FIND YOU In MY MEMORIES
59. Sabi and John

While in the car, John unceasingly glanced at Queen who was in the back seat, from the reflection of the car rearview mirror. John looks a little surprised to see the Queen who closes her eyes with a cloth during the trip.

“Queen, are you okay?” Asked John, who occasionally stole glances at the rearview mirror.

“Im okay. Take it easy John. Unless you open this blindfold, then I'm not okay.” Queen smiled as she smiled.

“Focus just drive. I don't want us to crash.” Sabi kicks John's steering chair and makes John flinch and yell at him.

“Iya John, just focus on driving. I'm so scared that I have to have another accident.” Timpal Queen, support Sabi.

“Have you ever had an accident before, Queen?” John slowed down his car.

“Hmm ..” Queen nodded, confirming John's question.

Sabi glanced at Queen, looking at the girl with a look of pity.

“How many times? Is it severe?” John asked again and Sabi kicked the steering chair again. Code John to stop asking questions that pry at Queen's old wounds.

Sabi was the same traumatized person as Queen, so she knew what it was like when asked about how she got that trauma. It hurts, and weakens both the body and the mind. That's why he really doesn't like to be asked about his trauma, because he has to remember the trauma he experienced.

Although he did not clearly remember what accident he had first. One thing is for sure, he is very afraid of accidents. So he assumed that maybe he had an accident that made him traumatized by a car, or even about an accident.

“No need to answer.” Sabi said firmly.

“Nothing ..” The Queen nudged Sabi who was next to her. She smiled, so Sabi could see that she was fine.

“Hm .. if not wrong, 2 times car accident.” Queen raised two fingers. Sabi and John were listening, gaping to hear his words.

“The first accident when I was very young, I don't remember what age. The second accident when I was a teenager, the accident that took the life of Boss Bob.” The queen swallowed her saliva, slowly. Holding a sadness in his heart. It was fortunate that his eyes were covered with cloth, otherwise Sabi could see her watery eyes.

“Boss Bob? When you were a teenager, did you work?” John could not help his curiosity.

Queen chuckled a little between her sadness.

“No. Boss Bob is not the boss at work. He was my father. I call him Boss, because he's like a Boss who has a lot of power and has a lot of things that I really like.” The Queen took a breath and slowly breathed out.

So, he's an orphan like me? Sabi's eyes glazed over, feeling the sadness that Queen felt.

“I’m Sorry Queen ..” John, who stole a look at Queen from the rearview mirror of his car.

“Not what.” Said the Queen briefly, lowering her head while smiling wryly.

“Then where's your mom? Is it still in France or where?!” Ask John again, who seems to have no sense to pry into the life story of others.

“I also lost my mother, lapse of a few days Boss Bob_” Queen's voice began to vibrate, holding tightness in her heart.

“Stop Queen.” Sabi grabbed Queen's hand, and squeezed it. “One more time you ask, I will disconnect your tongue.” Sabi kicked the steering chair once again, John.

John chuckles awkwardly, only to realize he is too pampered with the story of Queen's life. Unaware of making the girl sad, recalling her past memories that turned out to be quite sad.

“Hey ... I'm fine.” Next to the other Queen's hand felt Sabi's palm holding her hand. Then release both hands from the wrath of Sabi's hand.

Sabi glanced at him, and looked at him in silence. Long enough he stared, Queen without saying anything. Seeing how strongly he endured his grief in front of others, trying to smile. Sabi smiled looking at him, and John watched the two of them silently.

After a long time they were silent. Queen let out her voice, breaking the silence of the atmosphere in the car.

“John, drop me off at Merdeka.”

“OK..” John with passion.

“What are you doing there?” Sabi.

“I have business there.” Queen replied, briefly and Sabi remained silent no longer.

John's luxury car, Mercedes Benz S350 is solid black. Swallowed while on Merdeka street and stopped right in front of a biggest fabric shop in the capital, according to Queen's directions.

Sabi helped Queen open her blindfold, and tied the blindfold to the strap of her bag. He looked at Queen who got out of the car, and directly entered the cloth shop without saying a word.

