DEAR SAKHA
Chapt 40s

You know what's funnier than just letting go? Come to hope he is always happy with others even though at the same time you are also a mess.

Tonight after Tama came home from the night market, it happened that one of her friends on campus called and said if she was at the bar, Tama initially wanted to go home, but stopping back there must be something that can make him calm, finally he headed to the bar that has been told the location by his friend.

Until there Tama did not really drink alcohol, he just looked at the glass that had been filled by the intoxicating red drink, about 7 minutes before Tama finally put the glass back to the table.

"You can usually," his friend was clearly astonished, but still Tama did not say what, what he did instead of smoking his cigarette, and spewed his smoke as far as he could.

"Once upon a time it wasn't Tam,"

"Once or many times, the status of the drink will not change, even a drop of the law is still illegal"

The one who was told immediately sighed, even he did not take another glass. His focus was right on the current Tama, though,

"So how? That work?"

"What?"

"Lupain the girl, I don't know what her name is, people you never tell me" goods time Tama glared because Bagas did not know what the name of the woman he loved.

A moment Tama chuckled, either laughing at Bagas or just herself. Sometimes Tama is confused, he can not forget the person when he has tried or even so far he never tried.

"Next questions"

"No way," Sela Bagas

"Your feelings must be resolved first"

"Yes you think Gas, you think it's that easy"

"Well, anyways, from the number of girls you can assess, why should he try?"

"Love is weird, anyway,"

Sometimes it's funny, sometimes it's magical.

Worse, smart people can suddenly be stupid after knowing love. Even selfish people can forget that there is a self that they must prioritize.

"Lo sure you don't want to drink this again?"

Tama looked back at the glass before finally shaking her head. He tried to forget about alcohol for a long time, and if he sipped it again, he would probably be addicted again.

"Less than drinking gas, uda sin, is not good for your health. And again, until when the hell are you venting everything here?"

"My life's too messy to fix Tam,"

"It's better than nothing"

"Surprisingly why you want to meet the brandal like me, shadow dah, temen lo Sakha Sakha is a pretty good boy,"

"How's lumayan?"

"Good"

"And you feel that you're not good?"

"There's a lot of men" Bagas even took a sip of his cigarette this time, showing how he was. People who do not know him also certainly know this Bagas son of a delinquent, just by how he dressed, or his hair is rarely black and always messy

"I'm surprised, if you say, maybe that's the reason why I didn't get a job to this day"

"Lo's still getting a part-time job?"

"Yes according to you I'm confused because what until every night here just to buy ginian, I'm dizzy not because of girls, not because of college assignments," because Bagas including smart students, because, it's just that he rarely notices when there are lecturers coming in and starting to explain related material that they should discuss and they discuss together.

"Nobody believes the same I just because of my appearance like this, am I a real thug?"

"Yes that's it"

Tama chuckled before returning.

"Gue ever heard that I believe gini on the internet, you will not be able to get what you want with the current lo. You Fooled?"

"To get something we want, we have to be a better version of ourselves than ever?"

"Rubber. If you know your factor is not accepted in any part-time vacancy because of appearance, you take care of your appearance"

"The color he's not aware of"

"Well if he's conscious?"

"She's gonna like it?"

"The chances are small" Tama again chuckled.

"A much greater possibility than that, he could stay away and hate me"

°°°

Jakarta is increasingly showing its beauty at one night. The air may be colder than before, but the light from the lights on the roadside seems increasingly radiant, as if it emits warmth through the light they have.

"Tomorrow I go to college in the morning, will I pick you up?" Sakha asked as soon as they got home, and she just closed the door.

"No need, I can take the busway Kha, the distance of the campus is the same cost is also far "

"But I don't papa Nay, Seriously"

More precisely Sakha longs to shake hands with Kanaya like that, after class she has to pick up Kanaya also does not matter, the most tired will be lost because of being swept by the wind, or because of the embrace of the girl.

"Sleep in my room?"

"Huh?" Kanaya clearly glared, even almost choking on the Snack she was eating right now.

"Lo's aware?"

"How many times have I said I've never been in a coma"

"Yes on?"

"Who am I to sleep in bed?"

No, but for a male size like Sakha, this is pretty weird. Moreover, this is the first time Sakha invited Kanaya to sleep in one bed.

"No, you want to do what I do!"

"It's not wrong if I don't know what you're doing"

"Now's scab?"

"Yes, please," because even if Kanaya ran away, Sakha would obviously go after the girl.

"Some of me have a suspicious look huh? I just want to sleep together, nothing more"

"Be aware that you're macem macem"

"Just one macem"

"Sakkha!"

"Flame"

"Can't macem macem, promise first"

Sakha chuckled, looking around the girl who now came out right in front of Sakha's chest, making Sakha even more chuckling.

"What do you think is Nay, can usually promise just for this"

"I have to be careful"

Sakha was originally lazy, but she still frowned.

Then what do you think after? Even almost a minute of the little fingers of the two were clinging, but it was as if no one was willing to let go of each other's possessions.

They were silent about what they were thinking. And in that silence, the two looked at each other the same way, and smiled with the thinnest smile they had, if it was a cut of a movie scene, then it was the thinnest smile they had, maybe there is already music that becomes the background instead of their voice.

If Sakha's with the question, "why am I sober?"

Kanaya is the opposite,

"When will you wake up? or do you have no time to just know?"