FIND YOU In MY MEMORIES
51. Misjudged

“This is the food well, welcome to eat.” Said the maid kindly.

“Thanks.” Queen Sahut.

“Still.” Sabi directly scratched her food without smiling at the waiter.

The feathers are no longer standing, but that does not mean the fear is gone. He tried to cover his fear with a sense of alert, to all employees in the cafe.

But the girl in front of him looked very ordinary - ordinary, like there was nothing to worry about ghosts or anything that smelled of horror.

Sabi glanced at Queen who started eating her food.

“Hey..” exclaimed Sabi who was spontaneous when she saw Queen who greedily ate a pile of raw vegetables with mayonnaise sauce on top.

Iiikhhh... Is he a goat? He looked like he was eating a pile of grass in a bowl. Sabi murmured, who immediately swallowed her saliva. It was as if he could instantly feel the taste of the hook on his neck when he swallowed the raw vegetable.

“Hm? Why?” Queen muttered still eating her vegetable salad voraciously.

“Aah.. no no.”

“Eat..” added Queen.

“Iya. I pray first.” Sahut Sabi, began to raise his hand and pray with his conviction.

“You didn't pray?” Sabi asked, while starting to cut off her fried chicken thighs.

The queen immediately put down her spoon and fork, then gulped down a little water.

“Hmm.. me? Praying?! No!” Queen, firmly.

Sabi raised her head, looking at the girl in wonder.

“Hey..didn't I ever tell you? Or to your secretary? Ah. I forgot.” Queen shook her head which was also confused with her own thoughts.

Sabi briefly laughed with Queen's mannerisms.

“Intinya, I'm an atheist. So I don't pray and I don't trust god.” Imbuh Queen is full of confidence.

Instantly Sabi choked on hearing Queen's words. Queen immediately gave Sabi water, Sabi immediately sipped it slowly until the glass was completely empty.

“Really?” Sabi asked in disbelief.

Queen nodded with her innocent look.

Well, I didn't expect any native atheist.

“Why are you so surprised? Didn't you go to college abroad? So you shouldn't be surprised, right?! You are abroad atheists are common.” Queen said.

“No, no. I just didn't swallow my food perfectly.”

“Long!”

“Iya in fact, I'm not lying!” Sangkal Sabi, trying to convince Queen.

Queen smiled slightly and then went back to eating her food, slowly - the land.

“Why don't you believe god exists?” Sabi heartily asked Queen.

“Not to be discussed, I just don't want to believe.” Queen replied with a look that changed.

Did something happen to her?! Sabi muttered that she began to sympathize, when she realized the glare of my beloved Queen.

“Sorry.” Sabi.

Queen raised her head, and smiled at Sabi with a cheerful look back. It was as if the glaring eyes he had shown a few minutes ago were instantly gone.

Seeing Queen's smile, Sabi realized one thing about Queen. That this girl in front of him, who was sometimes annoying and frightening, had a sorrow in her heart and could not express it. Sabi feels they now have 1 more in common, which is to have sadness in their hearts and is not easy to express to others.

“It's okay - what Queen. We are the same.” Sabi exclaimed, putting her hand on the Queen's hand.

“Ha? Are you an atheist too?! But you prayed.” Sergey Queen with a confused look.

Sabi laughed. It could be - Queen usually thinks that she is an atheist. Though the intention of Sabi in the same word, is that they have sadness that cannot be expressed to others. That's their commonality.

“No Queen. Not that.”

“Then what?” Queen stared at the cynical Sabi.

“Continue eating. We must hurry away, for now surely my secretary is looking for me.” Sabi replied, switching the conversation.

Queen did not wean, and continued her eating activities very greedily.

...........

In Sabi's study room, Zulaikha did not find Sabi anywhere. Sabi's room was completely silent without Sabi always making a fuss in her room.

Zulaikha stared at the glass wall that led to the view of the sea. His tears started to drip out bit by bit and finally grew more and more intense.

No, I can't cry. I have to find Mr. Sabi's whereabouts. Zulaikha muttered that she wiped her tears, then took her cell phone.

