FIND YOU In MY MEMORIES
38. Humming

After working for half a day at the office, Sabi came home with a crumpled face like she was bent. Glanced at the closed door of Queen's room, glimpsed again Zulaikha who had been accompanying him all day.

“Maybe Miss Queen is resting, because she came home first.” Zulaikha.

“I didn't ask about him.” Ketus Sabi, add badmood to the situation.

“I'm sorry sir.”

“Go there, rest..” get rid of Sabi, start climbing stairs.

“Good master mu_”

“Eh. no. Finish your shower and change clothes, to my room for a minute.” He said and ran to his room.

He was told to rest, not even a few minutes and he had changed his mind. Fuck up! Zulaikha complains who can only complain inwardly while looking at Sabi's back from afar.

As the day wore on, the moon and stars increasingly emitted their rays. The dog began to howl melodiously, making the atmosphere at night in the Andi family home more and more quiet.

On the balcony, Sabi was playing her mobile phone and opened a message sent by John. Apparently John was having dinner with the psychiatrist they had met.

“Basic John..” exclaimed Sabi chuckled at John's distinctive smile taking a carefree photo together with a beautiful psychiatrist.

Seeing the pretty psychiatrist's face, Sabi's mind recalls her words first. It made her feelings become agitated.

What if he can't heal? What if he's going to keep having nightmares for the rest of his life? And will he go crazy someday? Will he be thrown out?

Oh my...

Sabi shuddered in horror imagining herself in the future.

She must be the biggest disgrace in the Andi family.

“Lady.”.

Zulaikha's voice shocked Sabi from her thoughts. Immediately he turned around and saw Zulaikha enter awkwardly into the room.

“Come..” Sabi walked over to Zulaikha. “Mumpung you here, I want you to help me.” Sabi pulled Zulaikha's hand towards a bed.

“Tu young master...what are you doing?”

The innocent girl apparently looked a little frightened, seeing herself being carried to a bed by a man.

“Hey... are you thinking dirty about me?”

“Ti not young master. but. hmm..” Zulaikha bit her lips, puzzled to want to let out the words that were on her head.

“Get rid of your filthy thoughts! I just asked you for a little help.”

“Hmm? Mi ask what please sir?”

Sabi laid her body on her bed, then wrapped her body slowly with a warm white blanket. With her back, Sabi began to close her eyes slowly.

“Now sing for me, until I fall asleep.” Her speech.

“Ha? A sing? But I'm not good at singing sir.”

“Then it is as negligent as the last time you ever did to me.” Sabi furrowed her brows in annoyance.

“Hmm. alright.” Zulaikha's saut was a little stiff.

Zulaikha began to waver and was confused as to how, because honestly he was not the one who accompanied Sabi that night. He just happened to come at that time and Sabi already thought that she was the one who was with Sabi. But if Sabi didn't think that person was her, then Sabi couldn't possibly be this good on her.

With hesitation and stiffness, Zulaikha began to open her mouth to sing. But just beginning, Zulaikha heard a snoring not far from where he was sitting. The origin of the sound, and true. The snoring sound was the snoring sound of Sabi who had fallen asleep.

Thankfully, she ended up falling asleep, so I didn't have to bother singing for her.

He saw the boss's face. Looks handsome and also plain. He looks very calm while sleeping.

Are you really not that kid? I don't know why I'm sure the boy is you sir. It's just.. If you're the kid, why don't you recognize me?

“Lady.” Hello Mr. Tri who arrived - suddenly appeared.

“Eh.. you?!” Excited Mr. Tri a little surprised to see the presence of Zulaikha who was beside Sabi's bed.

“Eh. yes sir. I was called young master.” Zulaikha replied rigidly, somehow he felt like he was being caught dating by his father. Zulaikha's face immediately met with embarrassment.

“Aah. I'm just here to tell the young master something. But the young master was already asleep.

“Should I wake the young master, Sir?” Ask Zulaikha plain.

“Eh.. don't! Let him sleep quietly.” Quickly Mr. Tri rejected Zulaikha's suggestion that for him it was very dangerous. Because it was not easy for Sabi to fall asleep quietly.

“If your business is done with the young master, do not forget to report to me.” Connect Mr. Tri before leaving Sabi's room.

Zulaikha looked back at Sabi's face. He looked at every curve on the man's face. Trying to find similarities with the face of the little boy in his memory.

If you look - look they look the same. Starting from the eyes and dimples. But why doesn't he recognize me?! My face has not changed drastically between then and now.

Zulaikha shook his head. Trying to get rid of the questions that always sit in his mind.

“Hey.. if you are right that child, then remember. I'm the little kid who you used to buy cakes. You also once bought my cake with 10 thousand dollars, but all you took was 1. After that you go straight away. After that too, I immediately thought of you like an angel.” Zulaikha said with sparkling eyes.

It felt like he was very happy to tell a piece of his childhood memories to the person he thought was the little boy. Even though that person did not hear it at all.

“Young master.. I pamit.” He said again, then left Sabi's room.

...........

Meanwhile, in the next room.

Queen, who had drunk several drugs, was seen to withstand the nausea and the bitterness of the medicine she had just swallowed.

“Aishh.. hook once.” His complaints with a trembling voice.

“I shouldn't have eaten that food.” Sorry to remember the food at the cafe this afternoon.

“Why did they order food without asking me anything first?! Why are they so smart to know what food is appropriate for me to eat and not?! Stupid!!!” Queen complained, again gulping down water.