Sabi took a deep breath, looking at Quen's attitude which was once again indifferent and indifferent to not say a word of thanks to John or to him. It felt like Sabi would start to get used to the Queen's attitude.

The two of them continued on their way to the office, the central company of Andi's family. When he arrived, John parked his car carefully and together got off the car walking towards the entrance.

In front of the entrance, Zulaikha stood as if waiting for someone there.

“Hey ... who is that beautiful girl?” John elbowed Sabi, pointing at Zulaikha with the look in his eyes.

Sabi glanced at the direction that John pointed at, and found Zulaikha who looked a little paced as if he was waiting for something.

“That's my secretary, Zu.”

“Really? Her face is very beautiful. She's like a goddess.” John touched his chin, thinking of the beauty of Zulaikha who was like a goddess in his eyes.

“Lebay.” Sergei Sabi. Accelerate his steps.

“Young master ..” exclaim Zulaikha who is aware of Sabi's arrival. His eyes looked around looking for the figure of the Queen, but the figure of the Queen was not visible in the slightest. “Where is Miss Queen?”

Sabi shook her head, and directly walked past Zulaikha. John took his breath, looking at Sabi's slightly indifferent attitude towards someone he should have thought was important.

John immediately sped up his pace, trying to catch up to Sabi who was in front of him.

“Hey ... What's wrong with you and him?” Ucp John in a whispering tone, walking hand in hand with Sabi.

“I can't talk about it now.” Reply Sabi in a whispering tone.

“Hey ... remember, he is the most important part of your life. You know it.” John elbowed Sabi, trying to remind Sabi and her goal to restore Sabi's lost memory.

Sabi took a deep breath, rolled her eyeballs and threw out her rough breathing. He then turned around to the back, looking at Zulaikha who continued to follow them from behind.

“Iya young master.” Zulaikha smiled innocently looking at Sabi.

“Can I buy americano coffee 2 cups?” Sabi took out her wallet, took out some 100 thousand dollars.

“In the cafe at the end of this road well. Not anywhere else. Must be there.” Sabi emphasized her sentence not to buy elsewhere, and deliberately chose a distant cafe so that she and John had time to discuss his personal problems without being heard by Zulaikha.

Zulaikha nodded, and took the money that Sabi had given him. His forehead was slightly raised in astonishment, seeing the money Sabi handed over looked a lot for the price of two coffees.

“Tuan .. isn't the money you gave me not too much?”

“Oh, really? In that case, buy some coffee or cold drinks for employees on the 3rd floor. Including Zayn Adijaya the arrogant.” Sabi smilingly raised the corner of her lips, and walked back leaving Zulaikha who was still looking at her in wonder.

“Just obey what it says.” John raised his eyebrows, then smiled at Zulaikha. As if knowing the confusion in Zulaikha, who felt that there was something strange to Sabi and John trying to cover up the oddity.

Zulaikha nodded, and John went after Sabi who was already far ahead of him.

When he arrived at his comfortable room by glancing at some piles of paper on his desk. Sabi took a breath once more, feeling her head so engulfed as to forget that her work piled up greatly, considering that their activities would soon be organized.

Sabi loosened her tie and opened her suit, trying to find some sense of relaxation, after seeing her work piling up.

“Why are you so indifferent to him?” John sat himself down on the leather sofa, right in front of Sabi who had just sat down, while taking off his suit.

“Not cuek.” Answer Sabi briefly.

“If you're not careless, what was it? You seem to not care for her who is worried waiting for you.” John stretched his body over the couch. “She even looks like a wife waiting for her husband to come home. Very sweet.”

“Ciihh ..” Sabi sizzled at John who was imagining Zulaikha's face at the entrance.

“Long if you say she is not beautiful.” Sergeh John, leaning towards Sabi.

Sabi could not help but smile when she heard John say. Of course, Sabi could not lie about that. Everyone knows that Zulaikha has a beautiful face.

“Justice?” John's index finger, pointing at Sabi from afar trying to make Sabi confess to him.

