DEAR SAKHA
The chapt 39

Never heard the term,

The woman is like a thick book, only a patient man can read it to the very end.

When he got to know Tiara and ventured to approach the girl, Tama thought he could read Tiara to the last page if he said the thick book, in fact, no, Tama thought the option to leave was now available after he knew Tiara was also the same as it seemed. If he is a man who likes to give hope to girls here and there, so is Tiara, even though he is a woman.

He receives hope from any man who opens a room for him to hope, also occasionally replace him who spread something in the name of hope for some men, he said, then after knowing that side what Tama hates him? No. gabe. Tama was just surprised and laughed to herself.

"From the beginning I uda know you never love me Tam, you just wonder how I am and dare to approach, right?"

"What about you, not so?"

Because if you look at the way Tiara looks at Tama now, the girl seems to have known for a long time, even when Tama early approached her it seems she already knows.

"I don't seem to be a loser who pretends to dare like you!"

"That continues to lie to your own feelings and continues to pretend that you are not papa"

"Lo think I'm why?" Reply Tama who asked the girl, of course Tiara did not immediately answer, his heart seemed to be sliced and felt in play only because he was too stupid in terms of love. But Tiara is reluctant to tell the truth, rather she doesn't want to look like the person who hurt the most just because she knows Tama never loved her.

"Suckhead"

"It should not be you deketin a lot of girls like gini, as if you are willing to place in your heart even though there are other people,"

"It's like you're thinking Tam,"

That afternoon Tiara with tears streaming out left Tama, leaving in the sense of not wanting to see Tama again. Even if the two accidentally meet, the two even look like strangers who do not know each other, Tama with her guilt and Tiara with her disappointment. Instead of loving Tama, Tiara wants to hate the man, if only she could. Unfortunately Tiara was already washed away by everything that concerned Tama,

"Lo whatever is my theme?" Kanaya asked, the three of them are currently in the night market area, it just so happens that Kanaya is sitting next to Tama instead of Sakha.

The one being asked again daydreamed, and linked his hands on both knees. Honestly Tama is still excited by everything Tiara said that afternoon, is it true that he is just a loser who pretends to be brave? Pura pura dares to break, crumble and even fall apart just because Tama wants his loved ones happy. But in retrospect, what makes a person happy when his love is unrequited, like this one for example! Isn't it as painful as not being able to have.

"Tam, he said you want to change," this time replace Sakha who spoke. He was sure when Tama said that Tama was no longer joking, Tama was like tired of her who kept going so, Tama continued, but who knows if Tiara can be so angry at Tama because the girl feels at play.

"Lo know nothh, when you feel everything is good, there must be something wrong. I think I am too"

"What's not right is elo," Kanaya clearly snorted, before she often warned Tama not to hurt Tiara, however Tiara was her best friend. From the very beginning Kanaya had been wasp with their relationship, now what she was afraid of happened right!

"I'm not the one who's okay, but my feelings,"

That second, the second where Tama showed her the destruction she had through how she looked at the ferret Lala in front of her with the most heartfelt look. Like the rain that fell in December, Tama's gaze was almost as peaceful.

"I'm just talking to people who don't understand, lo or lo, do you want to judge me like how? I admit I'm a jerk, but people obviously have a reason when they do things, even if they don't still have an excuse"

Tama returned after no response, either from Kanaya or Sakha.

"You know for sure, there are many things here that you can't control, feelings too,"

"Lo likes someone?" Sakha asked.but the first person who turned his head was Kanaya, the girl had not understood what Tama said? But as soon as Sakha asked and Tama remained silent, Kanaya seemed to know Tama's sentence if simplified would be what.

"So who? Who do you like but don't fight, who does?"

"Whoever you do not need to know, in essence I do not want to fight him, but I can not"

And Tama doesn't want to force anything. Even if he is devastated because until now he still loves him, no papa. I will enjoy the feeling of destruction.

whether the time to express his feelings is there or not. For now Tama does not want to tell who, because he does not want anything more messy than him.

"Sampein's sorry I went to Tiara,"

"And you think he'll apologize?" Kanaya is really upset.

But you know what Tama did, she just smiled. Tama just wanted to apologize, nothing more.forgiven it or not, it was Tiara's business and her feelings.

"Gue didn't force Tiara to apologize to me, I just wanted to apologize, the rest was up to her"

"Keep why don't you, you man, not really?"

"Lo thought he'd be good after he met me, he didn't even want to see me again Nay"

"FROM THE BEGINNING I TOLD TAM, DON'T WORRY ABOUT FALSE HOPES! HE'S MY TEMEN, AND I DON'T WANT TO LO GINIIN HIM!"

"IT'S WRONG FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE LOOKING FOR A CURE WHEN THEY ARE TRYING TO RECOVER, IT'S WRONG THAT I TRY TO FALL IN LOVE AGAIN BUT CAN'T END UP!"