FIND YOU In MY MEMORIES
42. Lily Flowers 2

“Zuuu..” Sabi spoke softly while closing her eyes, trying to look into her mind and feel a feeling she had felt with the feeling she was feeling right now.

A faint memory, slowly - the land became increasingly clear and remembered in his head. It felt like he was being pulled back into the past, seeing a memory that seemed to be erased from his memory.

“Zuuu... zuuu... zuuu..” call little Sabi who is looking for something in a bush - bush the garden behind their house.

Suddenly, a lily landed in front of his face. A little sore but he can hold it.

“Aakhh..” complained little Sabi, wiping her face that felt a little sore.

A girl who arrived - suddenly appeared - immediately laughed happily at the sight of little Sabi suffering.

“Zuu. you_”

“So someone gave me flowers. So I will give this flower to a happy person.” Sergey's little boy named Zu while smiling.

“Yeah? But I'm normal.” Little Sabi ledek.

“Hmmm.” The girl seemed to think a little. He glimpsed Sabi from the tip of the foot to the tip of the head. Suddenly an idea appeared in his head.

Immediately she took her hair tied to one behind her back and brought the tip of her hair closer to Sabi's ears.

“Hey what are you doing? Amused tau.” Sabi cried wonder.

“Makes you happy.” Her mouth while tickling Sabi's earlobes with the tip of her hair.

Sabi suddenly felt amused and immediately laughed. He pranced around trying to avoid the girl while continuing to laugh in amusement.

“Teach, now you are happy.” Exclaimed Zu while smiling nosily at Sabi.

“Iya. because you.” Sergey Sabi, then put his mouth together trying to hold back his face so as not to be too happy.

Zu laughed heartily, without any burden. Pinched the two cheeks Sabi pamphem.

“As long as you allow me to be near you, I will continue to make you happy.” Zu said with a smile until his eyes narrowed perfectly.

“Young master.. young master.” call Zulaikha, pat - pat Sabi's cheek. Removing Sabi from her memories.

Ha?! Sabi's murmur came from her own mind.

“Young master, are you okay?!”

“Ha?! Mm. yeah. Im okay.” Sahut Sabi with a face that is still a little confused.

Sabi glanced around. Noticing her being very close to Zulaikha, her bodily reflexes immediately shunned Zulaikha. He looked at it again, the girl in front of him. His heart was pounding again recalling the memories he had managed to recall.

“We'd better go home.” He said coldly, trying to avoid Zulaikha.

Zulaikha immediately nodded in understanding, and rushed to call Mr. Van to come pick them up. While Sabi looks busy sweeping his chest, trying to calm his heart that is still beating fast considering the memory earlier.

Oh my God what is wrong with me?!

Once again Sabi patted her chest which she felt was not normal.

Mr. Van stopped the car right in front of where Sabi was standing. Soon the middle-aged man removed his seatbelt to open the door for Sabi. But Sabi quickly gave the code not to have to do so.

Independently, Sabi opened the car door herself but still with a confused face.

Zulaikha got into the car and sat in front, next to Mr. Van. Zulaikha turned around and saw the state of Sabi which he thought was a little alarming.

“Young master, you are okay - what?” He asked while trying to hold Sabi's shoulder.

But quickly, Sabi dodged from Zulaikha's hands. For some reason, he was not looking at Zulaikha's face. Until Zulaikha's hand, if he can he will avoid until the state of his heart improves.

Looking at Sabi who was like avoiding her, Zulaikha's countenance looked a little sad. He pulled his hand slowly and sat back to look forward.

Mr. Van who realized the situation in the car was not good - fine, did not want to get involved and immediately planted the gas so that he was not too long in this awkward situation.

..........

The night sky is getting blackened solidly without decorated with stars as usual. Only the lights from the city center glow, visible from the balcony of the room.

Sabi stared at the bouquet of flowers given by Zulaikha this afternoon. He walked over, looking for a container in his room that he could use to put the pretty flower. It seems the dark night sky is stealing his attention.

He walked towards the balcony of his room, and stared at the night sky that looked very dark without stars. Only the lights from the city center glow and flicker.

“You raining well?!” Ask yourself.

