FIND YOU In MY MEMORIES
32. Losing & Finding

Tears fell slowly from my eyes. Slowly - the field of tears was falling more and more, giving pain in the chest and unbearable tightness.

As hard as she tried to mutely endure the pain in her chest, Queen grew increasingly agitated and trembled painfully. His eyes glanced at Zayn's back who was walking further away from him, leaving a wound.

No. gabe. I can't end up like this.

Queen took her breaths deep, strengthened her resolve and set aside her grief to pursue Zayn, her first love whom she loved so much.

"Zeedd. wait." cried Queen as she ran, trying to catch up to Zayn's footsteps who had been far away in front of the cafe.

The Queen ran small, slowly - her footsteps getting heavier and staggering. Stop sometimes, trying to find balance. But his stalled steps made Zayn, further away from his eyes.

No. gabe. I have to go after him!

*deg's!

A sudden pain attacked his chest, a pain greater than the pain of the broken heart he was feeling at this time.

Aah.not first, not now.

The slightly wobbly lentic finger, squeezing the strong dress she was wearing, as if no matter the white dress would be torn because it was squeezed so hard. His eyes slowly - the ground was getting more and more glum. The gaze that kept staring at Zayn's back that was getting away, slowly - the blurred land faded his gaze.

Please, not now. Pliiss..

"Yes..!!!" His scream, then biting his lips tried to endure the pain he felt.

Queen screamed in pain, provoking the attention of all cafe officials as well as some visitors.

"Astagah..he why?"

"Hey.he's in pain."

A cafe waiter immediately approached Queen, who began to stand staggering.

"Mba.. are you okay?" ask the cafe waiter, touch the Queen's shoulder, doubt - doubt.

*Bruukk!!!

Queen's body collapsed to hit the floor.

"Someone.telephone the ambulance!" shouted the cafe waiter, panicking while shaking - shake Queen's body.

Visitors are no less panicked to see the view this afternoon. Several female cafe servants came to Queen's body lying helplessly without energy. They propped up the slender body, then carried it to the sofa.

First aid, they're doing to resuscitate Queen. Starting from rubbing eucalyptus oil on his nose, removing his shoes, and calling - calling him while patting - pat his cheek. Everything is still failing, not yet able to resuscitate Queen.

"Hey.the ambulance is coming!" Excited a cafe visitor, shouting after seeing an ambulance car that had just come in front of the cafe.

"eek.. Isn't she Queen Lee?!" Excited Uncle Edie Sugio who just came to the cafe. Surprised at what he saw.

"Do you know him, sir?" ask the cafe waiter.

"Well, I know him. He's a famous designer and also the owner of famous branded clothing." replied Uncle Edie, showing off.

"Then you can get in the ambulance as his guardian? we don't know who to contact, the phone is locked" said the cafe waiter with a worried look.

"No, no. I can't. I have a lot of work to do. My show isn't finished either, the participants are still crowded." Uncle Edie refused, but thought hard to help Queen.

"I'm going to tell my men to come to the hospital."

"Yes sir.."

Queen's body was immediately lifted on a stretcher, getting into the Ambulance car. Without a guardian, without a close relative accompanying him. He is a person who fights alone for his life.

...........

"Aakh.." Sabi groaned strongly, coming from her stupor.

"Young master.you are conscious." exclaimed Zulaikha, smiling with relief erasing his anger that from earlier continues to haunt his feelings.

"Lt's.." Sabi hissed in pain, feeling pain in her head.

"Young master.. You're okay - what? should we go to the hospital?"

"No, don't do it." Sabi glanced at Zulaikha.

His gaze deepened to look at Zulaikha. While remembering - remember the face of a little child that he had seen when the pain was earlier.

"Sir..why do you see me like that?" Zulaikha was so misbehaved that he saw Sabi who kept looking at him deeply.

"Try smiling." he asked, still staring in Zulaikha's eyes.

Yia.. What'sthis?! why did he suddenly ask me to smile?! Was his head that sick, until his attitude became strange like this?!

Zulaikha's face flushed red upon hearing Sabi's unreasonable command.

