Embroidery Girl
chapter 7: the rape
What always passes, will pass. He always makes the human heart beat. Makes them anxious, afraid, happy and feel sorry for having missed it.
Man will be afraid, anxious and impatient, and regretful for it.
Day by day, he missed. Very suffering. If she is thirsty, she can only lick her lips to make them more moist. If he was hungry, he could only eat the wind that would never make him Kenyang. If it rains, he'll be cold.
No one gave him water, food, rest, nor an umbrella. He was like a slave following his master. Who can only see him shelter, feel the fresh water, the pleasure of food.
He was tired, and no longer stood up. Stomach hurts. Both of his legs were trembling as he never rested. If only there was a chance, he wanted to run away, far, far away and live a quiet life.
He is already very not strong anymore. “ are you human!?”
Tang li fell silent and started walking again, but xin mei remained silent. He collapsed.
“Capable wake.” Tang li did not turn around.
“i'm tired, thirsty, want to rest and eat, can you give me a little water and food? Although it does not make me full, at least this pain will decrease, and I can walk again.”
“I said wake up!!”
Tang li turned around. The wrinkles on his face were clearly visible. His gaze was very angry. Nevertheless, xin mei still looked at him. He tried not to be afraid. He just wanted to ask for a little, just a little.
“I'm hungry! I want to eat! If you don't want to give it to me! Just kill me! I can't stand this anymore. Just so you know, I'm a victim! Your victim! I don't know why my father killed your parents. Also I don't know it!” His face is now filled with tears. He was exhausted and tortured.
After saying that, suddenly Chief xin mei dizzy and finally her gaze blurred, getting blurred and she saw nothing more.
When he regained consciousness, he was already leaning under the old tree. Three people smiling pervertedly surrounded him. Her beautiful face suddenly filled with wrinkles. He was scared, very scared.
“M-want what are you guys?”
Xin mei stood up.
“Of course enjoy you. Your employer has handed you over to us, he says do whatever we want.” Then they laughed.
“no! I don't want.”
Xin Mei wanted to run, but the man held her hand.
“Hahaha! Where's it going pretty? Shut up here.”
“let go!” Xin mei thrashed. Her tears are not strong she is strong. But what power, the other man held one hand again. He can't do anything anymore. And the last man, holding both his legs. He's laid down. She cried and kept begging.
The two men in front laughed and started taking off their clothes. He can't do anything. Is his body humiliated again? He can't live like this anymore.
It's over, he's not strong enough to accept all this, he wants to die.
Cold, his body was already completely naked. He closed his eyes and heard laughter around him.
......................
Both of his eyes suddenly opened. He was under an old tree. Is that a dream? Why is it so clear?
That's like real! Xin Mei still remembered exactly how she felt.
Not long after, came tang li with a sack that had no idea what it contained.
Xin Mei then stood up and retreated. He's afraid of her. Yet tang li's speed was extremely fast, he snatched xin mei's hand.
“let go!”
“This.”
Tang li gave xin mei a red apple.
Xin mei hesitated to take it. He looked at the fruit. If you do not eat it, death will come. But if he eats it will he survive?
It was possible that Tang li would poison her in it or would rape her again, so as not to have the form of being a woman, it was also possible that she would cut off both her hands and let her live in this world like hell.
He looked at her for a long time. He could hear the sound of whispers calling from the apple. Whispers by whispers began to affect him.
But when he began to approach the apple into his mouth, it suddenly flashed in his mind about the rape committed by three bandits. He lifted his face, and asked, “tang li, what previously it did indeed happen?”
Tang li who was about to go silent and replied, “what do you feel, that's what happened.”
Without waiting for xin mei's reaction tang li jumped up, but xin mei suddenly held onto her robe.
“Say! Say it again! Is that true? That's not true, is it?” xin mei's tears fell, like everything came out without a remnant.
If it really happened, would she still be called a woman? Was she destined to be a sacrificed and divided woman?
He couldn't live anymore, he wanted to leave, go to another realm. He wanted to take off the weight on his back, very heavy, very heavy. He could not bear this heavy shame anymore.
If it was raining today, he hoped that lightning would strike him. If there's a bandit, or a murderer, he's dying to be killed.
Tang li nodded. “Iya. The bandits do exist.”
Suddenly, the sky darkened, many filled with black clouds. Drop by drop the rain fell, hitting her pretty face. Xin mei was stunned. Both of his eyes were filled with shock.
There was no more life in it, it was as if he had no soul, His soul went out of nowhere.
She started crying. He shouted loudly. Her crying echoed. The rain began to fall as if moved and wept over that poor xin mei. Oh how terrible his fate was, but all that was just an illusion, no rain, no cloud overcast.
When she was a child, she wanted to make her mother have grandchildren. Seeing her married and having a husband. He wants to live in peace with his family.
When under the Willow tree, on his mother's lap, he once said, “if I get married, mom should come to me every day, no matter whether it's far away or not; whether it's raining or not, mom should visit me. And when I have a child, mom should come see him and teach him.”
Far away his mind. At that time he was only 12 years old, but his mind was far ahead, very far away.
“If mother is already a grandmother, and has three legs, would you visit mother?”
“Mother... Don't say it like this, you're not good, you talk like normal. I don't like.”
They then laughed crisply.