FIND YOU In MY MEMORIES
47. Familiarity

Sabi opened her eyes slowly, her gaze looking blurry and blurry. His head was also a little sore. Even to move, he was still unable to, because it felt like his stomach would come out.

Sabi looked slightly at her bedside, where a brown blonde woman was half-awake, leaning on her bed with one hand that kept patting her soft back. As if he was guarding her.

Sabi could not recognize who it was, because her gaze was still blurry. So he decided to close his eyes and go to sleep.

The sun slowly - the rising ground shone on the earth, the chirping of chickens and birds enlivened the calm morning atmosphere in the big Andi family house.

Sabi opened her eyes slowly. The light that shone brightly above him was able to see clearly along with the details of the lamp. His eyesight returned to normal, and his head was no longer sick.

Sabi stretched her body, wriggling like a caterpillar. Feeling the warmth of his blanket and so comfortable that he felt lazy to get out of bed at that time.

“Young master.. have you improved?” Zulaikha, who turned out to be next to Sabi's bed, waited for her to come to her senses.

“Waaa..” cried Sabi in shock, covering half her body with a blanket.

Zulaikha immediately looked at Sabi with a puzzled look.

It seems he's healthy. Zulaikha muttered in relief, looking at Sabi's silly expression and mannerisms this morning.

“What are you doing here? You almost made me heart failure morning - morning.” Sabi was still shocked by the presence of Zulaikha who was not aware of her.

“I keep you young master, because from last night you fell unconscious and never realized.” Zulaikha.

Sabi seemed to think a little, considering the events of last night.

Right, last night my head hurt a lot and my vision suddenly blackened. Oh. means the woman who accompanied me last night, she. But, her hair is black. Did I see it wrong last night?!

Sabi glanced back at Zulaikha lamat - lamat.

Maybe I saw it wrong. Mumbled.

“Thanks.” Briefly Sabi suddenly cold.

“Young master, you should get ready - ready to go to the office.” Zulaikha reminded.

Sabi glanced back at Zulaikha, looking at the girl's face in detail. His face was completely similar to that of a child who was always present in his dreams. But for some reason, his heart seemed not to want to be frank with Zulaikha. Either because this is privacy for him and his extended family or because there is a dissatisfaction that he does not know what it is.

Sabi took a long breath. His mind wanted him to discuss the matter last night, yet his heart was unwilling to discuss it now. Though he had waited a long time to discover who the girl was and the reason why the child had always been his nightmare, but after all the answers were before his eyes. Somehow he did not want to, as if his great desire yesterday instantly disappeared easily.

“Young master.” call Zulaikha trying to resuscitate Sabi from his own mind.

“Ah? Hm. sorry.” Sahut Sabi who awakens from his mind.

“Zu..” call Sabi.

“Iya young master.”

“Can you come out, and wait for me below?! I want to be ready - be on my own as usual.” Sabi said flatly, turning her gaze away from Zulaikha.

Zulaikha's feelings started to feel bad, for some reason she felt Sabi dodging her and starting to cool down at her.

Inevitably, Zulaikha nodded in understanding and then walked out of Sabi's room.

...........

Sabi walked down the stairs, towards the family dining room. There he saw his family had fully gathered at the dinner table praising his cousin Gio.

Aarghh. I think the hyperbole majas spectacle was over last night. It seems to continue. Sabi's sigh rolled both her eyeballs.

“Sabi, here sit.” Call Madam Sura who is aware of Sabi's presence.

Sabi saw her mother's expression that looked flat, changed a little happy when she saw it as if she was happy to get a friend at the frequency to listen to hyperbole at the dinner table.

“No bu. I have to leave now.” Reject Sabi, smooth then turn around leaving the family dining room.

“Why go too early? There is no meeting agenda, and your work in the office is not much either. Are you working harder now because you are afraid I will shift your position?!” Sergeh Gio who immediately stopped Sabi's steps.

You rotten heart! Cursed Sabi, turned to look at Gio's face filled with arrogance.