"Smile.. This is an order from your superiors!" sabi said, this time in a deep voice signifying that he is currently very serious.

Aiishh! why am I being groggy? heart why use a pounding event too anyway? can you calm down, my limbs and internal organs?!

"Young master, you should go to the hospital, it looks like you are sick. Hehehe." said Zulaikha hesitantly while pulling a slight corner of his lips, forming an awkward little smile.

Same smile. Is the child in my dream all this time him? Are they the same person?!

Sabi's eyes glazed - the glass stared at Zulaikha's face, which she felt was similar to the little boy she had been in her dreams. As if not believing and also confused at once with what happened.

What could have made him stuck with the little boy who often appeared in his dreams along with the woman who resembled the little boy, who was now right in front of him. Does fate now ease his path to complete his nightmare? He still doesn't know.

Happiness also follows confusion and unsolved question marks in his head.

"Maha..." Sabi chuckled with laughter, gently touching Zulaikha's cheeks.

"Tu.. mister..why are you?" Zulaikha glanced at Mr. Van who from earlier watched from the front.

"Yes, what have I been doing all this time? why am I so unaware of your presence?"

Oh God.. What's wrong with her? why is he getting weird? does he have a mental illness?! Zulaikha muttered as he chuckled slightly, trying to appreciate the laughter Sabi let out.

*Tuutt.tutt...

"Just a second. My phone vibrates." Sabi turned her gaze away from Zulaikha, taking the mobile phone she had placed in her pants pocket.

Astagahs.. Uncle Edie?!

Sabi pressed her mobile screen, picking up a call from uncle Edie.

~Hey.. Where have you been hahh??!

Uncle Edie's voice was deafening, he shouted in annoyance from across the phone.

"Loha.. Uncle Edie, what's up?" Sabi tried to be polite, although still keeping her phone away from her ear.

~Where are you?! I've called you a thousand times and why not get picked up hahh? you said you wanted to help, why run away huh?

"Wine! he's mad!" sabi said, telling Zulaikha who could hear the voice of Uncle Edie even though not in Louspeak.

"Yes, sir, I can hear it. Gawat.. What do we do?" say Zulaikha, panic.

~ Yes I am angry! so you don't have to go back to my show. Tell that to Zayn. I will not cooperate with you!!!

~No! No need to come here! I don't need you! just go home to your company, just go home and shoot your uncle!!!

"Yes.uncle, don't do that. I'm sorry, I know I was wrong. I'm gonna fix it. Whatever uncle says I will do. Whatever it is, but uncle don't be mad anymore. okay?!" Persuade Sabi, while following the instructions of Zualikha who was beside her.

"Yes so." said Zulaikha in a small tone like a whispering person.

~No, you can't do that. It's too late!!!

This time the uncle shouted louder than he had.

"So he's furious" he whispered to Zulaikha.

"Take hold of his heart sir, we must not go home in shame to the office." replied Zulaikha, still in a whispering tone.

Aiishh! Sabi cursed at her who was careless in dealing with Uncle Edie.

He should be able to be on standby if dealing with Uncle Edie. Because when he is negligent even like this, he will be angry and difficult to be persuaded back. If not persuaded it would be even worse, he would take revenge on that person.

It feels like Sabi wants to throw her cell phone away. His head had just felt better, and the voice of the old man had already made his head mumble again. Let alone thinking about the impact, arghh. was not something that Sabi could imagine.

"Uncle.. I'm sorry. I'll do anything, it's never too late. I will do as my uncle commanded. Now, if uncle asked me now, I would do it now." Persuade Sabi at the end of her patience, while occasionally taking a breath holding in annoyance.

~Aaarghh.. Fuck up!!!

~Quick now you go to RS, find Queen Lee there and help her!

"Well.what? Queen Lee's? help Queen? Asstagah.uncle can ask for something else. I'll do it, but not about him. Hearing her name I was very upset, and more upset than now" Sabi said spontaneously, immediately closing her mouth to realize her stupid words.

~Oohh... So you're upset right now huh? then I close the phone!

