Elvarette Shiro
Episode 13: Return

Go back, or get lost forever.

That shameful story I have to end, it's not good to remember bad memories. Hallaj and I are trying to figure out what really happened and what to do. Inner wounds are much more painful than other wounds, the wounds that scar will never return as they once did.

At least, he's lucky. He met a teacher who could guide him, and gave him protection. Mr. Khidr's parents really took care of him like a son of his own. Just as he guided me in a misleading rage. Then I stood up to get a glass of water at the dinner table. The blue kettles poured out their clear contents like a grieving heart. Pour the sadness that you consider crowded in order to calm the heart.

"So, did you meet the old man when you tried to escape Elvy?"

"Right, from him too I know what it's like to live with tranquility. To be honest, I still feel sad and ashamed of my past."

"It's not your fault Elvy, you did it because you had to." Comfort me when that little girl cries for her past.

"But I should have been able to refuse them, it's true that they gave me what I asked for. But I'm like a corpse that can't have my own body." Sesal Elvarette's.

"You can be sad, but never let go of the dream. I know it's hard for you, but I'm sure there must be a good way out of all the events."

"That's right my son, we never know the direction of the wind, but the wind always stops calming the desert." Came on that wise man.

"What do you mean uncle?"

"In a place that we think is nothing, there is wisdom that makes us know how precious life is."

"Mah?"

"Sometimes the meeting path is not always smooth, even steep we have to go through in order to see the sunrise."

"But it hurts uncle!"

"You will understand my son."

"Therefore we are here Elvy, we will all help you." My answer.

"Thank you Ohba, thank you uncle, you have listened to my dark story!"

"Thank you also because you trust us."

"So, what should I do now? Because yesterday I was only asked to travel. Then you asked me to study, and now Rena asked me again to meet her. What exactly is going on?"

"Arafic, maybe it's time."

"What's the story about?"

Elvarette caught me with a look of bewildered eyes. The 21-year-old girl misses her sister wants a definite answer, what task awaits her. Then I explained what we had just discussed about his eligibility to be a guard.

"Elvy, do you know why it's here?"

"What actually?"

"You have been chosen to be the third guard. Thou know? The dark path of your life is actually preparation for you so that you can feel the meaning of life and sharpen your mind. So, you're destined to help."

"Help, help who? And what is that guard you mean?"

“What we mean is that the guard here is the one who will be the guard for those who have not found their way back. Back to the creators, about so Elvy.”

"People who are lost like you used to be."

"A person who has ever felt pain, will know how he acts on his pain."

“Act so that others do not feel their pain?”

“True Elvy, that's why you're one of the chosen ones. You have graduated from a steep path and can return based on your own wishes.”

“If I hadn't passed?”

“You will be trapped by the trap of the heretic.”

“Sang deceiver?”

“The deceiver, he who used to be a guard but disappointed with your people.”

“Why?”

“Because he is disappointed, the light prefers your people who he considers weak to be a guard in one of his worlds, the earth. So will you be the third guard?”

“I'm still not ready, I'm not a wise man like you?”

“Back, or get lost forever in the same mistake. Sometimes wisdom comes based on Elvy's journey, so we'll be happy to help you get to that stage. So, do not worry and keep believing in the love of the light.”