FOR HER SAKE
Less Good News
In the first trimester Shevi was really weak. Every morning I can't eat breakfast and get sick. Frequent fainting which doctors say his body is not ready to accept changes.
His friends were really loyal to accompany him to fight. Every day after college they always come entertaining and encouraging for Shevi.
The five girls cried together the first time they were told what had really happened. They are angry with Alavin but can't do anything because Shevi doesn't want Alvin to know all this.
In the second quarter of Shevi is stronger and healthier. I started eating breakfast a little and never fainted again.
In pregnancy which began to step on seven months Shevi's stomach was quite large. Shevi could already feel her child actively moving. Especially when being spoken to or rubbed.
Shevi also often read fairy tales to her son. Because the doctor said it was good for the growth and development of his son so every day he always read a fairy tale and his son always responds.
Like tonight Shevi told her sister about Snow White. Because he knew his son was female at the USG yesterday.
" Waahh mommy's son seneng yes read this fairy tale ? Growing up healthy, baby. Mommy will take care of you even if there is no daddy "Shevi's tears always dripping every time she tells her about Alvin to her son.
Sometimes Shevi tells me what Alvin looks like. Good, good and so on. He didn't want his son to think he didn't have a father. He will always be honest with his son later even though he will not tell who his father really is when he was born and has started asking questions. He'll just say he has a good father.
" You can't be sad because daddy isn't the same as us, baby. Daddy doesn't love you. Daddy just didn't know you had "Shevi's voice shaking and it wasn't strong to cry anymore.
Shevi shut her mouth tightly so as not to let out her sobs. He didn't want his son to hear that he was crying. Suddenly his son kicked.
" Oh baby. Mommy is not sad "
If asked friends why he wanted to be called mommy. Shevi always answered because later her son will live and grow up in America.
Tok tok tok tok
There was the sound of the mother asking for permission to enter. Shevi rubbed her cheeks to wipe away her tears.
Mommy comes with a glass of milk chocolate specifically pregnant women in his hands.
" Drink the milk first, baby. " Mother handed the glass to Shevi and sat down next to her.
" Thank you mother.. " Mother just smiled and rubbed her son's long hair.
" Are you sad again, dear ?? " Mother can see Shevi's red eyes crying.
" Slightly hehe "Shevi smiled showing her teeth.
" You want to first fit pregnant mother Rasya if the father again out of town or out of your country who always make milk. Pas father died you strongin mother for spirit again. You are the one who makes you believe that you can go through it all. And now you also want you to believe that you can certainly love "Has grasped Shevi's fingers and rubbed.
" The doctor who used to check you said yesterday the results were good huh ? lady's grandpa ? " Shevi nodded in spirit.
" Waaahh just wait two months mother has become nenna nih "Canda the mother.
" Wouldn't be that old to call grandma. So nenna is "Mother laugh who laughs infectious to Shevi.
" Yes.. Recognize this deck nenna you "Shevi pulled the mother's hand to wipe her stomach.
" But baby.. Doctor Lisa says your pelvis is too small to be able to carry out a normal delivery. So Lisa's doctor was advised to make a sc operation to reduce the risk. You want ya ? " Mother can see the anxiety in Shevi's eyes as she listens.
" And again you can't max out for a normal body. Because it is dangerous for you and the baby's grandpa "Since pregnancy, Shevi's body changed only her stomach is getting bigger. While the other body does not experience any changes - what.
" When should Shevi have bun surgery ?? " Shevi's voice was already shaking as she said it.
" When your pregnancy has entered the age of 38 or 39 weeks. I hope his grandfather doesn't want to come out. Mommy is here now because you want you ready from now on. If the mother of love suddenly fear you are stressed or afraid that will even hinder the process later "Mother pulls Shevi into his arms.
" It's so sorry, baby. Pregnant without a husband, early pregnancy is heavy and now must be faced with this news. Sorry mom who can't take care of you. It may be true said the old father who wanted you to be with Shera escorted by a bodyguard. Mommy thinks you'll be okay because you don't know the media. So there's no business opponent of your father trying to hurt you and your brother. Sorry for not following your request. Only you can take care of your daughter "
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Now Shevi often attend classes Pregnant Women accompanied by friends - his best friend of course. Like today she has a class with Nay and Indah because Nurin and Lidia are in college.
When I got out of the car and walked to class, a mother approached.
" Shevi came with her friends again ? where is her husband ? kasian was a child already pregnant left behind husband again. Is there no husband, right ? " The mother smiled mockingly at Shevi.
" Heh ma'am watch his mouth. Want me to sambelin tuh mouth so add pedes. Fellow pregnant women kok his mouth rich chili nyinyir really "Beautiful clenched both hands. If only he had not been banned by Shevi he would have slapped or at least grabbed the mother. Because from the beginning Shevi took classes like that mom really likes to bother.
" I am pregnant there is a different husband with you "The mother is still defending herself.
" Basic mak attachments. His son is not rich. Shameful when the child had a rich mother that "Nay folded his hands in front of his chest and replied cynically.
" Please take care of your mouth, little boy !! " said the mother was angry.
" What must be kept his mouth tuh mother. mother who began to bother my friend. Do not mouth if diem fitting kissed her husband doang !! " Beautiful gets a plot from Nay and Shevi and Beautiful just grimace alone while scratching his back head that does not itch.
" Out of his mouth for the nyinyirin people mending to dzikir aja bu get reward. Yuk ah enter do not defend it "Nay people pull Shevi to enter followed Beautiful behind him.
When passing the mother was beautiful sticking out her tongue and then ran away when the mother glared at him.
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