GRAND DUKE'S NEPHEW!!
Taste It...

Arriving at the room, I immediately laid down my tired body unmatched. Even I accidentally chased away the servants who wanted to help me clean up so that I could rest comfortably.

Today for the first time I complained too much about the work that kept coming. Somehow my emotions became unstable and easily tired after the incident in the forest that night. It feels like my body is still goosebumps considering how creepy the monsters we exterminated back then.

I was scared, very scared at that time, but because I looked at my face as the head of the family, I forced my fear into a fulcrum of encouragement. At that time, my body actually pegged in fear when I saw 4 monsters coming against our journey.

Even now I want to cry after recalling the events of that time, because it was indeed very terrible for me. I, who was always safe and comfortable living in this world, was suddenly met with an unreasonable monster, how can I be mediocre even though finally all that can be passed.

Not to mention my fear of the broken food is not left, increasingly making this head sick and heavy to think. Please, I want to scream for help to anyone who hears my screams right now. Please help me solve this problem, I need a solution quickly due to the insistence of time.

It felt like I really wanted to cry, I was already not strong with the torture of duty as the head of this piling up temporary family. Although it was not only the grand duke Argen family that carried out this kind of social activity, there were still many noble families that did what I did now to help the casualties and the war soldiers.

I want to get my hands off all this, but I can't get carried away with emotions for a moment like this. I'd rather spend weeks in a workspace with a pile of files than go straight to the scene of a thing like this.

"Are you crying??" suddenly out of nowhere Leon greeted me with his hoarse voice

"!!!" his face looks shocked

"Go! I don't want to be disturbed.. hikss!"

There was no reply from him, who either had already left or was still standing behind me I didn't care. For the time being I just want to put out all the sadness and stifling vexation in this chest. If I could I would also want to scream out loud without caring about anything, but it couldn't.

Only one thing can calm me down from this sadness, which is to recall the face of the owner of the magic tower that had been faint in my memory. Her face was so shady and soothing that, I missed her, I wanted to meet her even if it was okay for a second.

Unknowingly a thin smile that was getting fractured adorned my face that still continued to rain. I couldn't hide the happiness full of admiration when I remembered her soothing face. I don't know when I'll see her again, which is obviously my first and last love in this world.

"I want it." I said after returning to the spirit again.

That sad love story has now come to my life, even though I realized that all this love would end up in vain, I don't care. As long as I can be happy when I love him unilaterally like this, until then I will still sincerely and sincerely love him who does not love me.