He stuck a button on a contact that read Andi Sabiru. Not long ago heard ‘Tut tut’ on his phone, a ringtone arrived - suddenly heard from the table Sabi.

Zulaikha approaches and yep! The ringtone was the tone of Sabi's phone, which turned out to be Sabi's phone left on her desk.

Aissh... Where is your young master? My mood is not good right now, I don't want to play hide and seek with you. Because I think my tears will spill again.

Aaa. I'm sorry young master.

Zulaikha was crying more and more. His mood was completely messy. Although sometimes his face looks flat, and like a tough woman who is a holic worka, but his heart is so soft. To make it sometimes crybaby, when things do not go well in his life.

Zulaikha continued to weep shedding all his sorrow. Without worrying about anything, Zulaikha's tears fell even more. Without him noticing, the door opened and in front of him stood the Queen who was staring at him flatly.

Zulaikha immediately raised in shock to see Queen who was watching him cry. Buru - hurriedly she wiped her tears, and clenched her two lips to stop letting out her crying voice.

“I don't know what happened to you. But hearing your cry from the outside, maybe today your life is not going well.” Said Queen, holding her hands in front of her chest.

Zulaikha chose silence while continuing to wipe his wet eye sludge.

“Quick wipe your tears. Soon your young master will be here. I told him to come back downstairs, because I didn't want him to see you crying like this. Isn't this a shame if witnessed by your boss?! So remove your tears.” Connect Queen.

He even found me embarrassing. Ahhh.. Lord. Strengthen me. Zulaikha murmured in his heart while nodding affirming Queen's words.

“You must be strong. This is how the lives of workers in the company, exhausting and sometimes sickening and also sad. That's why I chose to be the boss and build my own company.” Imbuh Queen again, with a slight smile staring at Zulaikha.

All rich people are the same, like to show off. I think he's different, it's the same. Zulaikha averted his eyes, feeling displeased with Queen.

“Hey Queen..” Sabi said in a slightly irritated voice.

“You said your bracelet fell down, but I've been looking for nothing there.” Sabi's complaint was upset, loosened her tie and immediately sat on her beloved leather sofa.

“Oh yes?!” Seru Queen.

“Oh yes?!!!” Sergey Sabi followed Queen's tone.

“You think I didn't cape up and down, from top to bottom to look for your bracelet?! Waah.. You really - really humans do not have a heart.” Imbuh Sabi looked at Queen with an annoyed look.

“Newly so already cape, anyway you do not go up and down the stairs. You also take the elevator, cock a cape. Who told you to? And one more thing, I have a heart. If I don't have a heart then I won't be able to live tau.” Sergey Queen, no less nyolot than Sabi.

“Yeah though not long.” Queen muttered in a slightly whispering tone.

Sabi glanced at Queen sharply. Trying to hear a faint speech - faint in his ears.

“A what?” Sabi asked trying to hear Queen's faint speech in her ears.

“What?!!!” Jerky Queen.

“I mean what did you say earlier?! I didn't hear it a little.” Sahut Sabi, who began to shrink hearing the Queen's screams.

“Basic deaf!” Snapped Queen again, then left Sabi's room. Just leave without closing the door.

“Yaaa!!! I'm not done talking!” Shouted Sabi, furious at the Queen's carefree attitude.

“Basic has no heart.” Snappy Sabi, then stood up and went to close the door of her room violently. Until the sound of the door impact made some employees who were near the door of his room, so jolted in shock.

Zulaikha was slightly shocked when he heard the sound of the door being violently shut.

“At least say thank you. I helped him today, not once but twice. Waah.. It seems like he did not go to school TK.” Complain Sabi while sitting back on her sofa.

“Hey Zu.. You must have been in kindergarten, right?!” Sabi asked, glancing at Zulaikha who was sitting not far from her.

“What's the matter, sir?” Zulaikha asked back, turning her gaze away trying to hide her teary eyes.

“Yah. if the children of kindergarten school, they must be taught by the teacher always say thank you and speak well to others right?!”

