Dejavu
The destiny line begins

That afternoon Tianing felt really restless. He sat pensively at his desk looking at the Task Letter he was holding, while the friends around him were busy with their respective activities.

Tianing was upset, weighing what he should decide.

One side, he was very happy with the great opportunity given to him. Opportunity to follow Technical Guidance to become an expert. The opportunity that many people in his office wanted was entrusted to him by his superiors, who are usually called Father by Tianing. Though Tianing was a junior officer.

Tianing of course also wanted the opportunity.only the current problem was, Tianing had a young child. Tianing felt he could not bear to leave his son for 1 week, while previously Tianing had never left his son for 1 day.

Tianing was stunned from the daydream as Father passed in front of his desk and stepped into his study. Tianing hurriedly tailed the Father while carrying the Duty Letter.

"Mr.." Tianing's voice softened.

"What.." replied the Father leisurely as he sat in his chair.

"I'm confused.must go what not..."

Father was a man who had a calm nature, very patient and wise. His age was nearing retirement, so Tianing called him Father. I was very satisfied with Tianing's performance during Tianing's work in his office, because even though Tianing was a junior employee, Tianing had the best performance in the office. Tianing is also the most reliable for you to get a lot of work done. This condition did cause a lot of jealousy from his more senior office friends.

" Why confused ?" ask the Father calmly.

"My son is a child, Father.... Still need ASI. I feel like I can't leave him. If he's fussy how..."

"You did not mbak.unya the children were asked Bimtek for 2 months, but my son was only 2 years old. My son did not know his mother. He only knew Mae, his nanny. Of course my wife cried mbak.but it only lasted 2 days only.has been normal" said the father.

" Mr Tianing is only 1 week. Anyway only in Jogja. If mbak Tianing did not have the heart, every session would be able to go home even though night. It's only a 1 hour drive too. No need to go to a hotel. Already, sorted. What to worry about" Father's instructions

"You need this Bimtek for your career development. I chose you because I know you are capable. Many others want to, but I choose you. Don't waste this opportunity. Don't disappoint my faith" said the father.

Tianing could no longer reason.

"Okay, sir.but I tried to ask my husband's permission first sir..."

" Yes, please"

In the afternoon when she got home, Tianing told her about her assignment to her husband.

"Sister, brother knows about the assignment of Bimtek. In the ade office, the ade requested depart the same Revelation and mbak Sri. How sis ? can't you ?" tianing asked her husband. Tianing tried to convey slowly for fear that her husband would not allow it.

But unexpectedly Tianing, her husband replied "Yes. Since being pregnant until the King is 3 years old, he has never rested to take care of the King"

"But later if the King is fussy at night how ?"

" Yes later if for example the fussy King can not sleep, ade not pick up. The next morning it won't go there"

Her husband's answer made Tianing finally decide to leave Bimtek in Jogja for 1 week even though he was not sure how the King would be during his abandonment.

In the morning Tianing left for the Bimtek event location with 2 office friends who were appointed to follow Bimtek as well, Wahyu and mbak Sri. Wahyu was Tianing's closest friend in his office.

Revelation that has been with mbak Sri pick up Tianing to the location of Bimtek in Jogja.

The bimtek organized by the Ministry was followed by appointed Civil Servants from Regency/City Governments throughout Indonesia.

Yep...Tianing was a PNS from one of the Service in Solo City. From the Solo City Government itself there are several people appointed from each Service.

"Okay.." Tianing replied briefly.

Tianing's thoughts were only to his son's King. How's he tonight.

but then she also heard the words of her husband:" have fun during Bimtek. Don't think about home. The king let me take care of it, just as Mbah kakung must also help keep the King"

"That's right, too." thought Tianing.

For these 4 years Tianing had truly felt like he had never rested during the night. Work in the office, take care of home affairs, take care of the King. He never had time.

all his time and thoughts were poured out for his son, the King. Understandably, the King was Tianing's first child.

during that as well Tianing felt he was experiencing the baby blues and excessive worry. This is because her husband is not the type of man who understands what to do to help his wife at home. Fahri, her husband is the type of a man who is very relaxed living life. The type of man who feels if he has worked, giving all his salary to his wife's children, then the responsibility is done. He is the type of man who thinks all home affairs are the responsibility of a wife. No, not because he was unwilling to help his wife, but he never had his own initiative to help. Of course he was willing to help Tianing; when Tianing asked for help. This also made Tianing even more tired. Tired because she always had to "ask for help" first to her husband when he felt tired or troubled.

Fahri never refused it, definitely working on what Tianing said, unless he was sleeping. The problem is that most of the time in the house he spends sleeping, and when his wife's son is asleep at night, he stays up late to play games.

Others who didn't understand called Tianing "the type of wife who likes to rule husbands". The nickname attached to Tianing himself, which of course he did not want. A nickname that added to Tianing's mental burden.

Time and again Tianing's chance had already conveyed to Fahri about the situation. Tianing repeatedly asked Fahri to be more sensitive to the situation in his home. Those without a home assistant. Those who commute to work together, and both work as PNS, which means their workload is the same. It means that when Fahri said "work clothes", it was also the same thing felt by Tianing. Moreover, Tianing was also still taking care of the King.

Tianing only wanted Fahri with his own initiative to help with what homework he could do, without Tianing having to ask.

Tianing also repeatedly said that she felt mentally burdened when she was labeled as a wife who likes to tell her husband. Tianing felt he was sinning every time he had to scold Fahri. Tianing felt sinful when they again had to fight over the little things that made Tianing tired.

But Fahri's answer is always just :" it's de.not need to over think.if it really needs help just say it. I have never refused either. I also never felt angry or low because I told me to do it".

The problem....Tianing was tired of always having to rant around...

" This time let me rest, have time me time.Hopefully this opportunity can make me refresh...

Pardon the mother who is often angry with the King yes son.mom can not be a tough mother, who is strong face life.

Forgive me for the King who is often the victim of the stress of mother's release.Sorry mother who often hit your little body son.sorry mother who disobeys you dear.." Inner Tianing, given his pain for the last 4 years. His tears melted, thankfully, and Sri did not realize it because Tianing was sitting in the backseat alone. The two of them chatted during the trip.

An hour later they arrived at the Istana Jogja hotel. In the lobby seat, 2 friends of Revelation are waiting.

"mbak Aning, mbak Sri.kenalin.ini mas War and this is Doni my friend, from the Communication Service mbak" Revelation introduced us to his friends.

Yes, although they both come from the Solo City Government, but different departments are not necessarily already familiar with each other.

"hello mbak.mbak we have both ordered his room mbak.this is the key" said mas War.

" Thank you mas..ohya, this is the three.trus later Revelation same room who ?" ask Tianing

" oh.there are 1 more of our friends mbak actually. He's the new CPNS in our office. He was taking a shower in his room. Later Revelation room with him" replied Doni

" Okay, if so we go to the room first yes mas-mas.until we meet at 1 o'clock in the ballroom yes" said mbak Sri.

They went into their hotel rooms.