DEAR SAKHA

DEAR SAKHA
chapt 35


"From my mother"


Even just entering the first hallway, Kanaya was already made to blink by Habibah. Then glanced at the rice box that Habibah said gave his mother. Kanaya was too tired if every day she had to see this scene. When Sakha clings to her hands, takes her to class or to the cafeteria, surely Habibah will be their step stop, making their link come off, next just like yesterday, Sakha always smiled at the girl.


"Geez, may I speak?"


"Now?"


Kanaya nodded. He clung to Habibah's hand after Habibah also nodded, taking him some distance from Sakha. While Sakha, who was still standing, asked, what does Kanaya want to talk about?


"Well, I appreciate your mother's gift, even I thank her for her concern for Sakha. But please do not every day kayak gini, do not have to every lecture lo ngasih Sakha fried rice" said Kanaya when they got deflected the hallway. Maybe Anjani was right, once he had to be strict with Sakha or Habibah. Once he didn't have to hesitate to say 'no'


"Nay, are you jealous?"


"It's not a matter of jealousy or fear Bah. But what do I feel my role is here? Should've given him fried rice it's I'm not lo. I must be clear that I often feel useless as his wife, especially after you give him fried rice almost every day. You give him breakfast while I'm not Bah!"


"My college schedule is all morning!" And Kanaya feels even more guilty when Sakha also has to leave in the morning to be able to drive her. Then why did Habibah also come in the morning, when today he should have entered around nine. Either Kanaya doesn't know, it has something to do with Sakha or Kanaya doesn't know either.


"And again, you don't have to come so early if you just love fried rice to Sakha"


"No, I didn't come in the morning because of that"


Kanaya nodded, as if believing in Habibah when in his heart he wanted to curse Habibah. Which woman can stand it if it continues like this. Even if he believes in Sakha, even though Habibah is not a girl who looks like to snatch people's property.


"I'm sorry if my words make you hurt, but please understand how I am"


"I'm sorry too"


"Lo can meet Sakha Bah, can. But never misunderstand what he is doing, you need to know, he is good to everyone, not just lo"


After that Kanaya left. And just like Habibah, Kanaya also cried. He seems to regret letting Sakha befriend the girl, and it seems impossible if Habibah does not like Sakha, especially after the two have known so far. Maybe Sakha does not know, but Kanaya clearly knows, from the way Habibah just stared at Sakha Kanaya can see the meaning of the gaze very clearly. I don't know since when, but for sure, until this point, Kanaya and Habibah love the same person, he said,


"The problem if we continue to think, it even makes us dizzy ourselves"


With her best smile, Raka handed over the chocolate ice cream she just bought to Kanaya. He also slipped a sheet of tissue there. In front of Kanaya, Raka was always there as a senior who loved her juniors. But behind the girl, Raka will be a man who is in love with a woman, who wants to always see Kanaya's back shaking because the master is laughing. Even if you can't see Kanaya's beautiful smile, just looking at her back from afar is enough.


"sister"


"Hm"


Raka who was asked so did not immediately answer. He first sipped his cigarette while thinking.


"Back again you and Sakha are Nay. If according to lo pantes, yes no papa. I do not teach you to do what is not good, but once you also have to think of yourself, do not be selfish if it is necessary"


"But, I myself give you ice cream not for the mode let me just as much lo deket than this. I just want to give anyway I realize, I can only love you without hoping for anything, could be Habibah also Nay. So it's good if you don't think negatively first with him, it could be if the one who gives fried rice is his mother, not his own initiative"


"For some reason, why do you like me. I'm why the hell can sampe be likened lo?" Not connecting from the previous discussion, but it seems Kanaya also needs to ask this.


"Don't tell me I'm different from the others. I think the answer is stale!"


Raka laughed, nor did he think to answer that.


"Honestly, I never met a girl who models like you. It seems strange, but if I try to get closer, it turns out that you are unique. You have your own charm that most people do not have Nay, surprised again, you know I like you, but once you never tell me to stay away"


Both are silent. Long enough until finally Raka patted Kanaya's shoulder so that the limp shoulder had a little strength, at least to come back strong.


"It's not usa to think so. What time is class?"


"Hour tenths"


Again all Raka did was pat Kanaya on the shoulder, this time twice after which she stood up


"Gue there is a good place, Nay, best if made to scream. Do I want to take you there?"


"Two?"


Raka nodded, Kanaya obviously shook her head quickly.


"It's kind of cheating dong if I'm alone doang same lo"


"Lo can invite you to time, ngajak Sakha can also"


"Just be careful"


Because Kanaya finished class, Sakha just entered.


"Jude, take the child"