Suddenly something sounded in his ear. Like a strong friction sound on a paper. Sabi shot a glance at the origin of the voice.

There looks Queen who is painting but with a facial expression that is like being bent.

He was painting or was ruining his painting?! Sabi murmured a glance at the painting that looks more like a collection of scribbles no price.

“Aakhh..” furious Queen throws her brush at her painting canvas.

Is he depressed?

Sabi was a little surprised to see the Queen who looked a little angry - indistinct anger.

Queen again - again throw all the paint in her hand carelessly on the canvas.

Sabi's eyes looked a little distracted looking at Queen like that.

“Hey hey...” call Sabi.

“Paint the correct one!” Changed again.

Queen turned to look at Sabi sharply. Instantly Sabi was aghast at the sight of Queen's sharp gaze on him.

“Mmm. I mean, don't paint like that. Make a beautiful painting, like a night sky full of cake stars, or something.”, Sabi, try to calm Queen.

“Not your business!” Ketus Queen's.

Sabi rolled her eyeballs, starting to feel annoyed by Queen's reply.

“Eh.. Of course it's my business! You paint like that bothers me.” Sergey Sabi with a slightly raised tone of voice.

Queen immediately glanced at Sabi while biting her lips furiously.

“Mmm I mean, of course it's my business. You better make a design just there for the contest later, not painting like that. Just wasting - wasting your time.” Imbuh Sabi, avert his eyes.

“I paint to find inspiration, and what did you say? The night sky is full of stars? Hey.. don't you see the sky right now, there's not a single star I can see to inspire!” Snap Queen, pissed.

“Hey.. relax.” reprimand Sabi.

“How can I relax if... aaakkhhh!!!!” The queen grew furious, kicking the leg of her canvas piercer.

“Hey.. hey relax!” Sabi began to look restless at the Queen's behavior. Both of his hands seemed to want to stop the Queen to push her canvas, but what power she blocked the balcony.

Queen glanced at Sabi who looked even more excited than her.

“Hey. I'm not trying to kill myself. So there is no need to be too excited like that.” Seru Queen.

Queen's eyes widened slightly, glancing at her lily bouquet that was now in Sabi's hands.

So he gave it to the man.

“Beautiful flowers.” Imbuh Queen's.

Sabi glanced at the flower she was holding.

“You want?”

“Ah. no. My condition is not happy.”

“Then what's the connection?”

“Just be quiet! I'm looking for inspiration.”

“You're out looking for inspiration?”

Sabi immediately clenched her mouth, not believing what she said just now.

“Where?”

“Where to.” Sabi Imbuh.

“Oke.” Queen immediately entered her room leaving Sabi who was still standing on the balcony.

Did I say the right thing?!

After a few minutes of thinking about his actions being right or not. Sabi's bedroom door was knocked several times. Sabi immediately walked to open the door of her room.

There has stood a Queen with a vintage dress.

“Where are you going?” Sabi asked, astonished.

“Yya!!! He said he wanted out.” Shouted Queen annoyed.

“Ah i yes. But why are you so neat?”

“I have always been like this. Beautiful, neat and fashionable.” Queen replied with great confidence.

“Ta but_”

“Quick..” Queen immediately pulled Sabi's hand out of her room.

“He hey.. wait a minute!”

“Aparticularly?”

“I only wear handi and sports trousers.” Sahut Sabi glanced at the clothes he was wearing.

Queen also took a glance at Sabi from the tip of the foot to the tip of the head. The Queen shook her head slightly then pulled Sabi's hand back.

“Not what.” His words continued to pull Sabi down the stairs.

Sabi complies and follows Queen, taking her away.

They are the same - the same stop step when arriving in front of a parked car. Queen glanced at Sabi, waiting for Sabi to get into the car. But Sabi also looks just dumbfounded without doing anything.

“Hey.. login.” The Queen exclaimed Sabi entered and sat on the steering wheel.

“I?”

Queen nodded with a smile.

“No no. I can't drive.” Sabi replied shaking her head, objecting to Queen's idea.

“Seriously? Waah.. I do not believe, it turns out there are still rich people who do not know bring a car.”

“You only.” Peech Sabi pouted.

Queen immediately glanced at Sabi, also putting on a sullen face like Sabi did.

