Embroidery Girl
chapter 44: obscurity
The face looks perfect with enough decoration. Not too white or too dark. So perfect. Plus a tiny nose that is sharp, a pointed face shape, glowing black eyebrows and a pair of black eyes that are filled with softness. Black hair plunged freely behind him. A few strands covered his face and stretched out in front of him. His red lips are blushing and filled with parts very graceful and perfect
That tiny face would be perfect, if not the face was now pale and looking sad.
The two maids focussed on combing her hair, as if they were unaware of the bride's plight. Not long after, they rolled up her black hair and then put a konde skewer in her hair. Then perfect her as a bride. Red dress, enough and precise decoration. Then the two servants left without saying anything.
It should have been the most beautiful day and he will never forget it. But today, for him, was the deepest hellish day he had ever felt.
He gave up on his life. He was fed up with the absurd happenings of the world that had been playing tricks on him.
If he had been very strong before and tried to survive, but now he can no longer. The third time he had felt this. For the last time, he could no longer hold it. He wanted to kill himself and end up with all this incriminating suffering.
First he got married, he was raped and his parents were killed. He's still tough. The man who had destroyed his days took him away and tortured him. He suffered, but still hoped everything would be fine and his life would be either in the yellow morning sun, or the warm afternoon sunshine. He waited, and waited.
At some point, it was ironic that he had loved the man who had finished off his parents and snatched the flowers.
“Why do I love him? Why should I foolishly fall in love with someone who never expected me?” He grumbled, only to remember memories of the past.
He had known, if he loved her just as an excuse to survive and to continue living life. But, the longer, he had actually fallen in love with that cold and insensitive young man.
Maybe another reason, because he had no one else in this world.
As time went on, he who loved the Young man got his reward. He found his signs; he kept on being helped and obeyed, sometimes the young man would carry him. Although there were many reasons not to believe him, he remained confident in the man.
But now, where is the man who loves her? Why didn't he help her or pick her up. He had been waiting for her from morning to night for three days, but she had not come, not even her signs were visible.
“Is it true he really wasn't expecting me? All that has happened is a lie and everyone tells me is true?” his grunts stared at the afternoon sky expecting the young man to pick him up, like a hero helping a beautiful princess.
He looked at the large mirror with tears beginning to flow. He gave up on all this. He took a small knife. Then he stabbed himself with the knife.
Like the scenes that often happen, there will be a stop to it. A sky blue clothing girl clasped her hands and stopped the action.
He then looked at the girl with a disgusted face. He hoped that the arrival of the girl in his life would change his future for the better. But it turns out that he who helped the criminal for her was taken away.
“What you did was a wasted action.”
“This is not a futile act. I just want to calm down and end faster.”
The girl tightened her grip. To the extent that Xin Mei felt pain and dropped her knife. After falling, the girl picked it up, then left. But before actually leaving, she whispered in Xin Mei's ear, “I came just to make your life better, be patient, you will understand later.”
He did not believe the girl's words. How could he be happy with a man he has never loved. Although, once she hoped to marry a prince, but at that time she was only joking and never expected it would really happen.
Now, what she had said materialized, she was about to marry the prince Lei Shi whom she had previously considered kind, but turned out to have the ambition of obtaining it at all costs. He already had no idea what he was doing at the moment, other than, he was just enjoying all these moments with resignation and gratitude.
After a while, a female servant came and reported, “Nona, the wedding will start.”
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Finally the light from the door blocked the red-clothed figure with the veil covering his head. He walked nervously with a resigned heart. Looking at the handsome man he had never liked in front of him now. Now, she will be her husband.
Prince Lei Shi raised his right hand slightly and smiled happily. His face looked extremely happy and would never forget such an important moment like this.
After holding her hand, she hoped that a figure would come and stop this marriage, but this is a reality and not a drama. The marriage went well without any hindrance.
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In the evening, He sat by the bed, waiting for the first moments of the night to pass. During her first marriage, she hoped she would feel very happy. But at this moment, he was not excited in the least.
Sitting with a mute without an open veil.
Prince Lei Shi finally came and sat down beside him. “While you don't like this wedding, you still have to run it.”
Prince Lei Shi's hand slowly opened the veil covering his face. Slowly the perfect beautiful face was visible. Prince Lei Shi gulped.
Then, he slowly approached her. The bride was silent and did not know what to do.
“This is our first night.”
Prince Lei Shi gently kissed his forehead. He suddenly violates and pushes the bride into bed. He wanted to rebel and leave. However, the Prince's lips have been covered in teaser potions. She became aroused and her face flushed red. The kiss lasted a long time.
Prince Lei Shi raised his face. Slowly, she opened her red dress, then sucked the twin mountain gently.
The bride was aroused and began to make moans.
Then, she took off her clothes and the moment passed so quickly. Warmth and happiness mix one and complement each other.
The sound of long, passionate breathing. The soft voices that were puffing up, felt so beautiful were heard. The first night felt so exciting and quickly passed.
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When he opened his eyes, the back of the black-clothed man faintly appeared in front of him. He knows who he is and what his purpose is. The man then walked away.
The bride woke up, then shouted, “This is not what you imagined.!”
She quickly ran out wearing only a white dress. But the man was far away. No matter what happened, he felt that he would never meet her.
The sound of lightning roared and the rain finally fell. Not long after that it became thick.
“Will I not find happiness?”
“Back! You took my chastity. You who have felt my every inch of my body, you also said you would take me to a brothel and consider me still important to you, but why is it that once you only saw me like this, you left me in a miserable state like this! I beg you, come back!” She finally cried.
Lightning suddenly blared. The white light was moving towards him. He knew what was going to happen, but he let it go. He suddenly saw white and painful pain.
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Suddenly he woke up. Then look around it. His body was very wet in sweat. He had a bad dream and made his feelings so chaotic.
“You have realized.”