“Wow..awesome! Looks like you better be a tarot card fortune teller, because your answer is not too good! Absolutely right!” Reply Sabi with a super cheerful face.

“Especially if there is a God, I'm sure the Gods won't stay silent hearing you say like that.” Sabi continued, directly slapping Gio with the words that could most make Gio cornered.

Gio's expression suddenly turned unhappy looking at Sabi. Suasa in the family dining room also feels awkward and gloomy. Uncle who felt the atmosphere so awkward, immediately rose from his seat, then followed by Mrs Denisa who followed Uncle.

Likewise with Grandma, who had choked when she heard the name of the God called by Sabi. I left the dining table without saying anything.

Madam Sura came over to Sabi who was still standing looking at Gio with a sharp look.

“Find another word to corner it, without having to mention that name.” Said Madam Sura in a whispering tone, then left the family dining room.

Sabi stunned. He was reminded again by the prohibition made Uncle, not to mention the name of family members who had died. Because it will make the surviving family members will feel sad with the departure of some family members who died in a tragic way.

It was not just the name of the God that Uncle was forbidden to mention frontally in front of the entire family, but there are several other names such as Andi Deswa Akbar and Dewi Kumalasari Lubis who are both parents of Andi Maldives Akbar or Dewa, one-time cousins of Sabi and Gio. His father's name was Andi Shabir.

Sabi squeezed firmly into her pants, feeling guilty for her attitude. It shouldn't be such reckless that some people in this house would be hurt given the name. Moreover, Grandma, surely Granny was crying staring at the small family photo.

Aaarrghh! The grunt in the heart.

Sabi glanced back at Gio who looked at his food flat expressionlessly.

Sabi took a deep breath, then left the family dining room feeling guilty.

“Young master..” call Zulaikha who ran come overtake him.

Sabi remained unconcerned about Zulaikha and continued walking without even looking at her.

Abstaining from retreat, Zulaikha followed Sabi and faithfully followed Sabi towards the car that had been parked in front of the door.

Suddenly Sabi turned around and looked at Zulaikha who looked a little surprised because Sabi who arrived - suddenly turned around, looking at him with a fairly close distance.

...........

“Teh special from the mountains of europe, for my special guest who is depressed because his mouth that has no brake in saying - kata.” John cried while giving a teacup in front of Sabi.

“John... You want to die?!”

“That you died first I made.” Sergey John is confident.

Aaargghh.

“Hey. don't you think - think it's your family mo sad or not with your words. What you must think first is that you have yourself. Remember, you have a task that you think your memory is lost somewhere, not want to think about people's feelings. You yourself are almost crazy, how would you like to think of others.” Imbuh John's.

Hearing John's words, Sabi's mind immediately recalled Zulaikha who was similar to the little boy in her dream.

“John.. I want to tell you something about my nightmare.” Said Sabi who was getting closer to her sitting distance with John.

“Loh? No, don't tell. You're telling me the most anyway. So story only, why also use the event to ask permission all?! You think I'm a picket teacher.” taunted John.

“Hmm..” murmured Sabi with her flat face.

Sabi began to recount the events of yesterday in a row and relate it to some of the experiences she had been through while with Zulaikha.

John's eyebrows looked slightly wrinkled, thinking about the problem Sabi was having.

“Why don't you just tell your secretary that. Who knows if he is the right kid. So he can help you complete your lost memory somewhere.” Said John.

“Don't be crazy, you know for yourself that this is a secret so that I am not considered a disorder or crazy or something the same people - people who do not understand my situation.” Sabi's increasingly frustrated objection.

“Trus why did you tell me?”

“Yes you are different John. You're my friend from High School, you can trust me too. That's why I don't keep anything secret from you John.” Sabi replied with a shabby face, remembering that it was only John she had in her life for her to trust.

“After you said that to me, do I consider you crazy?”

Sabi.

