DEAR SAKHA
chapt 41s

Before becoming a student, Kanaya rarely cooks, but after she is official, it gets worse. There are not rare, but there are never. The girl thought hard just to stop when she last cooked, especially at this time.

"It's if my mom knows, uda is kicked," she shook her head before stirring the soup she's cooking right now. Then his eyes accidentally caught the clock that was on the kitchen wall, it was still at 05:00, still very early to worry about whether it would be late or not.

"Morning,"

"Well, hi. Why don't I wake up, I almost pray late at dawn"

Sakha chuckled, it was not really her that going to the mosque just left.

"Are I sure I didn't wake you up?" Ask the guy.

Then he walked towards Kanaya, raised his hands just below Kanaya's neck, hugged her while spreading the warmth of the morning without any help, it is also too early for the sun to rise.

"Nay,"

Naya who was called or asked was still silent. All he did was stare at Sakha's hand, also feeling the warmth that was in the man. The girl closed her eyes as well. If you think Kanaya is still sleepy? Obviously not, he just wanted to enjoy this sense of comfort, for a while before he had to face everything, just for a moment Kanaya wanted to inhale the scent of Sakha, she said, with a distance closer than he who hugged Sakha from behind as usual, then Sakha did so, he hugged Kanaya even more. The hand that had been under the girl's neck, was no longer, Sakha's hands perfectly wrapped around Kanaya's belly with her chin that she had deliberately piled on the girl's shoulders

"Nay,"

"Hm"

"May I like you?"

"May I fall in love with the woman I was?"

"May I think of you as Kanaya who is indeed my wife?" Sakha and her questions are in flux.

"Kha," This time replace Kanaya who called the man, with a tone that was no less slow, but still sounded clear.

Kanaya wanted to let go of Sakha's hand, but stopped because Sakha was locking her up, so she went back to silence, also closed her eyes while thinking, what was that sign that Sakha already loved her? If yes, how can it be?

"Who would like to like who, that's your right, why should it be me?"

"The person's color is really lo Nay,"

Kanaya sighed, This time she really took off Sakha's hand, then looked at Sakha with a flat look, even though what Sakha did earlier had stunned her for a while, but Kanaya could regain consciousness. Because what? Karna remembered the sweet treatment between Habibah and Sakha, whether it was Sakha to Habibah or vice versa.

"Definition of love what do you think? Sure that guy was me?"

"Gue wants you to always be happy, whether it's when you're with me, or with someone else. I also want to give you the best, if you think about what? Then I'll answer all. I also want to live in peace, and with that peace there will always be me.

"I initially dismissed this feeling Nay, only I wasn't that strong to keep pretending,"

"What are the same questions I'm talking about?" Sakha asks, she flips Kanaya's question because she knows why Kanaya can ask so. And he did not want silence to be greater in their possession. If Sakha wants to know a lot about Kanaya, then how are you doing with the girl? Is she not like Sakha.

"Habibah, not more than my friend Nay, as soon as I'm the same Habibah in your eyes, the fact is still not like that"

"Gue didn't say Habibah"

"Lo's eyes say"

Kanaya looked down for a moment, but then she went back to Sakha,

If from Kanaya Sakha's eyes she could read what she thought, Kanaya could not, she could neither read nor dive into the dense netra, but from her heart, honestly he doubted, Kanaya had what until Sakha could love him.

The girl turns off the stove, trying to ignore Sakha but Sakha remains Sakha. He held Kanaya's hand that was about to raise the pot, then again hugged the girl.

"What makes you doubt?"

"What makes you not even sure how I feel?"

"And if so, what makes you like me?" As already, the question will be answered another question by Kanaya. In fact, there is something more confusing than the task of his duty, for example, this morning. Whether Sakha is aware of what she is doing or not.

"Mm, Kha, you know what, the meanest guy in my opinion is like?"

"Where?"

"What usually gives hope is just to keep people feeling, even though that hope does not exist"

"Gue no longer gives you hope,"

"Who said? You just don't realize"

The girl smiled faintly, Sakha might be good at guessing people's thoughts, but not with her feelings as well.

"Gue also likes to be confused about all this, let's think together. Actually, I'm the one who wants to hide my feelings, or you're pretending to be stupid"

"Lo, what the hell is Nay?" Only then did Sakha let go of Kanaya. Making Kanaya move on her own to find Sakha, also the puzzled look from the young man's face.

"If that's true, I'm even uda from the past Kha"

"Since when?"

"Since I know that the figure of kayak lo is indeed a step. I know I'm stupid, but I still can choose what kind of man I should love"

"Why not say?"

"Gue's afraid it's all messy,"

"Our color is temenan?"

Kanaya nodded. Sometimes that kind of feeling doesn't have to be conveyed, right? After all, he was fine, so papa did not even have to love Sakha in the ignorance of the man. Because Kanaya feels safe compared to Sakha tau and everything even messed up later.

"You should have said Nay"

"Well what?"

"Let me keep your feelings" he answered, who then showed a guilty look. As the sky dawned earlier, Sakha's gaze was even quieter than that. The shady glances from her almost made Kanaya cry, linger back with their promises, and their closeness to others. If Sakha is with Habibah, then do not forget with Raka who is clearly in love with Kanaya.

Both may promise not to be angry or to curb who they are close to, but in reality, they are equally unable to resist the pain of being close to each other and to outsiders

If Sakha can't help but get jealous to see Raka constantly approaching Kanaya, buy the girl an ice cream, be her entertainer amid the many tasks. Even so with Kanaya who can not prevent not to be jealous when Habibah with a smile in the morning brought Sakha a box of food, while he? He never even cooked for the man.

"Gue can ask for help?"

Naya with a faint look immediately nodded, very slowly until Sakha sighed.

Then the man eroded the distance, he took one step forward just to look at Kanaya, then tidied up the girl's hair to the back of the ear, and believe me, at a time like this, when, time will lead Kanaya to the point, where everything is recorded slowly. The way Sakha looks at her, the way Sakha approaches, even the way Sakha tidies her hair, what does Sakha do have to be this beautiful Dimata Kanaya?

"Don't ever go Nay, don't ever have any intention of getting away from me. I don't care when I'm going to tell you what in your judgment, but you have to Inget, I'm still Sakha who loves Elo Nay and I'm still Sakha who doesn't want to lose you"

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**Before apologizing bngt because I just appeared, This week confused about what to write, in addition to the work that makes the brain like to explode, so I did not write first. Don't I appreciate you guys waiting for this story? just want to be happy with yourself first, kasian if forced to continue mah😂, If the brain does not know what to write, yh I do not mean to write, nulis, because if I think it is also free, I will not be satisfied with what I write,

may be entertained, continue to take care of health, jangn forgot his kawajiba daaan, do not forget happyaa!

I know someone is not always fine**,