FIND YOU In MY MEMORIES
41. Lily Flowers

Sabi and Zulaikha left the office and headed to the selection site yesterday. Along the way, Sabi just stared at the city view behind the car window and did not say much as usual.

Zulaikha was silent, but his eyes did not stop looking at the rearview mirror to glance at Sabi, who was sitting in the back seat.

“Pak.. stop by here.” Sabi broke the silence.

Mr. Van immediately pulled over and stopped in front of the cafe that Sabi pointed at.

“What's the young master?” Ask Zulaikha.

“Ah no. Looks like I'm hungry and want to eat while giving some small meals to Uncle.” Sabi replied, then got out of her car.

“Oh yes, sir. You complained of hunger. I'm sorry young master. I forgot that you wanted to eat.”

“Eh is okay. Come along, you haven't had lunch either.” Take Sabi, then step away and enter the cafe first.

Hearing Sabi's words, Zulaikha subconsciously looked a little smiling. His heart warmed up when it gained Sabi's little attention.

“Eh Mr. Van. let's go in.” Take Zulaikha who found Mr. Van was watching him while smiling.

“Come in..” said Mr. Van while smiling kindly. As if giving Zulaikha a chance to be with Sabi.

“Zuuu...” cried Sabi from the front door of the cafe while continuing to wave both hands.

Zulaikha immediately turned around.

“Don't forget to bring my wallet, miss it in the car.” Shouted Sabi again, while giving a code that she would wait first inside.

Zulaikha nodded in understanding, and again opened the back door of the car where Sabi was sitting earlier. He shook his head when he saw Sabi's wallet falling under the chair, not missing.

Basic sloppy.. He murmured with a smile and then closed the car door again.

*Piiiippp....

A sedan drove at high speed and almost nudged Zulaikha who was turning to face the highway.

Sontak Zulaikha slightly shouted in shock and accidentally dropped Sabi's wallet to open.

Fortunately, the car did not touch him. Immediately Zulaikha stroked his chest and picked up Sabi's wallet which had fallen off, then closed it again.

Uh..?!

Like there's no stranger. Zulaikha felt that there was something familiar in the wallet. Curiosity immediately filled the entire room of his head, but on the other hand he felt very impolite to open his boss' wallet carelessly.

Zulaikha glanced around, looking at the circumstances. No one noticed it. But his feelings still felt bad. Squeezing the black wallet, trying to get a conviction.

Until finally, his curiosity was greater than his bad taste. Zulaikha quickly opened the wallet, before his heart again struggled with his thoughts.

What's?! So then..

A family photo set in the 90s, where there is a pair of parents and a boy in the middle is smiling cheerfully with both dimples that nenghiasi cheeks.

It's kan... Zulaikha instantly silenced his trembling mouth.

So, young master Sabi was that boy.

A smile was flashed by Zulaikha. His eyes looked very sparkling and radiated a happiness that he could not express with words.

The cafe where Sabi was waiting for her. Without lingering for long, Zulaikha immediately entered the cafe, looking for Sabi's whereabouts.

Sabi waved while smiling warmly at him.

Zulaikha returned that smile with a very calm smile while slightly laughing.

“How long was it? Directly pay, there.” Excited Sabi while pointing - pointed at the cashier.

Ha?!

Zulaikha turned his head in the direction Sabi pointed. Then he glanced at Sabi's wallet he was holding.

Instantly he was aware of his current position. He was only a secretary of Sabi and Sabi had not remembered him in the slightest. Rebellious smile earlier, instantly faded.

Am I the only one who remembers?! Maybe for him I was just some dust that accidentally stuck in his shirt.

Zulaikha put on a wry smile and went to the cashier to pay, then brought some food and drinks for himself and Sabi.

“You like to eat that?” Sabi asked as she pointed at the food with her eyes.

Zulaikha nodded, without making a sound.

“You don't like it? You were late, so I ordered first.” Sabi Imbuh.

“No, sir. I liked. Thank you young master. You are indeed kind.” Zulaikha tried to smile.

Sabi glanced at Zulaikha, finding a wry smile on the girl's face.

After finishing lunch, Sabi and Zulaikha did not say much. The reluctant Sabi starts the conversation, while Zulaikha is immersed in her own thoughts about Sabi.