Instead of easing, Uncle Edie's anger was rising, but did not close the phone.

"Pa uncle don't doong.."

~If you want your company to cooperate with me in a big event. Then you should help Queen, and ask her to cooperate with me for my big event later!

Whahuh? Aiishh... What's wrong with me today? why so fucking?! already fell, hit the stairs and thrown mango again. Aarrggh..

~Halooo.. Why silence? if you don't, I'll just send Zayn or I'll send someone else.

"OK. I'll be there now." said Sabi slightly objecting, closing her eyes trying to contain her annoyance.

~Don't call me again in your lifetime if you don't bring Queen to cooperate with me!!!

Uncle Edie shouted with all his strength and decided to call the phone unilaterally.

Aishh..

"Based on old man bengeeek!!! play close - cover the phone, please, don't know yourself!!!" Sabi slammed her cell phone in the car seat.

"Yes..!!!" Shouting while squeezing his hair.

"Young master.mister.quiet sir.." Zulaikha tried to calm Sabi down, though hesitant to make a strong voice. Afraid of being yelled at again like before.

"See it if that skinny-tempered guy doesn't want to cooperate with me. I'll pull 2 - pull the caterpillar's hair bald!!!" sabi said irritatedly, squeezing his own hands. Imagining herself being attractive - tugging Queen's hair as she pleased.

"Tu. young master.."

"Voronezhh..." Shouted Sabi furiously, staring sharply ahead.

Astagah. Mental illness. Zulaikha could only swallow his saliva, when he saw this strange and uncontrollable attitude of Sabi.

"Road Mr Van! we're calling the nearest Hospital!!!" he was cynical, full of stamina.

"Okay, sir." Mr. Van started gasping, and drove the car they were riding in.

..........

#In the Hospital

It appears that Queen has just regained consciousness, after several hours of unconsciousness. With a pale face, Queen tried to get out of bed.

"Miss, you should not move much" said a nurse who came to Queen in her patient bed, ER.

"I don't care. I don't want to lie in this bed constantly" he said coldly.

"But miss.your anesthetic result shows_"

"Stop!" snapped Queen cut the nurse's speech.

"I know myself more than anyone. Don't hunt me. I'll take care of my own body." continued coldly.

It seemed like the heartbreak made his mood that was warm the morning, now become as cold as ice cubes. His gaze seemed empty and indifferent to what was happening now.

His fingers touched the back of his hand that had been pierced by an infusion needle.

Aishis.. I hate this thing!

As fast as lightning, he pulled the infusion needle apart from his palm. Without hissing in the slightest pain, he just silently watched the blood spew from his palm while smiling wryly.

"Astagah miss... What are you doing?!" the nurse was hysterical.

"Shut up!" snapped Queen punching mattress.

"Don't do much drama. quickly clean up my blood!" he was cold without looking at the nurse.

While outside the hospital, Sabi and Zulaikha went into the ER room while continuing to wander in search of Queen's bed.

"Young master, I will ask the administration for a while" said Zulaikha, excuse me, heading to the administrative department of the ER.

Sabi simply nodded her gaze inside Zulaikha, and let the girl run towards the ER administrative counter.

I'm looking for Queen first, and then I'll ask her directly. Sabi muttered, sure. Continued search.

His gaze swept around the bed neatly lined up, looking for a slim female figure with wavy brown hair. Not finding any results, he continued his steps increasingly into the ER room. Open one by one, the curtains that cover the patient's bed.

"Hmm. beautiful." praise Queen to herself, looking at herself in front of her small mirror after using a red blushing lipstick. Making the pale face of the passions instantly disappear, replaced with a fresh face that is sexy.

"Miss. you should be treated first." exclaimed the nurse who was still staring at him in wonder. Just this time she saw a patient who had just been conscious of her stupor for hours and when she woke up wearing lipstick.

"No. I'm healthy now." said Queen coldly, not caring about what the nurse said.

*Srekk..

Arrive - arrived curtains at pull.

Queen and the nurse immediately turned their heads.

"Hehh. Here you are" cried Sabi, staring at Queen sharply.

Seriate...