
...Face all obstacles and let's not hope. Because when you still have hope. That's where you have the future - Merry Riana...
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" Sister Nyesel, is my fiancee the same as me ?? " Shera sat next to Alvin next to his pool.
" Who said ? Brother did not feel right because "Alvin smiled at the sad girl next to him.
" Why did you run away ?? "
" But my brother did not run away. Brother just want to spend the same time together - older brother. And lowbat's brother. Tomorrow I will leave you healthy.. Don't make Mother the same sister - your sister is sad "Alvin rubbed Shera's head with a feeling of emptiness.
Honestly Alvin still thinks about Shevi. Feeling guilty for what happened three days ago. But the girl no longer wants to be in touch with Alvin, even Alvin's phone number is on the block.
" Bang.. Bang Alllll "Shera shook Alvin's hand as the young man daydreamed.
" Uh.. Why Ra ??? " Alvin scratched his back neck that was not itchy.
" Any brother daydreaming what is the ?? Do you still think Shevi ?? I asked tomorrow, can I go with nganter, right ?? " Shera pouted and folded her hands together in the chest.
" Not to bother Shevi anymore. And tomorrow you don't have to. Tomorrow I leave alone no one anterin kok "
" That's why I can sweat you brother, right ?? We will not meet for a long time "Shera is embarrassed to say it but he is also heavy away from Alvin.
" May dong. Here the hug of brother "Alvin stood up and greeted Shera with both hands. And the girl immediately scattered her body tightly hugging Alvin.
" I'm sorry Ra if I can't love you. I'm sorry if one day I want to know or hurt you. Again sorry Ra.. " Alvin can only express it in his heart.
Above them in the balcony of his room Shevi cried without a sound to hear the conversation of the two of them.
" I'm sorry Brother Shera.. Sorry I was khyanatin lo "
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A month after the incident, activity returned to normal. Shevi had also not thought too much about the incident anymore. He is no longer sad. Shevi knew what had happened could never be fixed. So rather than continue to be sad, he better fill his activities with more useful things.
For a month almost every day Shevi was not at home. She always goes to school or plays with her friends. Departing early in the afternoon sometimes after dinner he came home.
But today Shevi hasn't left the room yet. Even missed breakfast the next morning. Mother Karina who is on holiday because it is Saturday, bringing food for her daughter.
Mother directly entered without knocking on the door first. Shevi was sleeping under her blanket.
Mother put a tray containing food utensils beside the bed. Then walk window opens the curtain and door to the balcony so that the air in this room can be replaced with fresh.
" Wake up baby already noon "Mother is sitting next to Shevi and gently rubbed her daughter's head.
" Shevi is still sleepy.. And I think Shevi did not feel well Shevi's stomach was very nauseous this morning "Not wake up Shevi even more tightened the blanket.
" You're dizzy, baby ?? are we doctors, right ?? Or do you want Doctor Sinta to come here ?? " Mother is worried to hear her son is not feeling well. He feels guilty for always monitoring Shera's health but Shevi is neglected.
" Yes already so let's eat first later rest not go anywhere first. You're so rare at home even on weekends though "Mother helps Shevi sit down and feeds her breakfast.
" Kan Shevi learns to prepare for college later bun. "although not every day the lesson. The impact in the heart.
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In the Netherlands Alvin is getting untouched. Alvin can no longer control his emotions. Anyone who offended him even though his intentions were only jokingly directly exposed to the raw bogeman from him.
Sisil and Alex don't even dare to pervert in Alvin's apartment anymore. Once Alvin found out they were making love and Alvin immediately opened the door of their room and berated them by yelling cursing all sorts of emotions.
But at other times Alvin can cry and fall into his room alone. Alex who could not bear to see his best friend lost control like that ventured to approach Alvin who was sitting on the floor sinking his face between his knees while crying.
" Broo really why ?? " Alex patted Alvin on the shoulder and sat down next to his best friend.
Alvin lifted his face. Faces of frustration and regret.
" I got engaged yesterday in Indonesia. Same fiancee twin sister the girl I love. But the jerk again I even mengawarin my girl over - instead of my own fiance "Alvin bitterly smile.
" I'm an asshole. I don't want to be engaged to him. But instead of refusing I even hold the same answer Shevi the girl I love. The answer to my heartache. Even though I'm under the influence of alcohol, I'm a jerk. There is no justification for what I have done. And I've messed up Shevi "Alex just kept listening to all that Alvin has been listening to all this time alone.
" I can't tell our family because she's afraid we'll get married and even hurt her sister. He's even blocking my number now. I'm an asshole.I don't think I'm sorry about him.. ARRRGGHH "Alvin stands up and destroys everything nearby.
" Stop Vin "Alex gripped Alvin's shoulder strongly as Alvin grew older and invited him to sit on Alvin's bedroom couch.
" Lo can be disappointed because your girl told you to fiancee with her brother. You can just miesel because you've ruined that girl. But you don't let your parents worry because your college is a mess. Don't be sorry if you can't graduate. " Alvin looks a little calmer than before.
" What happened will never come back. Everything happens for a reason. Sometimes you don't understand the reason. But he always brings a lesson. So don't be sorry and take the lesson and don't repeat it." Alex patted Alvin on the shoulder a few times.
" Come on Vin.. I'm not afraid to bother Sisil even we enjoy it.hahaha "Tampolan floated in Alex's head.
" I'm not lo ya perverted couple !! "
" Why besides I'm a pervert but you're more perverted and coercive. If I am a happy person without coercion. Sory sory nih Vin. charm me high "Alex combing his hair back with his cocky style.
" Fuck you "They chuckle together.
True said Alex, who already happened to want how again. Mending is now setting a better future. I don't want to abuse my parents. Because I'm their only hope - Alvin
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