Rubbishah them on the beach where Uncle Edie carry out model selection activities. But when there, the place that was very crowded with beautiful girls was now empty and not as crowded as yesterday. The crew of Uncle Edie was nowhere to be seen. The tent and stage are no longer there.

“Hey.. Where are they?” Sabi exclaimed confused and still wobbly looking for one of Uncle Edie's crew.

“It looks like the selection is done sir, or has moved to the next area.” Zulaikha.

“Astagah true!” Sabi Imbuh.

“Wait a minute, I'll call Uncle Edie first.” Sabi continued, taking her cellphone in her suit pocket.

Zulaikha nodded in understanding.

While waiting for his phone to be picked up by Uncle Edie, Sabi reflexively walked without direction combing the beach while occasionally kicking - kicking the sand in front of him.

Zulaikha slightly smiled looking at Sabi's behavior that looked like a boy.

He hasn't changed..

............

“At last I found you.” Queen said to a man who was staring at the sea, on a pile of coral.

The man turned around and glanced at Queen who was hugging a bouquet of white lily flowers. That man is Zayn Adijaya.

“What are you doing here?” Asked Zayn coldly.

“Of course looking for you.” Queen smiled back at Zayn's cold gaze. His hand then thrust a bouquet of lily flowers that he had brought.

“For what is it?” Zayn asked again with eyes that were getting colder.

“A long time ago I never gave you flowers.”

“Every week you always send me flowers.” Sergey Zayn.

“Iya. But that's how I always send it through people. I'm here now, so I want to give this flower directly to you.” Timpal Queen, while tucking her hair behind her ears.

“Start now stop sending me flowers.”

Queen looked at the man with an incredulous look at what she heard.

“Flower from you just littered my room, I also opened the woman who always needed flowers. The point is I want you to stop doing anything for me.” Zayn continued to push the hand of Queen who had from earlier thrust a bouquet of flowers at him.

“Zeeed..” Ogre Queen.

“Stop calling me with that call. Call me by my name which should be.” Sergey Zayn with a slightly raised tone of voice.

“Oh yes. lest anyone know that we both know each other. Try to stay away from me, if you need to go back to Paris so you don't bother me here.” Sergey Zayn cut Queen's speech.

Like a sturdy fortress that arrived - suddenly fired by a fire cannon, that is the Queen's heart today. It felt like he was going to collapse and lose his self-defense.

“B ba how bi_”

Zayn walks away through the Queen, and accidentally grabs Queen's shoulder.

The tears she held back, flowing slowly over her reddened cheeks as it held back her emotions from being seen by Zayn.

Immediately she wiped her tears and tried to smile vigorously.

“Well if that's what you want.” The Queen exclaimed to look at Zayn's back which slowly moved away from him.

“But you should know. I won't leave until it's time for me to leave. I'll really leave and I'll never bother you again. So, for that, don't force me to go. I will fight first before I finally leave.” Connect Queen.

Zayn's steps stopped immediately.

“At least I have struggled, although I finally know the high probability I will go.” Imbuh Queen, smiling put away the tears that again flowed on her cheeks.

“Free and vain. So stop.” Sabi turned to look at the Queen who stood firm with tears in her eyes.

“You are just dust that accidentally stuck in my shirt.” Zayn continued while raising his right hand.

“Have I cleaned.” The impression then lowered the tip of his suit slightly, revealing a clean wrist.

Queen's eyes are perfectly rounded looking at Zayn's clean wrist without a star tattoo like the one on his wrist.

The tattoo they used to make together while still in High School, as a bond of promise that they will always be together and depend on each other.

But seeing the tattoo had disappeared from Zayn's wrist, making Queen's heart really crumpled. That's a sign that Zayn has completely wiped him out of his life.

Does Queen really have to stop when her feelings have been solidly built by Zayn himself?! How could he stop loving Zayn, who has become the only person who has always been in his life even when his world is not good?!

No. gabe. How can I stop loving you when my feelings are too deep for you?!

“Not what.” Exclaim Queen while smiling a sincere smile.

Zayn was stunned to see Queen's determination in facing him.

“It's just a tattoo that's easy to remove. But I'm sure my name will be engraved in your heart. Even though you really want to remove it, you won't be able to.” Imbuh Queen, holding both hands in front of the chest and then looked at Zayn with a soft look.

