
Tatsumi POV~'s
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"RAGGH!!!"
Yells…
Many screams into the clear night sky away from the city of Magnolia tried to temper all my anger and tried to KILL Mavis with all my hatred. I've never felt so angry in my entire life with Mavis.
This might be the first time for me to be this angry I didn't even know I could be this angry to begin with.
But still what Mavis did with her nonsense made her very tempted to finish using - me to create her undead version so I could use it FOR –
"Breaths... Sigh..."
Take a deep breath Tatsumi just take a deep breath and calmly let go of my relief trying to hold back my anger which completely annihilated Mavis on the spot.
I knew that killing him was wrong as soon as I gave the option to invite him to a group chat that was all about me there but fuck it!
*bAM*
Slamming my fists into a nearby tree, he started to shatter from the blow as I sighed while flames started to come out with every breath of mine. I've never felt this angry before and killed someone before.
I mean, I usually keep my head flat but for some reason, this just makes me even more upset. Is it because I know I've never been betrayed before...?
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Tsk…
No, that's bullshit. I learned that trusting the wrong people from my past life was a big mistake. Even as I worked hard to become someone my parents can be proud of for making a lot of money with my job of being a pharmacist to earn big money to help meet the needs of my parents.
Then people I could trust like my 'friends' about my dream of helping my parents along with my scholarship fund, he said, those damn bastards spent it all in a few days without me noticing .. the money and funds I need for my future ....
All the time working part time and funds were there to help me but then the bastards stole it for themselves making me have to pay the debt before entering the college of my dreams and my parents suffered for it.
I wish I could make those bastard friends suffer more than anything because of them, my parents won't work hard!
I want to kill them myself!!
Though poor, they are loving people and…
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What's really happening to me now…
The flames from my body started to billow slightly as I sat on the ground contemplating my life choices as well as learning more about what really happened to me ... have I always been a grumpy person or because this is the first time I have experienced this anger again piling up ...
"Young man, you look depressed."
Suddenly hearing my voice jump to see a very short old man. He had black eyes and grew bald with only the outer rim of his head containing white hair. It also has a thick white mustache. He had a black stamp of the Fairy Tail guild mark that covered the entire area of his chest.
On her first appearance, she is shown dressed casually, with a dress consisting of a white shirt with a black Fairy Tail stamp in the middle under an orange hoodie. Her outfit is outfitted with matching orange shorts and an orange and blue striped clown hat.
With shocked eyes, it was Makarov Dreyar.
That was when the old man suddenly asked me with his happy words to me as he spoke to me, "Well, young man, you seem to be very depressed. When the people of Magnolia city asked me to check the forest fires around.they wanted me to check on Natsu not knowing it was anyone else."
Wait, he said forest fire?
Turning around I saw the damage from my anger as I was completely shocked, I didn't notice it as I sighed apologetically to the old man, "Huh. blinded by anger. I'm sorry, sir, let me handle this mess."
With a wave of my hand, all the flames suddenly disappeared as I controlled everything by taking the oxygen they had Makarov seemed impressed with my strength as he spoke to me calmly, "Hello young man, it seems like something is bothering you. Let's talk about your problem out loud, I hear it feels good to let go of someone's feelings."
Makarov nodded his head as I continued my harsh words about a friend who acted differently and attacked me for no reason other than defending his family but resorting to violence instead of talking about things.
Inevitably I felt very angry because it was because I wanted to hurt her, but I refrained from doing any more damage so as not to cause unnecessary things, she said, but the pain of betrayal is something I cannot handle. I need time to trouble myself.
Or I might have done something I would regret doing ...
I've done this all myself making sure I don't mess up because sometimes no one can understand me sometimes it just drives me crazy.
After I finished nagging, Makarov nodded his head as he narrowed his eyes with a serious expression as he began to speak to me understandingly, "So ... the youngster of what I can tell you seems to have trouble trusting people from experience. Now I'm winning I'm not telling you how to handle your life, but I know there are people in this world who enjoy solitude, but there's no one who can stand being alone."
Listening to Makarov's parents looking into the distance as he continued to explain to me further what I should do as he spoke truthfully, "From what I said, he said, You seem to be a deeply disturbed individual about trusting others but you seem to be covered up with your fears in your heart and also your anger. You fear what happens will ruin things with others with your temperament it also affects your daily life in the process."
I nodded at him as he continued to give me a speech in a serious tone as he sighed towards me, "Huh ... Now listen here young people in this world, there is no Magic that defames or determines life. Life is born of love and trust no magic can change it. If you don't have the power to change it. That then you're stuck in fear of what might or might not happen."
I was rather surprised to hear what the old man spat out as he gave me one final piece of advice waiting for the answer I assumed as he spoke with the same level of seriousness to me while directing his hand to my chest, "Soon, it's time for you to understand these things are coming. But will you be sad that someone was killed? Will grief kill someone? The answer is in each of your hearts You can decide what to do with Yourself to see if You can trust others or not."
With that, she left me alone as she left on the way back to Magnolia city as I began to think hard about her words to me. Inevitably I was unable to fully understand his words to me, but at least I was able to get the gist of what he said.
Glancing at my fists, I saw him tremble a little as I recalled my fight with Mavis and I wondered ... would all the members act rudely if I told them my secret?
Tell them that I reincarnated and only used them to survive without them realizing that I used them solely to my advantage because if I knew long ago and realized that I did use them like that...
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Will I have to survive their conflict by avenging to protect myself in the process…?
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Or am I afraid they will no longer talk to me how I have grown to trust them as people close to me…?
Those questions in my head frightened me as I allowed myself to become stronger to ensure I would not be hurt and live as I liked and survive ... when did my goal change this much?
During this time I initially used group chats and their members as a means to end just survival in the world of Akame ga Kill but…
Shaking my head, I looked up at the night sky as I increasingly asked myself about the problems I was facing.Have with myself as I spoke without anyone hearing me, "When did I start to really stop caring about surviving only on myself and not others?
*vroom*
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After having time to calm down, I returned to where Hinata and Mavis were as we looked at each other. Mavis and I had some scores to settle but we were both unwilling to take the first step to speak.
But I can tell that Mavis was indeed really depressed by the previous attack because I felt it with me which was very obvious.
'The answer lies in each of your hearts only you can decide what to do with yourself to see if you can trust others or not.'
Given Makarov's words inside my head, I guess I can only be the one to decide whether our relationship status is like this or me taking the first step.
Taking a deep breath, I started to smile again as I asked out of concern for Mavis and apologized to Hinata for leaving like that angrily, "Sorry about the way I acted Hinata, it is inappropriate for me to act like that. And Mavis ... ."
Mavis flinched as I tried to let the past go as she looked surprised at the rapid change in tone of my voice, "So about what happened before. How about we forget everything and start over again and hopefully on a better path this time."
Mavis looked at me with then fell to the ground as tears fell from her face as I looked at her hair only as she responded to me but with a broken voice, "Why...? After what I did before and lost my composure even went as far as attacking you.Why be nice now and not hate me for what I did.”.
Taking a breath and letting go, I began to explain to Mavis honestly what I felt as I responded bluntly while grabbing her to shake hands, she said, “No I don't think I'll ever forget that you attacked me Mavis and I still hate you so much with all my might But that doesn't mean I can continue to distrust you like this with anger so how about we start all over again and hopefully count this out. I'll go first his name is Tatsumi and you?"
She looked at me then my hand as she glanced at me as she shook it as a repeat sign of what happened when her tears finally stopped, "Well… hello I'm Mavis Vermillion happy to finally meet you Tatsumi."
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