“Iya is like that sir, but not all children who are not in school have a bad attitude. It all depends on the nature of the person himself, young master.” Sahut Zulaikha with a slightly hoarse voice.

Sabi looked at Zulaikha sharply. He realized that the secretary in front of him was crying. Moist eyes and hoarse voice, must have just stopped crying.

“Did you just cry?” Sabi asked with a facial expression that was starting to get serious.

“Ti no young master.”

“Don't lie to me. Tell me, why are you crying? Who scolded you?”

“I don't why - why young master.” Zulaikha said, smiling in front of Sabi.

“Hey.. I don't care if you cry for me. But I mind if anyone scolds my secretary. All that can make you cry or yell at you is me. Andi Sabiru.” Obviously Sabi, trying to console Zulaikha.

Hearing that, Zulaikha immediately turned her eyes away. Hiding his kasmaran smile from Sabi. He did not think that Sabi could be that careful to him now. Until it makes his heart beat again - unrelenting gurgle.

“Say, who made you cry? Zay? Queen?”

Zulaikha nodded when he heard the name Zayn called.

“Oooh so he. Basic Queen!” Sabi stood up immediately.

Zulaikha immediately raised his head, looking at Sabi who was stepping in a hurry out of his room.

“Tu tuan mudaa..” shouted Zulaikha trying to stop Sabi, but Sabi paid no heed and continued out of her room.

“Yeah, what's wrong with him? Hopefully he's not wrong people.”

Zulaikha again squeezed her skirt, feeling unsettled.

“No.. young master should not make trouble here.”

Bursting Zulaikha ran after Sabi.

...........

“Yaa Queen..” cried Sabi, while grabbing Queen's hand.

Queen turned around, looking at Sabi in wonder.

“What's wrong with you huh?!” Sabi snapped, squeezing Queen's hand rough until it turned red.

“I should have asked you like that.” Queen Sahut, cynical.

“Basic has no heart!” Snap Sabi.

Hearing that word, Queen was a little annoyed. With all her strength, Queen tried to break away from Sabi's hand.

“Can you not say that?!” Said Queen, staring intently at Sabi.

“Why? Getting angry? I should have been the one that was more angry with you. If you don't know how to say thank you to me, don't make my secretary cry. Because that's my right, make her cry just me who can do it.” Obviously Sabi threw out the hands of the rough Queen.

From where the two of them were standing, Zulaikha who had just come to watch the quarrel of the two of them were unfolding in the corridor towards the first floor lobby, a special road for employees.

Zulaikha glanced around, and found no one in the corridor except the three of them. Zulaikha breathed a sigh of relief, as no one witnessed Sabi who was fighting. It will be a problem for him or Sabi, if Sabi is found to have a bad temper in public.

Soon Zulaikha approached Sabi and Queen who were still fighting with their mouths. But not a few steps, arrived - his hand was pulled by someone, away from the corridor and into an empty hall.

Zulaikha was a little surprised, but soon shut up when he found out the person who pulled him was Zayn.

“Let them fight.” Zayn said, whispering right in front of Zulaikha's face.

“Ta but mister_”

Zayn immediately silenced Zulaikha's mouth with his index finger, which was pinned to Zulaikha's lips. Until it made the girl instantly speechless, and did not dare to open her mouth in the slightest.

“And I told you, the one who should be closer to him is you. Don't let them both get close. Make him always depend on you. Not on that woman.” Clearly Zayn looked into Zulaikha's eyes at a very close distance.

“You should be the person he needs the most. If there is someone else closer to her than you, then you should keep that other person away from her.” Connect Zayn, releasing his index finger slowly.

“Isn't Sabiru the one who was close to you?” Imbuh Zayn raises curiosity in the mind of Zulaikha.

How could he know?! Zulaikha muttered while nodding slowly.

“You don't need to know how I found out about that. Your job is to get her close to you and make her dependent on you or she will depend on that woman.” Zayn's words slightly pierced Zulaikha's feelings.

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