GRAND DUKE'S NEPHEW!!
I'm Tau... But Choose Silence!

When the address of the bookshop I gave him Leon looked at me with those deep eyes. He said nothing to the point of making me tilt my head in confusion, with the intent of his gaze.

"You want me to come with you?" ask me finally

"Make it again!" he said immediately pull my arm

"Eits, wait a minute! I need to change clothes first!"

"Wear what's on your body right now, I'm lazy to wait for you berias that can spend hours..."

"Hey..wait a minute! After all, I still have to pay attention to my appearance, let alone this is my first day out of the residence, after a long time in the territory!" Leon took my hand and turned to look at me

"What did you say! You're the bad guy in this world, no matter how you look like a villain!" he said with a squint

"Yes, yes, yes, I am the most evil villain!" my annoyance immediately pulled the bells

Deti and the other ladies-in-waiting immediately entered the room as usual. After I said I wanted to go out, they all immediately helped me get ready. At first glance I saw Deti's facial expression which was like objecting if I came out now. Especially after I said if I don't want to be with anyone, with the reason to go with Leon.

I know Deti is worried about me, who is famous for having many enemies in this imperial city. Fortunately the one who is now in charge of serving me is not that chatty Qirca, just ignore Qirca who is here now maybe he won't let me out of the residence in the least. Especially with the condition of my body that is still tired due to the long journey, from the region outside the imperial city.

Right now I'm giving Qirca time off to an uncertain time, because I know that a young mother needs a lot of time to take care of the baby and the family. Let's just say he's on vacation for the next few years, so that I can torture him to the fullest, after he returns to this residence. Because the work I have to do is unrelenting, even though it is always done on time.

"Pick up some simple clothes!" reject me when they bring fancy dresses

"What about this one, miss?"

"What's even simpler..."

"..." they all became confused

One closet is not enough they dismantle, all this is my fault that always attach importance to the impression of evil, so buy all the luxury clothes in the capital. I realized that I was too ambitious to look like a bad woman, even though I was not comfortable with what I was doing, even the clothes I usually wear were not clothes that could make me comfortable.

"What about this one, miss?"

"All right! just wear it!" my breakup finally

"I'll order some more simple dresses today!" deti said she was busy helping me wear a dress

"Remember, order a simple dress!"

"Yes!" she smiled sweetly as usual

"Can we go now?" leon suddenly appeared

These sweet ladies of mine look shocked by Leon's sudden appearance. I can't do anything with her who likes to show up all of a sudden, I just hope everyone around me gets used to her presence. Let's hope they get used to it quickly, so that I don't have to see their tense and frightened faces again in the future.

"We're leaving now!" I said step up immediately

"You look sweet!" ogre

"What did you just say?" I want to make sure of what he said just now again

"Yes, yeah, yeah, what did you say!"

Outside the horse carriage had been prepared, the two of us immediately boarded this walking hotel-like horse carriage quietly. Leon doesn't talk this much, so I don't have to bother asking him to stop talking.

The air here is so fresh and soothing, I love this place more than any other place. Little children who run around, like not having any burden, adults who are busy talking or just exchanging greetings on the streets, like, as well as the flowers that grow decorate every house makes this place like a city in a fairy tale country.

I purposely let the train window to enjoy this beautiful sight, a sight that made me unable to stop to smile. It feels like I am always happy wherever I am, is this feeling present because I am satisfied with my current life?, or is it because I still think that this world is just a dream?.

Everything is still uncertain, even though I have spent a lot of time in this place. I'm a woman who has (feel) lived in the modern world, it never hurts not if I enjoy all this. Because I'm only going to focus on what's happening today, not the future.

"Stop smiling, you can be mistaken for a crazy person later!" leon broke the silence

"I'm a crazy woman! if I were sane, wouldn't I probably sit in a carriage with the king of darkness!" I smiled at him who immediately turned away

"Suddenly silly." whether he was upset or what, his face was clearly flushed red.

"Hihihi..you're funny!" my laughter saw him who was now like a wolf in a grill

"!!!" He turned even more and sat back to me

He's the king of darkness in this world, though I'm sure he has a taste for me. I would still give her a real limit if I would never repay her feelings. I like him as a brother, not as a man I can love. I can trust him, I can love him, I can die for him too, but I can never be his soul mate, even if I'm destined to be.

Right now, my love is hurting because it's always looking at me suspiciously. I want to hate it and learn to forget it, although it must be hard, but I will still try to stay away from it, even though this love continues to insist on wanting to have it.

I'll love her from afar and hate her up close. Now I realize one thing, if it turns out that releasing sincere love is not as easy as turning my face to another man. I can still smile and admire every handsome man I meet, but I can't forget his face. I hope that one day, Zed can see me as a woman, not as a monster to avoid.

"Daughter! we have arrived!" the coachman said after knocking on the train door

"We're going out!" sahutku

"!!!" Leon was silent when I walked in

"Why silence? Aren't you the one who wants to go to this place!" I said looking at him who immediately threw away his face

"!!!" he's still quiet

"Yes! you can't be angry!" I teased her

"Ma, how could I be angry... Ka, if you have arrived, what to be angry about!" he said he rushed to the bookshelf

"Khihihi.." my laughter saw him who stepped stiffly.

"Welcome, young lady and young master! is there anything I can help you with!" greet the bookstorekeeper, it seems

"I'd like to take a look at the collection of romantic novels!" I said politely and energetically

"Ma, come with me, miss!" he said stuttering immediately took me to the shelves of novels

I had no intention of teasing this guard, but why was he tempted???. Whatever, I'll just focus on helping Leon find a novel that suits his taste today.