Dejavu
Being opiate, forgetting the heart, (almost) forgetting everything

Tianing and Harya were enjoying the night so much that they forgot about time. They only realized it was time to check out when the room phone rang, apparently the receptionist reminded that their booking time was up.

"OMG.we have to check out immediately. And I forgot dong had to go to college" Tianing jumped out of bed and then quickly took a shower and took a bath. Harya laughed at the situation. When Tianing was ready, he pulled Tianing back into his arms and dropped him onto the bed.

"Noo.what you doing brother. We're out.ayo.." Tianing tried to release Harya's embrace in panic. Harya laughed in satisfaction at teasing Tianing.

"Yuk. But here big hug first" They hugged tightly.Then Harya kissed Tianing's forehead long ago.

"Hopefully we can meet again soon, Dek. Thanks for these two days"

"Amiin.hadi we go where brother. The train is still late afternoon"

"Say you want to go to college ?" Harya God

"It's too late to wear keless" Tianing grinned.

"So, take the streets of Surabaya aja yuk. There must be many places that Adek has not visited right" asked Harya

"Asikk" Tianing spirit.

That afternoon they took a walk in several places in Surabaya. Harya continued to hold Tianing's hand wherever they went.

"Wahh, it's a pity to be with his wife" a parking attendant commented somewhere upon seeing how Harya treated Tianing. They just looked at each other and smiled happily.

It was late in the afternoon, and it was time for Harya to return to Solo. Tianing drove all the way to the station. There was once the grim face of Tianing when he had to part.

"Hey.don't be sad that way.don't cry too, embarrassed to see a lot of people" Harya rubbed a clear circle that came out of Tianing's eyes.

"So I promise you next month, I'll see you here again"

"No separation from brother...." Tianing spoiled manyun and re-hugged Harya

Harya laughs "Dek.dek.pretty diyatin many people"

"Yes, ati-ati on the road, brother. Bye.luvya.misya.misya.fr.."

"Bye.luvy.misya.."

Tianing felt an overwhelming sense of happiness that day, even though the other side in the recesses of his heart was slashed by a small wound. From yesterday until that afternoon there was no phone call or chat from Fahri, wishing Tianing a happy birthday. Only the King who called him yesterday afternoon wished him a happy birthday.

Tianing felt an irony. Why is Harya who is status is someone else, willing to sacrifice time to visit him, even plan all ideas to make him happy, but Fahri who is status is her husband, does not even remember his birthday. Tianing felt she was useless, feeling unloved by her own husband.

However Tianing did not want to linger thinking about that. He closes his heart with his happiness to get great love from Harya.

Although Tianing and Harya had known each other closely for more than 3 years, they had all been keeping their image. But since today as if there was an unwritten agreement, you're mine I'm yours. No more jaim-jaiman.

And from that day on Tianing was so addicted to Harya's tenderness. Likewise Harya was very addicted to Tianing's passionate love.

***

Harya kept her promise. Once a month he visited Tianing to Surabaya and picked up Tianing and the King when Tianing returned to Solo. Whether it was a coincidence, or indeed because of the fate line, every time they wanted to meet, at that time Fahri was unable to accompany Tianing. They were both astonished, when they realized that the universe was supporting them.

Once upon a time when Tianing wanted to take Harya to the station, got word from the class group, that tomorrow's lecture was canceled because the lecturer left. Finally Tianing came back to Solo with Harya.

Once also one day, when Tianing wanted to return to Surabaya, Harya who originally only wanted to take him to the station, but suddenly decided to take him to Surabaya.

Why is it so easy for Harya to often go to Surabaya. It was all because Harya was still a freelance in her old workplace office. In addition, he is a native of Surabaya, both of his parents live in Surabaya. So it was easy for him to leave for Surabaya for work or to go home to his parents.

Even Harya then rented an apartment located close to her old office, every time visiting Tianing. Tianing really liked living in that apartment, because of the nice and romantic atmosphere. And from his room on the 20th floor, he could see the ocean which was a very beautiful view at night.

Like newlyweds, they have become opium to each other.

And like people who are drunk in love, they forget to be careful, sometimes miss talking and sometimes become less introspective.

Tianing forgot carefully or rather he was reckless to never use safety, while he realized he was not using any contraception.

They ever discussed..

"Sister, what if I'm pregnant ?"

"Thankful dong. Why is it ? I have a husband"

"I mean that I'm pregnant with my sister's child. If with his father the King I use security, while with brother, not"

"It's okay if it's my son. I'll be very happy"

"I mean brother ? lha if his face looks like a big brother, the color of his skin is also ?"

"And if a pregnant person likes or mbatin someone, his child will be able to be similar to that person. Just say tho"

Speech release..

"Sir, how did I see Tianing picked up by the same man on campus several times, but not the mother's husband" asked Wulan, a classmate of Tianing's one day.

"Oh.that's my brother" Tianing replied in release.

" What do you mean ? Brother in quotation marks ? mbak Tianing cheated on ya ?" ask Wulan. Tianing was silent, not denying what Wulan had said. To deny, however, the one who sees is not that stupid. Finally Tianing preferred to tell his story to Wulan. And Wulanpun has a character who does not like to interfere in the affairs of others.

Less self-awareness..

Once also one night when Tianing and Harya were sleeping in the apartment, midnight suddenly hp Harya rang a notification of incoming chat. Tianing who was easily awakened by the voices, automatically opened the chat. He did not realize that it was Harya HP.

The chat read:" Hello mas..gimana how are you ? since yesterday I have not given any news. Please if it's not busy, immediately notify"

Tianing was shocked and auto lost his sleepiness and jumped to sit. Observing the HP, then he realized it was HP Harya. Tianing was confused, but then he pretended not to know.

The morning..

"Have I opened my phone ?"

"No" Tianing replied, not daring to look into Harya's eyes.

"Dek.do not lie.ini chat mama Tika ter read" looks Harya pias' face and a little upset

"Sorry brother, last night accidentally open"

"I have to answer what yes.I was deliberately from yesterday indeed reply chat-chatnya, because I did not want to go to Surabaya"

"What ?!" Tianing was confused as to what to say.

"From now on I'm just locking my HP, let me be careful again"

"Yes, I'm sorry." said Tianing. She felt so embarrassed. At the same time feel kasian also with his mother Tika, imagine how she feels since yesterday.

Everyday only Harya was in Tianing's mind and heart. He never went to college again. He doesn't care much about Fahri anymore, and oddly enough, Fahri doesn't realize that. And worse, Tianing began to think less of the King because he called or chatted with Harya more often.

That opium really changed everything...