“Why?” Ask Sabi.

“I also don't know.” Queen replied, laughing lightly.

“You cannot know. I thought it was just me.” Typal Sabi interspersed with laughter.

“Do not drive, sit in front and see directly the car running I can not.” Sergey Queen with a face that arrived - arrived flat.

“Why can?”

“I'm just traumatized.”

“Same. I'm also traumatized.” Tympal Sabi's.

Queen glanced at Sabi who was putting on a bent face. It turns out that they are both the same - the same people who have experienced trauma with a car accident. At least Queen doesn't feel alone now. He had a frequency friend in terms of trauma, so it was a good thing because Sabi would be the one who could understand him after Zayn.

Queen smiled looking at Sabi.

“Hey.. don't make our trauma an obstacle to getting out looking for inspiration.” The Queen shouted at Sabi's shoulder.

Sabi looked at Queen then smiled. For the first time in her life, she felt fine about the trauma she had.

Maybe Queen sucks a little bit, but this time she feels Queen is a nice person because she can understand her traumatized self with a car accident.

“Then wait, I'll call the driver.” Sabi.

“For what? We can take a taxi.” Sergey Queen lightly.

“Seriously? Take taxis? But I have some drivers.”

“No exclamation.” Whine Queen.

“Then? How do we get a cab?”

“Mild! Come..” The Queen pulled Sabi's hand, then ran under the night sky to the gate which was a little far from the terrace of the Andi family home.

Sabi occasionally glanced at Queen. Women who used to look like depression, but now look very calm and really free. Glanced again his hand held by Queen, really Queen grasped his hand without feeling awkward.

Queen turned to glance at Sabi who was staring at her. Queen returned Sabi's gaze with a smile, a smile that was light to Sabi who saw it so joined in smiling loosely without any burden.

Arriving in front of the gate, Queen called a taxi driver who apparently was her subscription taxi.

“We wait a few more minutes well.. not long kok.” Queen blinked her eyes while smiling.

Sabi just kept quiet, watching this girl beside her. This girl is very difficult to guess for him, sometimes it can make him emotional but sometimes it can make him happy and feel free like now.

Sabi breathed a sigh of relief, then pushed Queen. Queen who was using heels, almost fell forward if Sabi did not quickly hold her hand.

Queen immediately glanced at Sabi with an annoyed look. Seeing such a Queen, Sabi only laughed. Soon he gets a few punches from the Queen who is upset by his behavior.

“Au au.. pain Queen.” Sabi complains who keeps trying to avoid Queen's blow.

Queen still did not stop, instead seeing Sabi moaning in pain like that made her even more excited about hitting Sabi.

“Queen pain.. auuu.”.

“Hahahaa feel!!!” Queen laughed and enjoyed the pain Sabi had complained to her.

Until the taxi arrives, they do not realize that they enjoy every minute of waiting by chasing each other - chasing like a child.

“Nona Queen..” call the taxi driver who turned out to be very familiar with Queen.

“Eh uh taxi has arrived.” Sabi exclaimed excitedly, like seeing an invitation coming to pick her up at school.

Sabi quickly ran into the taxi, Queen followed into the taxi and sat right next to Sabi.

After installing the seat belt, Sabi was still confused why the taxi did not go to the road. Sabi glanced at Queen, wanting to ask Queen. But he was a little surprised to see Queen who was removing a cloth that he wrapped around his mini bag, and he moved it on his face to cover his eyes.

“Why did you close your eyes like that?” Sabi asked a little astonished.

“I told you earlier, I'm traumatized. Can't see a car running. So I always close my eyes like this so I don't see anything during the trip.” Answer the Queen casually.

“You must be very scared if you don't close your eyes.” Imbuh Sabi is concerned to see the condition of Queen.

“100! You're right!” Sahut Queen girang's.

It is only fitting that yesterday when riding in a car with her, Queen always covered her head with a jacket or a black cloth. The trauma was very heavy. Seeing such a Queen, Sabi felt a little grateful because the trauma she experienced was not as severe as Queen.

I don't know what your story is like. But seeing you like this, I know you must be very tough and patient. Sabi muttered with a smile, looking at Queen with a deep gaze.

Seriate...