
Hugging is a medicine for many things. Medicine when we are afraid, when we are disappointed, when we are sad, when we feel the world is not on our side, and much more. Especially the miss cure.
The fragile Tiara due to the growing longing strangled her. Now he is starting to get his power back.
Just by hugging her husband, the girl believed she would be able to get through all. With just that unrequited hug, Tiara felt safe and comfortable. Only by re-smelling her husband's scent was she able to fight back.
Struggling to get her husband back. Making the man who was insecure stand next to her again. Hugging when he needs it again. Give him the strength every time he needs it again.
Tiara would not give up just with Alvaro ignoring her. She would not give up just because her husband would not open the door. Will not give up even a thousand times Alvaro expels himself.
Tiara will come again and again until Alvaro returns. Will come again and again until Alvaro wants to smile for him. She would come again and again until her husband would return home with her.
"I miss Al... I miss.. kangen very much with you.." Tiara's cry broke. Hugged Alvaro tightly even though the man did not return his embrace.
"Why do you keep away from me, after you've covered everything in me?! You get all Al. You got love and even my body!" tiara said in between her sobs. "But why after you've got everything on you now tell me to stay away! is my heart a toy? why do you play the feeling I'm rich gini?
Alvaro remains glued. Trying hard so that his heart does not waver. Trying hard to hold his hand to not move to embrace the body that he also missed. Although his heart felt in the crumb hearing the cries and words of his wife.
He would let Tiara hug him in a moment. Just to make her girl calm and treat a little bit of her longing to this girl she already hurt.
"I promise I'll be back Ra. Wait till I'm healed! but I don't want to give you more hope, I'm afraid I can't go back and it will only trouble you later." Alvaro said in his heart. Although later it was possible that the girl had stayed away from being tired. He was ready to kowtow and ask Tiara back to him. But this time, let him be like this. Because Alvaro doesn't want to give any hope at the moment.
Three times the therapy he underwent has not produced any results. Even just to move his toes alone must direct all the energy he has.
Slowly, Alvaro pushed Tiara away. "Why are you still here? I told you to stop coming! mending went to college rather than doing useless stuff rich gini!"
Tiara was surprised to hear Alvaro's words. Even though I knew it would be like this in the end. But still his heart was sad to receive this kind of treatment.
"When do you want to hear me? not satisfied you make me wretched because you do not want to hear me?! try this time I'm going to cry if you still think I'm your husband?" exciting Alvaro. He repeatedly kicked his wife out. Repeatedly not going to see him. Why is his wife so stubborn.
"l. I.." the sentence she was about to say from home, swallowed all heard her husband's words.
"You want to know what Ra is?! just go to college there! find something more useful for your future!"
"But I want to be here with you" Tiara said with a tremble. Tears that had flowed when she saw her husband first now increasingly stirred.
"Make what? make me laugh because I'm disabled?!"
Tiara shook her head firmly. "I just want to live up to my obligation to take care of you Al."
"That's the same! that's because I don't think I can do anything. Because I'm just gonna trouble you!"
"It's not Al." Tiara was confused as to how to make her husband understand.
The girl held both hands of her husband. Looking at her husband's eyes. "Here I am Al! I don't care how hard our lives will be. We can afford Al! because being separated from you is actually harder for me to live with."
Alvaro was silent. Turned his face to look at anything as long as it wasn't his wife's eyes. He did not want to find the seriousness of his wife's words in those beautiful eyeballs. He must strengthen the heart. Fortify and thicken his heart so as not to easily melt.
"I want you back." Tiara's voice sounded desperate because her husband wouldn't look her in the eye. " I want us to be rich first Al. I'll let you do your nemenin in this healing process."
"Gue doesn't need your presence!"
"No papa if you don't need it today. But I'll come every day until you realize that you need my presence later."
"As far as you go! the important thing is not to expect more of this!"
"Ooh yes Al. I was making your favorite oxtail soup. Your mother said you were no longer eating because you often vomit, huh?"
Alvaro was silent. But the tip of his eye was watching his wife who was picking up the lunchbox in a paperbag beside him.
When the girl opened the lid of the box, the fragrance of the dishes her wife made instantly filled her sense of smell. Stained his stomach that had not been filled with any food. Let alone to eat heavy. Eating a little bread his stomach was already in a stirring. The young man who could swallow the fruit without vomiting was already very grateful.
For the size of Alvaro whose portion of food can not be said a little, just eating fruit is less for him. And now, looking at his wife's cooking made her saliva flow profusely within the mouth.
"I bribe ya Al." Tiara bargained with a radiant face. Wishing her husband would eat this voraciously as he did the first time the girl made it when her husband silenced her.
"Gue's not laper!" reject Alvaro ketus.
Before long, his stomach sounded. Making the young man to serve a brash stomach that can not be collaborated with.
Tiara put on a smile so as not to turn into laughter upon hearing the sound.
"Cobain dikiuittt by Al. If you don't like papa."
Alvaro weighed in between shame and hunger. Look at the spoon that is close to his mouth.
"Yes, I'm sure you are maksa." A spoonful of oxtail soup with a piece of oxtail in it went straight into his mouth.
In the heart of the young man smiled as he could feel back food other than fruit. What else is this made by his wife directly. Although it does not taste as good as mother-made, but Alvaro still likes it.
Some bribes Alvaro swallows. In fact, almost spent half that portion of rice and soup. As soon as one more bribe entered his mouth, his stomach felt stirred. As much as Alvaro's energy to hold so that the food he managed to eat is not released back. It's his wife's cooking. He won't throw it away.
"Udah Ra. I'm full." reject Alvaro and take a water bottle containing Tiara's warm orange and drink it.
"A little bit more Al."
"Gue said Ra's full!" exciting Alvaro.
"It's a little doang kok. You have time not abisin my cooking." said Tiara put up a sad mimic.
As Tiara was about to return to feed Alvaro, the young man brushed her aside until the food spilled out of disarray.
"That's right! I said full. Lo really maksa! it's not my fault it spilled!" ketus Alvaro's.
Tiara stared at the pity of the food she was cooking with great difficulty in the midst of her unfavorable condition. But look now it ends up on the grass like that.
The girl repeatedly took her breath so that her tears would not spill. Also so that he is not carried away by emotions that will further aggravate his relationship with the husband.
"Yes, no papa. What matters is that you eat."
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