why can't Bella believe it, or let's say she's scared. Afraid when he had sown his heart, it was smashed to pieces.

"T—but ... how about Luna?"

Satya was silent when she heard the name coming from Bella's lips. I don't know what he felt this time, he couldn't guess very well. But for sure, for now Satya is very angry mixed with disappointment towards the woman. And the thought that he had been dumped by the woman he once loved made him furious.

"He's gone, Bella. It was a sign that he was giving up on our relationship, and that meant there was no place for him in my heart anymore" she said with firmness.

"Now it's just about us. I'll wait until you're ready and I hope you'll wait until I'm ready. I hope we both struggle with this marriage, Bella."

This time Satya seemed to be serious about his words. And can Bella from now on believe and fight as the man asks.

"Let's make this marriage a reality, Bella!"