“Not everyone is the same as you have in mind, it could be your secretary like me who is kind and not arrogant. Can understand you like I understand you. Although sometimes you can't understand because your brain is a little sliding.” Said John, chuckling small.

Sabi nodded slowly, and began to understand with John's words that sounded reasonable except for words - he said that gave Sabi's slightly sliding brain.

“Slide sliding. The moment! I'm smart! Only meet you whose brain always misses in the bathroom, so fuck me.” Sabi exclaimed, then hit John with a chair cushion to make John so whiny to hear his words.

Not noticeably, Sabi's smile returned to her face and expelled all the gloomy wrinkles on her face from thinking too much.

There is nothing better to evoke the mood than your own best friend.

After some enlightenment from an impromptu sage, John. Sabi rushed towards the company.

Along the way, he thought of the various sentences he had designed in his head to convey to Zulaikha. This time he had to discuss the matter with Zulaikha, in order for the puzzle of memories lost from his memory to soon be collected complete and nightmares and guilt that are not clear immediately disappear from the chest and mind, which has been shackling him.

Enthusiastic and impatient, Sabi ran into the company wanting to meet with Zulaikha soon. Some fun scenes also appeared in his head, like sleeping normally like everyone else and walking - walking on the prairie with Zulaikha as he had done with the girl in his dream.

When he was right in front of the door of his own room, Sabi took a deep breath and steadied his heart and brain in order to cooperate in discussing this problem. As well as composing the word as best as possible so that Zulaikha does not think him crazy and hallucinating.

Krrek!

Sabi opened the door slowly, and entered into her room. His heart began to beat fast, either because of nervousness or because of the effects of running out.

“Helloo.. good morning!” Sapa Queen with a cheerful look, sitting on the big sofa mainstay Sabi.

Sabi's eyes immediately fell on the Queen who was waving - waving her hands at him with a cheerful look, like a person who had gone a long time ago and could finally meet again.

“Queen..” exclaimed Sabi could not believe seeing the girl who arrived - suddenly appeared in her room after how many days went somewhere.

“Why? Do you miss me Ru?! Uh.. An, Uh. mark, Uh.” Queen cried out, realizing that she did not know the name of the person she greeted.

The Queen looked at Zulaikha and Sabi alternately. Confused by his own mind that he could - he usually did not know the name of the person he greeted, and was often with him for as long as he was in the country.

“What's Miss Queen?” Zulaikha asked, who was aware of Queen's puzzled expression.

“Wait, whose name are you?” Queen did not respond to Zulaikha's question.

Huhh?!

Sabi slightly chuckled at Queen's slightly crazy question to him. It could be that the girl does not know her name, while she lives, eats and comes to her company. They even go out together and always fight if they meet. Trus Queen doesn't know her name.

“Waaah. I know your name, and you don't know my name?” Excited Sabi who started to grow furious with Queen.

“Hey.. have we ever met before? Or have you ever mentioned your name in front of me?! No right? So it's not entirely my fault for not knowing your name.” Queen, defended herself elegantly.

Sabi took her breath in - in trying to hold back the upset. Although it feels very upset, but what Queen said is true. They had never known each other well before, so it was a little natural that Queen did not know her name.

“Good..” Sabi took her breath again.

“I'll say my name, but make sure you hear my name well - well because I won't tell you 2 times. Okay?!”

“Oke.” Exclaimed Queen while nodding confidently, staring at Sabi inside.

“My name is Andi Sabiru, the only son of a married couple Andi Shabir and Ashura. Listen?!” Firmly Sabi, stared at Queen sharply.

“Oh Andi Sabiru?! Hm. because Andi is your family surname, so I will call you Blue.” Queen Sahut, then smiled and stood up to Sabi.

The blue?! Sabi muttered who was stunned hearing Queen's words.

“Hello.. Good morning Blue. Nice to meet you, Blue.” Imbuh Queen, grabbed Sabi's palm and shook it.

Whatisthis? Why does that call feel familiar to me?

Seriate...