Elvarette Shiro
Episode 23: Lalita

Pov: Azazil

Every creation

Needs balance

Elsewhere, Lalita came to give news. I was sitting in my reading room late in the books I was reading. He came up and hugged me from behind. With his effect he pressed his cheek against my cheek which was blocked by my long white hair.

Lalita is my messenger and my complement. This 25-year-old-looking girl has accompanied me from the silver era to the present. He became the offering of fools who adored pseudo-light. There is no such thing as a sacrifice that sails behind lust. When it exists it means not sacrifice but utilizing.

My poor bitch, you shouldn't have died silly in the hands of a heretic ruler. But this is the only way you can meet me. Sacrificing beautiful girls who meet their criteria. A girl who is a virgin. Never physically injured, having sapphire blue-eyed golden hair, as well as being born on a full moon night. And damn all those criteria are on him.

At first I did not care about him, I had only one main task, to mislead the descendants of Adam, but to see firsthand how insolent they were. They invoke the Light but their conduct defeats the deeds of my people, but when asked by their fellow-people they blame our people. A contradiction that cannot be guessed by a creature called man.

Although I hate humans so much, but I will not let lives be so ridiculous. He was raped and killed for his own sake. Then his own salvation became a lost soul. Lalita, Lalita I have raised to be my companion.

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She has a unique habit, My lalitaku kisses my lips like a lover whenever he comes to see me. Structurally we are partners, the relationship between the master and his servant. But personally we are lovers. He has the same visit as I would a human.

I taught her the nature of service, and my Lalit taught me about the opponents I faced. Inside I understand their habits. Either every moment we are together living love and vision. Even in intimate relationships.

For us, having sex is a good time to share everything. Unite to fill the shortcomings with advantages. This is our solemn worship. Linga and yoni, a concept of universal and accepted balance with a clear sense and conscience that is able to accept all of it. If intimate relationships based on lust only cause chaos as the lost children of Adam.

It may seem strange, but it's normal. Every creation requires balance so as not to be muddled. Therefore religion appears, they have a handle and reference so as not to be chaotic. Something that binds with compassion is religion, and something that binds with fear is dogma. Same but different. Religion is over the affection of its servants while dogma arises over the unrest of the leaders who use religion for certain interests.

All may be in their favor even if it is forbidden and all are prohibited if it threatens their position. The human nature is becoming more and more unclear. I asked Lalita in our conversation, how the natural world is. Then Lalita answered my question confidently. The human nature has been shaken by their own actions. Then he grazed his body looking at me with a face that calmed the mind, he said in a soft voice.

"My lord, I have some good news for you. What you predict is evident in the human realm. They are now attacking each other and slaughtering each other for their own benefit."

"That's what I'm worried about Lalita, I've reminded the Light of this event. They are not much different from their predecessors who like to spill blood to satisfy their desires."

"Then, what about your duties, sir? Didn't you have a mandate to mislead them?"

"I used to trigger them with error, but now... Now they represent me."

"meaning?"

"Now I just observe, because they themselves are misleading each other. They've been my representatives on earth, where Adam came from."

"That means they themselves are followers of the Master without coercion?"

"They are in the name of the Light, but their behavior is actually the followers of darkness. I'm glad to see those who kill each other and take down each other by the name of Light. They are blind to the world and forget their true purpose."

"Master!"

"Yes Lalita?"

"Then, what about our people? What about those who are truly obedient to the Light? Don't they have a chance like Adam's descendants?"

"My church, I know your worries. You worry about our survival in the last day, but do not worry, my dear. Everything's gonna be okay."

"all right? What does it mean, my lord?"

"We still have opportunities like the descendants of Adam. It's just a different way. The children of Adam should worship sincerely and earnestly, while our descendants also worship by tempting them to fall into darkness. What they've been doing all this time will move on to us, my dear."

"Well, what are you saying?"

"I've never played around in my words, Lalita."

"I'm starting to calm down, sir. You have calmed this worried me. Then, what about those guards, sir?"

