Fazila Tipan From Heaven
Making Plans

Tonight's party ended well, and everyone looked happy, so that's enough. I've been home since half an hour. My sweet daughter, Meyda Noviana Fazila prefers to go home with her aunt Sabina. Somehow the sweet boy was so attached to Sabina, he even refused to go home with me and go home to his Opa.

Prok.prok.Sprok.

I clapped my bed, trying to signal Umm Fazila to sit next to me. Fortunately, he did not argue.

I grabbed Ummi Fazila and sank my head on his shoulders. I like the soft scent that comes out of his body. And I also really like the smell of fruit sourced from her long black hair.

"Don't you get sleepy?"

"No!" My reply was short while pursing my embrace on the fragrant body of Ummi Fazila.

"Can Abi ask?"

"Ask whatever Abi wants."

"Ultually...!" My words were stuck in my throat, it felt like I couldn't continue my question. Even though I have received an apology from Ummi Fazila it still feels very painful when I want to ask about my precious daughter's childhood.

"The little girl was very understanding, she never asked for anything because she knew her ummy could only feed her.

Little Fazila preferred to spend her time on muraja'ah rather than just playing with her friends, because she knew clearly her ideals wanted to give Ummi and Abinya the crown in Heaven."

I haven't even asked anything yet, but Umm Fazila can already read my way of thinking. My chest suddenly felt tight. The ideals of my sweet daughter are very noble. He wanted to give Ummi and his Abinya the Crown in Heaven. And me? I had no role whatsoever in his life until he could memorize the thirty Zuj of the Qur'an at a young age. This made my tears come back.

"Don't move."

I tightened my hand that was still coiled around the slender waist of Ummi Fazila. I didn't want him to turn around and look at me with a look of pity.

"Why? Is Abi crying again? Since when did Abi turn into a crybaby? I'm sure Abi never cried before. Ummi is riddho with destiny that has been the outline of the Power, so Abi does not need to regret the past anymore. If Abi is really sorry, then now Ummi please let Ummi sleep. What can?"

Hahaha....

For some reason I suddenly laughed loosely, hearing Ummi Fazila's request to let him sleep dispel my sadness and drowsiness. A second later I put my forehead on her smooth forehead.

"alright. Ummi can sleep." My words are short.

It didn't take long to wait for Ummi Fazila to fall asleep. After fixing the blanket I immediately walked towards my study at the end of the hall.

Clik.

I turned on the light and grabbed the phone that was in my desk drawer. Find Bobby's number and try to reach him.

"Happy ma-lam, boss." Bobby's nervous voice over there.

"No need for stale. Arrange my meeting with Seren for work reasons. Remember, don't let him know about me, I'm sure if he finds out, he'll refuse. Because he knows what's gonna happen after." Say it with annoyance.

"Ba-good boss."

Clik.

I immediately turned off the phone, then threw the phone over a mound of files stored on the desk. I can't wait for tomorrow, the day I'll break the rough woman's wings. This is the reason why one should not love excessively, not knowing when that love will turn into hate.

...***...

One loud slam was again heard from the room located on the second floor. From the afternoon he began to spiral out of control. Nothing else can make him happy. And miraculously, happiness comes from a clean heart, not a heart filled with vengeance.

"I'm asking you to get rid of that woman. Not to take care of his son. Aaaaa....." One loud shout filled the entire mansion again.

The handsome man in the yell could only be silent, his mouth locked tightly until he could not reply to any nonsense that was addressed to him half an hour ago.

"I'm not that patient until I have to wait for you to act. Instead of keeping your word, you're thinking of becoming a Babby sitter. Get out of my sight. And never show your innocent pretentious face."

"Cool... Didn't you always say you were born like a goddess who always brings happiness to those around you? Then what is this? You are no longer the soft-hearted goddess I used to know! If you always expect bad for others, then you're not that different from Satan."

"Shut your mouth."

Prasggs!

One loud slam reoccurred, this time different. The vase that Seren threw accidentally hit the wall, its shards unexpectedly scratched the face of the beautiful man who was currently standing before him.

"Why? Are you satisfied? How long are you going to act crazy? The man in this world was not just him, what was the point of hurting himself? Even if you don't, that silly guy won't come into your arms. He's been happy with his son and wife."

"Enough Ruan. Enough." Seren shouted in a high voice. His gaze was as sharp as a dagger.

"That's what I want to tell you, dear Miss Seren.

Enough's enough!

You've had enough of ruining other people's lives. And it's enough for you to crave things you shouldn't.

How stupid of me? I even got into your squad to do useless things.

But, sekatarang? Not again!

Tomorrow I will resign as the family's bodyguard. I gave up on you and I gave up on my feelings of love."

Ruan... The handsome man with a million beautiful charms was forced to give up on the girl he loved so much. At this moment his chest felt tight, so great was the surge of love that was in his heart. But, unfortunately, that feeling meant absolutely nothing in the presence of the graceful woman currently standing before him.

"I'm leaving. Take care. Because after this we'll never see each other again." Say Ruan again.

"Just go. Go that far away. I never asked you to be around me, you're the stupid one expecting love from a woman who doesn't love you. From now on I will act and regain my love. Now get out of front of me. Go......!"

Just go!

One rough shout that came out from Seren's lips again tore Ruan's soul apart. It seemed, he wanted to teach the rude woman a lesson. Unfortunately, his maleness soul was against him acting rudely towards women. He could only walk away from the magnificent two-story house with tears. Whether male or female if it concerns the heart, still tears are easy to drip.

I love you beyond comprehension. I love you and that's why I will never stop praying for your happiness and your safety. Ruan muttered as he drove his car through the stretchy road.

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