Sabi shook her head but she forgot to hide her smile. Making John who saw it immediately know, that Sabi also saw Zulaikha as a beautiful girl.

“Then why do you ignore it? You know that Zulaikha your childhood friend first, means he can help you.” Imbuh John's.

“I don't ignore it, it's just .. I don't know why, it feels like something is awkward.” Sabi touched his chest, feeling the bland feeling that was in his heart.

“Article? What?” John touched and glanced at his chest as Sabi touched his chest.

“Hm .. I still don't understand what feels awkward or strange.” Sabi shook her head with a glaring gaze, thinking of a strange feeling she was feeling. “My feelings are like contrary to what my brain thinks of him.”

John gaping did not understand Sabi's explanation. “Hm ... can be further clarified?!”

Sabi groaned furiously hearing him.

“Begini ... This does feel difficult to understand, but try to understand.”

“In my mind, I've found the little boy in my dreams. Which turns out that little boy was a childhood friend of mine. But ... in my heart, I don't feel anything.” Imbuh Sabi waved her hand in front of John, then touched his chest.

“I feel tasteless. As if nothing had changed, even though I knew he was a child who was always present in my dreams.” Sabi continued, staring lazily at John.

“Oh .. I understand.” John nodded in understanding, touching his chin trying to think of a way out for his best friend. “I think ... Your feelings are bland because you with him are not as close as before.”

Sabi raised next to her eyebrows, looking at John in wonder.

“Begini .. Your mind has accepted the fact that you have found the little girl who has grown up and is now your secretary. But your heart seems to have not accepted that fact, because there is no feeling whatsoever that you feel about him.” Imbuh John, point at Sabi.

Sabi nodded slowly as if understanding John's intentions, but she still did not understand John's explanation to him.

“Your heart feels bland and feels nothing, happy or excited. Because your memories of him haven't come back yet. That's why you don't feel anything.” John was more and more excited to explain his argument.

“Oooh..” This time Sabi nodded in understanding, beginning to understand what John meant.

“Then from that, you should be with him often. Do anything with him, with so little by little your memory with him will be a little open and the happy feeling you feel with the little boy in your dream, you will feel even though not in a dream.” John flicked his finger, getting excited by the advice he gave Sabi.

“I've always been with him and he's been living at home with me for a long time. But my feelings are still bland.” Sabi said to make the spirit of 45 John slightly reduced to hear his words.

“Wah really?” John gaped in disbelief, with Sabi's alertness towards Zulaikha.

Sabi nodded innocently, confirming the question from John.

“How can you?!” John moved his seat, near Sabi.

“Aissh ... don't get too close!” Sabi pushed John's body, trying to keep the burly man away from him.

“College story ..” John welds and heats up to persuade Sabi to tell him the chronology of Zulaikha who has lived at home with Sabi. Who knows later he can also bring another girl to live with him without having to marry and without having to be opposed by his parents who strongly uphold the rules in religion.

“What's wrong with you, huh?!” Sabi shouted in annoyance, distancing herself from John. “Actually what do you think about Zu who has been living at home with me?! I'm just wondering why my uncle sent him to stay in the back house along with my other housekeeping assistant.”

“Ha? So she doesn't stay in the main house with you?!” John gaped at Sabi's words.

“No!” Sahut Sabi, firm. “What is he who should stay in the main house so easily like that?! There's definitely Aunty and My mom would kick it if it happened.”

“But Queen ..” sergeant John, considering Queen who can easily stay in the main house without cons from any party in the main house of the Andi family.

Sabi was stunned to hear the name Queen being called. She bit her lower lip, recalling the figure of Queen when she was first present at her home. Greeted like a princess coming from a faraway kingdom.

“Iya Queen is indeed accepted by both uncle, aunt and Mother. But do not forget that the presence of Queen in the main house gets cons from me.” Sahut Sabi, slightly smiled considering how often he fought with the Queen, while at home.

John flicked his finger, only to realize that Queen did not fully get the pros of everyone in the main house. It turns out there is Sabi who became a counter stronghold in response to the presence of Queen in the main house.

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