Grabbing Asa
obeisance

Several times I knocked on the door, but no one said anything. I kept knocking at a fast tempo but the house still looked quiet. I tried to open the door but it was locked.

“ck, where the hell Faris” grumbled

“Sabar, may be going” his word softly

“There go, I can wait myself”

But he just smiled in response, upsetting me himself.

“Yes Allah, Ma'am, Mbak why?” faris who just arrived

Maybe he was surprised to see me, a messy appearance, puffy eyes, and my way of speaking was still as hot as it was.

“Mbak,..”

“gpp, cepet open the door!” cut me off

“iya, yes, patience!” Faris opened the door with an annoyed face

I looked around the house, looking quiet and clean. I walked into the kitchen, saw the whole kitchen, it still looked the same, there was no baking equipment.

“Faris.. Faris” shouts.

“Do not shout, Ma'am, samperin Farisnya” shouted dad from the front room

I was pissed off, he said I could yell but screamed. I approached Faris and asked “Today gk There is an order? How can anyone make a cake?” yakoku ferak

“Mbak, tuh yes, abis nangis until the eyes so swollen that in asked even the order is not his break” said astonished

Dad chuckles and says “ya, that's how Mbakmu”

I clucked in annoyance, I walked towards the room with a stomp of my feet and closed the door a little hard

“Riris is sick, so the order in abortin is the same Faris” he cried

“Once on holiday gpp kali” said Dad

“iya.iya” I replied lazily

I took the photo that was stored in the closet. I clenched strongly to vent the longing I could not channel.

“Mother, help me, what should I do, Ma?” my monologue

“should I forgive Dad, Mom? Honestly I'm really happy to be back like this, with my monologue Father” again

My eyes warmed up, the clear liquid that I had been holding back finally escaped as well. The tightness in my chest I couldn't avoid. I was so late in crying. Until the sound of the debate made me realize. I'm gonna get out and see what happens.

“You... All because you” aunt Vania pointed at me.

“Stop Vania! Never blame my daughter!” Father said firmly

Aunt Vania fell silent, but before long she took out a gun from her pants pocket, she pointed it at me. Faris shouted to the citizens, and so did Father who looked panicked

I closed my eyes, didn't know what to do, before long the sound of the gun was heard all over the room but I didn't feel anything. I opened my eyes, and I saw Dad lying covered in blood.

“Ayaaah” I screamed and I put Dad's head on my thigh

“tadi, Mbak call what?” Parau

“Dad, Dad must endure, Dad must be strong” I cried with sobbing. He smiled and closed his eyes.

I shook his shoulder. No response from Dad. Dad's still closed. I'm getting panicked. I screamed for help, people flocked to my house. And help Dad, take him to the nearest hospital.

“Dad, forgive Mbak”

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Walking Pacing, my heart is restless, because Dad is still in check.

“Mbak” Faris comes with gasping breath

“Where did you come from?!,”

“chasing aunt Vania, but now aunt has been arrested and already in the police station” he said

I turned my face, looked back at the operation door. Yes, the doctor is trying to take the bullet that was on you. Before long the door of the room opened featuring a white-robed man.

“Dok, how is my Dad doing?,” my question

“to the point, Dok” I can't wait

He breathed softly then said “Color Wound the shot, Your father can not be saved right, Maaf” he said

My body slid to the floor, sobbing in front of Dad's room. Faris hugged me. Calm myself.

“Dad, Sorry” my tears broke as Faris led me to Dad's room

“sorry, sorry” muttered

“Mbak.”

“Dad, Ris, Ayah” I said with a cry

A couple of nurses came over, to bathe Dad's body. I'm still sobbing, like a dream it feels, losing someone we love. Sister Rosa came I saw her clenched hand, looking at me with a cynical look. But then he slapped at me but was stopped by Faris. Faris's reddened eyes held back Anger, his breathing hunted, He threw out Brother Rosa's rough hands.

A nurse came over, broke up the commotion we made. Sis Rosa cried, I know it's hard for Sis Rosa too, 'cause it's been years with Dad.

Dad's body is buried in TPU near Dad's house. After the funeral was over, I went straight home, and came back crying in my room. Regret always comes at the end making my chest tight. Sometimes I just want to take time so that he does not beat fast, swallow my age is also happy. As well as things that have gone before, I want to end my time with Dad.

“Dad, Sorry Mbak”

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Faris POV

After coming home from the funeral I immediately rested in the room. All day I locked myself in my room, went out if I needed to, and with Mama, I didn't see Mama after coming home from the funeral. I approached Mbak's room, and knocked on the door, but there was no word from Mbak, just a sob.

“Mba, Eat yuk!,” Invite me

Ma'am, open the door with a messy appearance, puffy eyes, a stuffing that hasn't stopped, and hair that is ruffled.

“Faris, Lapar” I rubbed my stomach feeling hungry

“Let's eat, Ma'am is also hungry” mbak walked towards the kitchen to take a meal and his eyes looked around the kitchen

“Which meal?,” ask

“kan not yet, Mbak masak” said me with a snort

“Astaghfirullah, so you haven't cooked yet?!” tanyanya and I shook their heads in response

“you call, Ma'am to cook?!” Speak with my emotions that are starting to ignite

“hehe, yes,” my word without load

“Faris!” her scream

I ran to the front room and shouted “Faris wait yes, Mbak food”

Samar I heard Mbak grumbling, but still Mbak cooking, long I waited finally Mbak came with a plate of fried rice

“Old cards? Just another plate bring her”, I said

“This make, Ma'am, you cook yourself, have Mbak masakin rice, stay in fried” he said by pointing me

“Ck, Mbak tuh yes, aja” calculation said I pouted

She ignored me, and returned to tears

“Mbak, why?,” just slow down

“After time can be reset,,,”

“Mbak, no twilight and eternal rain” I say cut Mbak's words

“as well as the clock shaft, there are no numbers written many times, each has its phase, then what do you regret?” say again

“ past? No matter what, Ma'am, time will never come back”

“tumben sage” said

“Eh, how is the nickname live this way?!” Mbak said after seeing a plate of fried rice left as much as possible

“thank you, Mbak” said to me and ran to the room

“Faris!” He screamed again and I just laughed from inside the room

I lay staring at the ceiling of the room, rubbing the stomach that was full, because from that moment I was eating it. I was silent for a moment, only at night did I speak to a longing, a longing that could never be expressed. This house is so much to save memories to make longs still neatly attached.

The house contains 2 rooms 1 front room and kitchen and bathroom. Mother's house, which was passed down to us, made us look in the shadows with memories. Only incomplete stuff. Maak prefers to equip kitchen utensils because it helps him to make cakes and make money.

“Bu, Well, Ra, Faris here is struggling to get up, even though the memories with you guys” murmured me