FOR HER SAKE
Make peace

" Didn't you feel like I liked you?? I love you brother !! I love you brother !! "

Deg.

Alvin doesn't know what to respond to. He was at a loss to answer what to make this girl beside him understand without making him hurt or offended.

" Didn't you have the same feeling as me ?? answer bang ?? " Shera said softly with tears in her eyes.

" Baby brother with Shera. Just like my dear brother Rasya and Shevi. You're the younger brothers dear brother "It's impossible for Alvin to admit that he likes Shevi. Alvin did not want to add to the broken relationship of the two twins. She has not expressed her feelings to Shevi.

" So you're not lying, are you?? you don't have more of Shevi's feelings, do you ?? " Shera still looked at Alvin waiting for the young man's answer.

" yes brother did not lie "Alvin replied with a little stuttering.

" Now you're better off with Shevi. Not good sodaraan but rich gini fight. Moreover, this has been six months.. " Alvin's trying to get to Shera.

" You must not be jealous of what God has foreordained in your life. Maybe God doesn't want you to be tired so you can be free at home. Many you know children who go to school at the time of the lesson just because they want to go home. You should be grateful for the blessings you get now. " Alvin wiped Shera's tears with both of his thumbs.

" The matter of attention and affection is not the same mother is fair in loving the three of you. Mother never took sides with any of you. And so did my brother, because he loved you both. "

" And Shevi's friends aren't they your friends, too ?? Not during the play at home they are also good with you ?? have you and Shevi ever tried ?? "

" You're graduating high school soon and Shevi will be leaving you for New York right? You will definitely lose a lot later. Especially if you have not improved brother guarantees you will be nyesel.

So now use your time together well. Create the happy memories you shared before the distance separated you.

Maybe now you feel good - either there is no communication with Shevi. That's because Shevi is still in front of your eyes. You still see him well even though you're pretentious, you don't care but your heart can still feel it.

You're lucky you still have adek ra. While brother does not have a rich sibling you who every morning and night you can see it and share the likes and sorrows.

Brother asks you to take care of your brotherhood hububgan well.not to be destroyed just because - because of the trivial things rich gini.

Mother must be very sad every day to see her son not on greeting each other and diem - dieman so." Alvin pinched Shera's cheeks slowly while giving her smile.

That's right what Alvin said. Mother and Alvin never distinguish between the two of them. It is never unfair to love.

Shevi's friends also when playing at home always invite him to join them. Even their attitude already regards Shera as their own sahabat. But why is he still jealous??

It is natural that Alvin and Mommy were very attentive to Shevi because Shevi was sick. Wouldn't it be if he was the one who was sick they would all be paying attention to him as well? Even Shevi is also very attentive and defensive waiting for him to sleep in the hospital who only sleep on the couch just to take care of him. But why were his eyes so closed with jealousy. Until all the attention and sacrifice of his sister he forgot.

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After the sun began to return to his strife Alvin invited Shera to come home. Shera got down straight from the bike while Alvin was still sitting on his bike.

" Yes, you go home first. You're better off with Shevi. Tomorrow morning you pick me up to join brother and brother hope you guys are better. okay !! " Alvin gently rubbed Shera's head which was only taken by Shera and Alvin passed using his motor home.

After Alvin was unseen Shera turned her body and went inside the house. She heard Shevi laughing with mom in the kitchen cooking for dinner.

Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok

Shera knocked on the door quietly without saying a word of greeting.

Before long the door opened with Shevi who was ready with a nightgown and a doll in her hand.

" Tumben here. Why brother ?? " Shevi asked lazily.

" Can I come in ?? " Shera's a little nervous.

Shevi opened the door wide and coded with her chin for Shera to enter.

Shera stepped in and sat herself on Shevi's bed. Shevi closed the door and stepped closer to Shera. Shevi was still sitting quietly waiting for Shera to explain her purpose of coming to her room tonight - night like this.

After creating a long silence, Shera finally cleared his throat to relieve his nervousness before starting to speak.

" I'd like to apologize for all my unclear attitude towards you over the past few months. " Shevi sighed after knowing her brother's purpose came.

" Why did you arrive - apologize ? " Shevi's tone began to soften as it used to when she spoke to Shera.

" So my brother realized that I shouldn't be jealous of your life. Sorry deck.. all this time I feel life is not fair and only good with you. Life is too evil for me. You can go to school, be free to run and have a lot of friends while I what ?? " Shera started crying again in front of Shevi.

Shevi looked in the mirror and saw her sister crying and felt like that in her life.

" I'm sorry if you hate me. I'd love to tell you - if I were my twin, I wouldn't be jealous of what he has. If I didn't have a twin, I wouldn't have a disease like this. If only you guys knew how I felt. But I realize the deck. If I'm just jealous because Alvin bang deket same you. "

" But my brother - "Shevi's sentence was cut with words - she said.

" Yes, my brother loves us equally. I'm the dark one because when you're sick everyone cares about you and I'm neglected. Even though when I was sick, you all cared that even you were willing not to go to school to take care of me. But my eyes are dark deck, I'm used to being noticed when I'm sick so I can't take people's attention to you when you're sick. Sorry deck sister "Shera hugged the eraf Shevi's body that was shaking from crying just like her.

" Shevi sorry, sister.. Sorry I'm not sensitive to the feelings of Brother Shera yes. I'm sorry I'm a little sister didn't know I was grabbing everyone's attention from you. " Shevi was crying.

" You're not wrong on the deck. I was too selfish "

That night they vented all their pent-up feelings. Shera also recounted that she had confessed to Alvin if she loved the young man. There was a slight pain tucked in Shevi's heart upon hearing that. But it immediately created a sense of relief when Shera said Alvin's answer was that they thought they were sisters no more. I don't know what that feeling is Shevi doesn't know.

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