DEAR SAKHA
Chapt 32

Before my father left, Habibah remembers me saying something like this,

"No fear that after this father is far from the Bible, without the Bible knowing, God is always with us, Bibah believe?"

At that time Habibah was silent, he could not do anything else but cry over the condition of the father, even to nod he was not able

"If you do not believe try to open the Qur'an Bibah, read Surah Al Baqarah, then Bibah will know what Habibah does not know, like where Allah is? Habibah will find the answer there, also about how Habibah release something that actually does not want Habibah to escape, habibah will also know the answer through there"

"Gee, you're a good boy. I hope there will be other men who can love you the way you love you. Do not be afraid, do not be afraid of not being noticed again, do not be afraid of not being worried anymore, there will be a figure who can replace father, someday when you are with the man maybe you can stop father again"

After the departure of the father, obviously habibah also lost the name of the desire to live. He felt empty, since birth all he had was Father, Habibah's mother died after he gave birth to Habibah, said his father had seen Habibah's face lost, he said, but only for a moment because the god arrived to take it, slice, Habibah does not even know how his mother looks like if viewed in real circumstances.

At the age of 5, my father married again. For it is impossible for him to let Habibah at home alone while he has to work. Father gave space to other women without throwing anything away about mother, even until she died, the woman he just married was nothing compared to Habibah's mother.

But does Habibah know what it's like to have a mother? Not particularly. Even Habibah had regretted the marriage of the father, if only he knew how his mother who is now, at that time maybe Habibah will choose alone at home, if only he knows how his mother who is now, then maybe Habibah will choose alone at home, he will also choose to go to school alone when Kindergarten even though the risk is that he can get lost and not meet again with father. Because his mother was too evil, Habibah felt he did not deserve a man as good as his father.

If only he had not promised father to survive and continue his name alive, maybe Habibah would have ended his life in ridiculous ways, such as suicide for example.

And if only he hadn't promised my father a lecture, he might have stayed home, even if he had to obey all his stepmother's will to do this and that.

Even when Habibah did not find something that made him happy, the world still felt empty, just like when my father left. But the more here, the more Habibah feels there is another figure who may have a side like father, although not all but that is enough to make Habibah remember with father.

The first time after the father left, only that Habibah felt noticed, although not paid great attention but clearly made Habibah surprised, like someone who never ate chili, he said, even if the food he ate was only given one chili, surely he would be surprised to find a spicy taste that he had never felt before.

Habibah was once observed, even to the point of being made queen by her father, but after she left, who else would notice her. Then when Ospek, Sakha was the first to notice Habibah, he had no problem giving Habibah the glass of water they were supposed to share, even if it was just a glass of water but it was enough to make Habibah surprised, and believe everything can improve as this time goes on. He can walk without forgetting his father, he can also walk without a shadow of regret. Because what he regrets!

Habibah thought after ospek he would not know Sakha, even to be friends like this, but who would have thought if he and Sakha were even the same psychological child, and the severity of the task often brought them together.

And the more here, the more Habibah knows if Sakha is that good. It's nothing, Habibah is only afraid if at any time he can misunderstand Sakha.

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Kanaya had not had time to turn on the lights, her steps were actually held back by someone who suddenly embraced her. Kanaya could recognize who that person was from the way he hugged, even from the breath just Kanaya knew who was currently standing right behind him while holding him like this who was.

"sorry"

"Sorry uda biarin lo rained so, sorry uda so husband who is not responsible for today"

"I'm okay"

Kanaya rubbed Sakha's arm back, even though it was still wrapped around her body.

"Part of me can also go home alone, even if we are married, your life will not be just about me Kha, there are other things you have to do besides looking after me or our household"

"Why didn't you tell me you were coming home?"

"Hp I'm dead,"

"Gue was nganter Habibah"

Even we were crossing.

"Gue also knows that you must have a reason why Habibah nganter is so,"

"Nay"

"Hm"

"Please say that during my time I did not intentionally hurt your feelings"

Kanaya smiled. The hand that had rubbed Sakha's arm many times, now touched the wall, and blamed the switch for the lights on.

Slowly the girl got rid of Sakha's hand, turned around and found Sakha with a look that Kanaya had difficulty reading. Whether the eyes are emitting a happy aura or even disappointment, if happy because of what? Because of being able to drive Habibah home and walk together under the drizzle this afternoon? Or if he's disappointed, too, for what reason? Because she realized she should put Kanaya first more than any other girl.

"Where's your motor?"

"At Tama's house, I asked him to help me bring my bike, and maybe I'll just take it tomorrow"

"Mandi gih" Kanaya patted the broad shoulder, smiling once again. Just to convince Sakha that to this day the man has never hurt Kanaya's feelings at all. Also reassuring Sakha if that was nothing to her.

Though not so, if Sakha continued to continue with Habibah, even if it was for duty, his feelings could not be controlled to remain fine. Kanaya could not prevent her name from wanting to cry, nor could Kanaya prevent from being jealous.

"Nay, promise me the same"

"Lo said what the hell"

Even at this moment, he can laugh. I don't know what the girl was laughing at.

"I can't afford nay forever"

"And I don't always have to tell you about what I'm rasain Kha"

Because Kanaya is aware, everything does not have to be with Sakha. Even to cry Kanaya doesn't have to be with Sakha right? What makes it that way is Sakha.

"Mending lo shower, soon Adzan isya', I also want to go to the room" the girl finally passed, leaving the tightness to end up making Sakha guess hell, is it true that Kanaya did not dispute him and Habibah for today?

For a moment he squeezed his hair. It's not Kanaya's fault either. Even he has the right to scold Sakha, not even pretend it's okay like this.

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Because after writing this again mod bngt, so I editin all of you. maybe dichapter next chapter jg you will find a picture containing the caption Sakha or Kanaya or other figures jg.

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