
Dear Sakha✅
As Kanaya knows, his life is not just for fun, not just for happiness, or happiness.
One week ago, when she was having her period and her non-playing pain, she was struck by a ridiculous desire like stopping there, at the point where she received great attention from Sakha, at the point where he was so happy because he knew it turned out for Sakha he was also that important, even all day it felt like all Kanaya did was just keep on making Sakha bother. But the man did not mind at all, even patiently he calmed Kanaya, rubbed his head for hours, made a pillow by Kanaya from eleven to want ahead of the Asar Adhan, making Kanaya ginger milk, even at night she did not sleep at all so that she would know how Kanaya was.
So remember how sweet that day was
Surely Kanaya is not ready at all for today.
Back on campus, receiving a lot of assignments, watching Sakha and Habibah walk together into the hall, even he said, today Sakha will help the girl to find a job vacancy.
Just imagine Sakha will go home as late as possible, the girl's shoulder has been made weak first.
Then when her back was out of sight, the girl sighed long enough, then headed to the cafeteria and leaned her head against one of the tables.
If this feels like Kanaya wants to menstruate again, in the look back, in the care until Sakha like her papa, and, Sakha also will not remember if there are other girls out there besides Kanaya.
"Lo don't be so childish" The girl cursed herself.
After all what else he doubted after the menstrual pain incident at that time, Kanaya should have been more able to trust Sakha? Or the man's feelings for Habibah.
In the end the girl chose to close her eyes, her hands she used as the left cheekstool, while both her legs were already active down there, kicking the floor with a feeling of being coxed.
This time Kanaya does not blame Sakha, because from the beginning she should know if Sakha is typical of people who sometimes feel responsible for other people's problems. No matter how close they are, even this applies to strangers.
Weird right? Kanaya alone until now is still not out of thought.
The girl also did not want to blame Habibah. Because it's only natural that he needs help from others at a time when he's like this. And it just so happened that the one who wanted to care about him was Sakha.
"This is so jealous" The boy's heart. Then he took another breath, threw it away while snorting. This time not only was she jealous, she was scared, worried as well.
And again the fear and worry of his Kanaya is not far from what if Sakha treats Habibah as well as the man treats her?
The girl exposed the right side of her hair violently, thinned her lips then turned her head and looked up slightly, and for a few seconds she stared at the empty air with a flat but intimidating look
"Dear demon demon in my deck. Don't bother me! your talk in my head is bullshit allaaa! Yes bulshit, bulshit parahh!! So uda yaaa! from now on don't expect me to pecak just because I'm nebak nebak gini, will not send me the same whisper of you're misguided"
With a simple sentence that he should always remember,
They are both nothing more than friends.
°°°
You know what makes Kanaya feel like a dumb girl right now?
Looking at the minute clock, following his second-by-second count, yawning many times with his mouth that was not absent counting this was already the minute he managed to count.
Even until the clock shows at eight p.m., the girl stays there. Sometimes he also glanced at the door, but there was no sign that Sakha would be coming home soon.
While elsewhere, Sakha also took a long moan when she was about to contact Kanaya but it turned out that the man's HP was running out of battery.
"Ck" The man with the black shirt was clearly clucking. Then try to turn his HP back on, but again the HP was automatically turned off, unable even if only Sakha used to tell Kanaya if now she was alone, she was unable to, sitting in the place of brother batagor and that was without Habibah.
It's nothing, Sakha is just afraid that at home there Kanaya can't focus on what she's doing, and instead thinks like she's with Habibah. Sakha also does not want if Kanaya feels, if for Sakha, he and Habibah are the same. Sakha also does not want Kanaya to continue to be confused by the question, he said,
'Which is Sakha more important, he or Habibah?
"Bang, there's still a lot of queues, right?"
"Yes" replied the brother
"Just want to turn this too"
Sakha then simply nodded, choosing to wait a little longer. At home, he can explain to Kanaya, even more clearly than having to tell the girl through one or two chat bubbles.
The man then sighed, went back to silence and knocked his shoes on the ground that he had just hit.
And in fact they are currently the same waiting, equally worried as well
If they are juxtaposed, then skated in the middle as in the film, maybe the picture is not far from Kanaya who is lying on his stomach in a chair and then start overthinking about Sakha with Habibah. And Sakha who looked at how the night sky was with her binar, was anxious, for she was worried about how Kanaya was feeling. What the girl knew, she had gone with Habibah.