“That's you. Not me.” Sergey Zayn sharp. Then leave the Queen.

“Iya now I am. but tomorrow must be you. Check out.” The Queen shouted excitedly, even though Zayn did not respond.

Hey Zed. Don't look at me lightly. I am stronger and stronger than I look. See, you'll love me as deeply as I love you, even more deeply. I'm certain.

Queen muttered confidently, dismissing all her sadness.

The girl then walked away from the beach, while continuing to throw away all her negative thoughts. Keep smiling until the tears that had wet his eyes, dry swept by the beach breeze that seemed to deliberately blow on him to remove all his sadness.

............

Zulaikha looked at the figure of the Queen walking closer and closer to him. However it seemed that Queen was unaware of his presence.

“Nona Queen..” greet Zulaikha, make Queen turn to him.

“Eh. you.” Queen exclaimed, a little stunned to realize that she did not know the name of the girl who greeted her while she knew the girl was often with her.

“What is Miss doing here?”

“Street - go. find fresh air.” Queen replied casually, as if without a burden. He's really good at theatrics.

“While you are, what are you doing here?” Ask the Queen back.

“Oh yes. We're here to see Mr. Edie. But it looks like he has moved and we are late.” Zulaikha replied straightforwardly.

“We? Means you came here not alone.”

“Iya Miss, I came along with young master.” Zulaikha smiled, glancing at Sabi who was calling not far from where they were standing.

The Queen also glanced at where Zulaikha's eyes were fixed. Queen rolled her eyes, as if realizing something.

“This is for you.” Queen cried while giving her lily bouquet.

“Ha? Why Miss arrived - suddenly give this to me?!” Zulaikha was stunned to see the lily being thrust at him.

The Queen pulled Zulaikha's hand, then placed the bouquet of lilies in Zulaikha's arms.

“If you do not want to, please give this flower to others whose mood is happy.” Sergey Queen.

“Why should it be given to a person whose heart is happy?”

“This flower is too beautiful to waste - let alone. Her beauty should be appreciated and loved by others.” The Queen replied looking at the lily with a sad look.

“I go first well.” he continued to step away leaving Zulaikha. Trying to cover his own face.

“You don't want to go home with us?” Shouted Zulaikha at the Queen who was about to cross the road.

Queen did not answer and just crossed her hands up in response not to Zulaikha's question to her.

Zulaikha who saw that only nodded in understanding, then glanced towards Sabi who was walking closer to him.

“Uncle is selection out of town.” The cry of Sabi came towards Zulaikha.

“Say selection will soon be completed, because some of his team has been spread to other regions. Waahh..so can't wait to see how festive the event will be.” Imbuh Sabi smilingly imagined the grandeur of the event.

With a slightly thumping heart. Zulaikha ventured to give Sabi a bouquet of lilies.

“Eh?!” Sabi exclaimed slightly surprised, seeing a bouquet of lily flowers in her eyes.

“So I was given this flower, he said give this flower to a happy person. So I give this to you sir.” Sergey Zulaikha, take his eyes off Sabi.

Sabi's eyes blinked several times, digesting the words spoken by Zulaikha. He took the flower from Zulaikha's hand slowly while continuing to look at the lily. He felt his heart beating quite fast.

It felt like this situation he had felt before. Words spoken by Zulaikha, a lily and a girl who gave her flowers.

Sabi again saw Zulaikha's face that did not dare to look at her. Zulaikha's silhouette arrived - suddenly disguised with the silhouette of a girl who was always there in his dreams.

*Ngiiii....

Sabi's ears buzzed again. His head hurts like a squeeze.

“Akhh...” complains Sabi, squeezing one side of his head.

“Young master..” exclaimed Zulaikha, finding Sabi who looked moaning in pain.

Sabi's heart continued to beat faster and faster.

Every time she was like this, there must be a Zulaikha nearby. Surely Zulaikha had something to do with his lost memories and the answers to his nightmares.

“Young master.” exclaimed Zulaikha again, catching and holding onto both of Sabi's shoulders that were ogling about to fall.

“Zuuu...” og Sabi, while touching the cheek of Zulaikha.

Ha?! Does he remember me?!

Seriate....