GRAND DUKE'S NEPHEW!!
Vigilant

"Yes! tell me how long I'm sleeping?"

"The daughter has been asleep for a month..."

"uhukk... WHA! don't you joke!" my voice raised in surprise

"How dare a little ladyboy like me joke..."

"Easy! forget it, the important thing is now that I'm awake!"

"Really! we were very sad when the princess did not wake up, but we are also happy because now the princess has woken up!"

"..."- ".I couldn't speak anymore, when I heard Tya's honest words

I felt the emotions from the words of the lady-in-waiting just now, the feelings of sadness, joy, happiness mixed into one. I felt like crying knowing the feelings of this lady, who had always been this indifferent to me.

"Yes! how long have you been working in this residence?"

"Since I was 8 years old"

"How old are you now?"

"27 years! Why does the princess ask about my age?" inquiringly

"No, no I have no bad intentions.. I just want to ask you... does the grand Duke have a lover?"

"Master has never had a lover all this time.why did the princess ask..."

"IS THE DUKE NOT HUMAN? EVEN ANIMALS HAVE AT LEAST HAD A PARTNER..." I was carried away by emotions, to make Tya surprised

"Daughter!" sharp rebuke

My determination is now becoming stronger to find a partner for the bachelor grand duke. I can't let the grand duke stay single until his old age. I can't even imagine how lonely his grand Duke has been all this time.

Although it seems like the Grand Duke has never been lonely because wars are still everywhere. If only the war had been human-shaped, I would have loved to mate with a lonely Grand Duke. If my best friend were here too, I would ask him to make a novel about 'Lonely Duke'.

"Now what stairs and what days?"

"23 saka!" (saka-one of the days in the novel calendar)

"WHAT!"

"What's the princess?"

"Tonight accompany me to sleep, for my feelings tell me that something bad is going to happen tonight!"

"What kind of bad stuff? let me be alert"

"Maybe tonight I'll jump from there." point me to the balcony.

"..." There was no response, except a shocked and incredulous look from him

I only remember the date, not the day or the month in the calendar of this novel. Fortunately I have a good memory, even though it is not perfect to remember everything. I was tired of thinking about things that would happen later, I was also afraid that if it turned out that my death was this close.

"Hahh. if I could go back even for a moment..."

"Where does the princess want to go?"

"Haha..it's nothing, just ignore it..."

"..." but Tya looks like she's investigating me

My body is tired and so is this heart contaminated by a brain that never stops thinking. It hurts to keep all this to myself, I want to vent. But if I confide in the people of this world, they're afraid they'll think me crazy and I don't want it.

All right, just think of all this torturous thinking as an obstacle for me to have lived in this world. Hopefully there is a reward that is worth me later after completing this hurdle and I hope the rewards do not disappoint. I feel sorry for myself for the first time in my life.

If I usually be optimistic even though my life and family are not as wise in this world. But because there is no family (family in the previous life) here, then lost the spirit in this self. What is clear is that I must survive this cruel life, hopefully not the severe suffering I will receive.