Queen glanced at the window of her large room, the window was not yet closed and the wind that night made her thin body shiver with coldness.

“It should be cold, it turns out the window forgot I closed.”

He walked over the window, closing the window completely. Suddenly he heard a voice that disturbed his ears.

“What is it?”

The faint-hearted voice grew increasingly random, and made the curious soul of Queen thrash - thrashing.

“Oh ****!!!” Meaning annoyed.

He reopened the large window, and walked to the balcony of his room. His eyes glanced at the balcony of Sabi's room.

“Hey Sabi... What are you doing, hahh?!”

There's no answer. Only a groaning voice continued to be heard by his ears.

“Hey... are you watching porn?!”

Still no answer.

“Hey... If you're watching it, at least reduce the volume!!! You are so disruptive to my night.” He screamed again irritated.

“Sial!” His grunts were irritated while rolling his eyeballs.

His feet reflexively stepped into the place that made his heart that night frustrated. Unknowingly, he had been standing in front of the door of Sabi's room.

“Aiishh.. What am I doing here?” His complaint kicked at Sabi's room door, slowly.

The door of the room was not tightly closed, so it opened slightly when the Queen kicked it.

“What? He didn't lock the door to his room?! Is he not afraid of what people see in porn?!” Queen silenced her mouth, surprised at his thoughts.

Instantly, a silly idea popped into his head. His slightly narrowed eyes immediately glanced at Sabi's room with a sly look.

His feet immediately tiptoed into Sabi's room, so as not to provoke Sabi's attention. The queen then settles - slowly behind the urn, then immediately moves behind the pole. Trying invisible, until his scheming to surprise and catch Sabi who is watching porn.

“This time I'm going to have a go at it, and I'll make sure it's the most powerful weapon to threaten you in every condition.” His whisper to himself was interspersed with amused laughter.

The moaning sound was getting clearer and really close. It must be the position right in front of the origin of the voice he had heard from earlier, Queen thought.

3.. 2.. 1...

Ohhhhh..!!!! Shouted Queen while appearing behind his hide.

“Eh?!”

Queen's eyes widened in shock at the sight that was different from what she had imagined earlier.

“Bobo?!” Queen scratched her unscratchy head. More precisely he was astonished as well as ashamed at his extremely lewd thoughts.

“Ya Forgive... What do I think?! Why is my brain as beautiful as that, until - until I think that stupid man again watch porn.”

“Aiishhh.” Complaints again.

While Sabi in front of the Queen was still asleep with a moaning state due to bad dreams. His face was soaked with sweat, his clothes were also wet.

“Btw.. what happened to him? Did he have nightmares like yesterday?” The Queen started to approach Sabi slowly.

“Lah yes..I guess she had a bad dream.” The Queen drew closer to herself, watching Sabi closely.

“Stupid!” Maki Queen's.

Queen went looking for a small towel in the closet - a small closet belonging to Sabi, after which she returned to Sabi's bed. He watched the poor man again.

“Stupid!” Meaning again.

“I know you have a religion and a God. So it should be before bed you pray first, let not nightmares like this.” He said as he slowly wiped the sweat on Sabi's face.

“Basic stupid!” Meaning again.

The sound of the Ac remote on the sideboard. He then lowered the Ac temperature so that Sabi did not growl.

“No.. don't go!!” Sabi Lirih.

“Eh? What?!” Seru Queen glanced at the delirious Sabi.

Sabi's head began to move left and right, looking extremely agitated. The look of his face was increasingly wrinkled, agitated, afraid and sad at the same time.

“Hey dude.. what happend with you?!”

Queen reflexes touching Sabi's shoulder.

“What are you dreaming of like this?! This is even the second time, I see you like this.”

The Queen shook - shaking Sabi's shoulders trying to wake Sabi from her sleep. But instead of realizing it, Sabi's hand actually reflexively holds the Queen's hand.

“Eh?!” The Queen cried a little surprised.

“Zuu..” says Sabi lirih.

“Zuu?! Whos that?!” Call Queen again.

Sabi roared - an indistinct roar, and looked extremely agitated and also frightened.

“Aarrghh. Next time you should thank me. Okay?!” Said Queen glancing at Sabi with a look of pity.

Both hands of Queen cupped Sabi's hand that was placed in her hand earlier. Queen patted - the applause was soft, and started humming melodiously just like yesterday she did.

The look on his nervous face and also the fear that had been painted on Sabi's face, slowly began to be erased into calm.

Queen glanced at the look on Sabi's face that was beginning to calm down. Seeing Sabi who was starting to calm down, made her heart shady because her indistinct senandum was able to calm someone down. A smile was engraved on the girl's face.

Although the smile only lasted a few seconds, because a memory of the memories used to arrive - it came to his mind.

It's like an old movie coming back. The position, time and players in those memories were never forgotten in the slightest. Memories of a boy, humming to his very young self, lay

weak helplessly covered in wounds, almost half of his body including his face.

The wound that made it so painful that it was hard to fall asleep, made him suffer so much. Only the boy accompanied her with humming songs all night. Without sleep continued to accompany him to feel the pain he felt.

Queen, who was nostalgic about her past, did not feel that the humming she brought changed the tone to be more melow than usual. It sounded sad along with his mood.

The door of the room, which had been slightly open, was closed from the outside. The queen who was carried away with her nostalgia, did not notice that someone had closed the door of Sabi's room from outside.

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