"But, two of the three guards are human than? They haven't died completely like me and the first guard?"

"They're not dead yet? Of course they leave nature but the way they go is different from humans in general, they have got their own privilege by the creator."

"So, they're dead?"

"Theoretically they were moxas, dead with their bodies."

"Then in practice?"

"In practice I will test it after this, but my first target is the new boy who yesterday we felt his existence dear!"

"Didn't that break your promise?"

"It seems not, by written rules I have to tempt humans to fall and they are both human, my dear? So I didn't break any rules. Besides, if they escape my temptation, it doesn't make me lose."

"You want to test them?"

"Yes, wasn't it my job Lalita before Namus replaced it."

"Sir, I would like to ask you about your steadfastness. Why are you willing to accept the blasphemy of all beings but you are still obedient to the Light? Even your name is always echoed as the antithesis of the light itself?"

He asked me unexpectedly. Just this time I got this very weighty question. Then I hugged her while kissing her forehead gently. The breath of Lalita was so felt on my neck and my face looked back at the face of my lover who asked earlier. Looking at each other a few seconds later I answered wisely like a brother telling his sister.

"My dear, I am a lover who dares to accept all risks so that my lover is happy. Any way I'll do it even if it looks impossible. I was willing to accept her curse so that I could get closer to her. I kept one sin in order to remember the thousand good things he had given me. I don't care what other people say because what works is we're not them. Let them do as they please as long as we don't do what they say."

"Then what about your descendants?"

"They do their job as I do, but not all of them can be like me dear! This privilege only applies to one person."

"And me?"

"I always wish that you could accompany me there one day. Therefore, you must try your best to be able to plunge there, Lalita."

"Pick you up?"

"Right, because the most possible way for us to get back together is to become a devotee anyway."

"How can I be a servant like you?"

"Come to the light, listen to the silence, and pray."

"Then what about our job?"

"If you become a devotee, your duty will officially become your worship. Because he knows what his servant can bear."

"So, is there still a chance for me, sir?"

"Everybody has a chance before the sun rises from the west."

"Sir..."

"Lalita..."

We are clinging to each other in a struggle. What she feared was something natural, considering that she was open to being from my class. Not to mention to my people who are now trying to mislead people into the abyss of eternal hell. I'll go to hell, but I'll come back original.

Then what about them? Lalita and my people? There is no guarantee for them, for the fuel of hell is stone, my people, and his people. They remain in it until the shattered body will return to its origin and be tortured again.

I'm starting to think. If Adam had only chosen one chance to help the children of his descent, then who would have deserved it? What for the one who really loves her or any other provision? If only I had a chance like Adam but it was impossible. I accept all risks for my faith.

Let the guards do their job and I do mine. The more descendants of Adam lost, the more provisions I prepared to meet my lover again. My beloved who has created me and the universe that unfolds in space and time. There is no longing as big as my longing for you, true Light.

You cursed me, but you still gave me the chance to love you. And that's what I want to repay for all your generosity. Unfortunately my people do not accept your decision. They always blame you for their fall.

They do not realize if all has become a decision that can not be sued again. Every decision you make is something we don't understand before the time comes. My people hate as much as I hate Adam, but they hate beyond what should be hated. They hate humans and their creators.

It's a big mistake. Mistakes that come from my own ego. You forgive me but not my people. Therefore you have conditioned that my people may meet you as the children of Adam, follow the same commandments as you commanded the people of Adam, but worship as I worship. It seduces the people of Adam.

I cannot prevent a tempest in my people. Now they have prepared a champion who has the potential to manipulate reality in all beings. He can turn fire like water and water like fire. He was born out of the hatred and vengeance of all my people upon you and the followers of light.

This is a mistake, nor should they condemn you because you have cursed me. All this is purely my fault, but they blame you. That is why I want to test your guards while giving him a message about the dangers they face from my people. In a moment he will escape and descend into the world guarded by the guards.

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