
Jordan still felt weak grandma did not believe what she was facing earlier that his wife gave birth in the car and assisted by Sarah.
I don't know, but certainly until now Jordan is still thinking about how the struggle of his wife who gave birth to their beautiful daughter in the car.
He really felt guilty and useless when he could not accompany his wife's struggle to give birth to their future child earlier. Even because of that, until now the journal has not dared to hold her beautiful daughter.
"What else are you waiting for? your daughter was born safe and your wife survived. Both are healthy and safe and what else do you think? do not do strange things anymore and lucky you too because there is Sarah who was on Dara's side when she wanted to give birth to your child!" mami Sofia said tightly because she was still not finished thinking her son who looked silent and like a fool.
"Well, you really want your mom to hit you in the head!" jolt mami Sofia who is already the hardest who is still facing her son. Seeing this made William immediately alert the mother so that they all left Jordan in this room with his wife.
"Let's go mi, they both need time to talk."
"Huh! never mind. Mami can walk on her own," said mami Sofia immediately let go of William's hands when blocking it.
The three of them walked out of the room and let the husband and wife who looked equally silent because they knew that the two were in need of time to talk at this time.
After they all left, Jordan and his wife were in the room with their little daughter. For now Jordan has not dared to see their daughter because he is still traumatized when he saw his wife who gave birth in the car earlier. Really, really, his wife's struggle was really extraordinary and because of that too Jordan felt very guilty because he could not accompany the woman he loved to both struggle to give birth to their children.
But he launched the blame by the wife because the woman thought that her husband was disappointed with the child she was born with turned out to be a woman.
"Do you regret the child that gave birth to a woman?" dara asked a pity that he was silent to look directly at his wife when he heard the question.
I swear to God Jordan never thought the same way at all. He never questioned the gender of their future child whatever he accepted it but the burden on his mind at this time was the struggle of his wife who gave birth in the car and he did not accompany him at the time of Dara they are fighting alone.
"Why say such a thing, dear?" jordan asked who had seen that his wife was currently in tears.
Seeing his wife cry like that made even more of Jordan feel guilty for what had happened to them this time.
"The proof from now on is that you didn't say a word when you found out that our daughter was born. Don't you like our daughter?" ask Dara again because she feels that her husband still does not like the presence of their love fruit that is female.
"It's not like it's a pity." How to approach the wife and give a loving and affectionate hug to the woman who has struggled to give birth to a beautiful daughter.
For her, Data was the most powerful woman of her entire life because she had given birth to their baby full of struggle.
Jordan gives strength to women who have just given birth to their children.
"I thought you didn't like our son because he met a girl forever. I thought you were-"
"I swear to God that I never thought that way. Not one bit. For God's sake I don't think that way, baby. I only regret myself not being by your side when the struggle was your own. You went through it all by yourself and I'm not by your side. I just feel like I failed as a husband, and I didn't make a good father to my children because I couldn't keep my wife's birth going." said Jordan who explained what he had been thinking to his wife.
He hoped that this explanation could really be well received by his wife because he was afraid that Dara would experience the baby blues and worse, again, the trauma haunts her again when Anisa died giving birth to Lucas.
"I'm fine Jordan, I'm fine hiks.." replied Dara with a cry.
She understood how her husband felt because her husband had already arrived at the hospital far earlier than she did.
"More I'm afraid of my trauma in the past when Anisa gave birth to Lucas. Since then I have been praying to God to save you and our son. I can't bear to go back to feeling lost a second time Dara, not anymore."
Jordan felt a tremendous fear on the way to the hospital, when he got the news that his wife was about to give birth.
"Nobody will be left behind and no one will leave. Believe that we can get through it all together. Me and you, and our dear children" Dara told her husband when she heard and found out why he had kept silent for so long.
The two let go of their embrace and Jordan saw his beautiful daughter who had a face like his wife. Beautiful and white.
Seeing his daughter in a baby box like that made Jordan's tears fall just like that when he found out that his daughter was really very beautiful like his wife.
"Hi, beautiful papi, Laura Clarita Brussels. Do you like the name you gave me, baby?" asked Jordan who was talking to his daughter who was asleep in the baby box with a pink blanket that had been delivered to the hospital by their maid.
"Old, if you grow up later be a beautiful and kind princess, baby. Remember and be afraid of God. Obey both parents that you may have the blessing of the world that God has given." Jordan said all his wishes and prayers for the beloved princess.
"Laura Clarita Brussels, do you like that name dear?" now Jordan turns to his wife and asks if Data agrees with her given name or not.
"I like it, and thank you for the beautiful name papi." replied Dara because she really liked the name given by her husband.