
It seemed that the young doctor did not really intend to examine my wounds, so he was flat from the start to go inside the room. Maybe the young doctor is the type of person who likes to look at the status of someone, yes natural course because I am still a princess who is ignored by everyone. Even in the outside world there are still many people who consider that princess Nyura is still a weak person and ignored by all members of the imperial family.
Although I did get a little attention from the emperor, I was still ignored. I also do not want and no longer interested in having a position in this empire, because I am lazy to get involved with the seizure of the throne. Why would I compete among fools like them, if I only had to say one sentence to ask Leon for a country.
"Are you not angry?" ask Leon after everything comes out
"Well... I'm not angry, just a little annoyed!"
"Do I need to kill that guy?"
"It seems unnecessary, I'm lazy to deal with the matter for now!"
"Then! Are you just going to be quiet like this when people out there underestimate you?" he said he sounded annoyed
"Bahhh... I am tired of being in this world! Everything bored me for a moment! What am I supposed to do?" ask myself to stare blankly out the window
Outside the sky is bright, not too hot or cloudy, it seems suitable to go for a short walk to relieve this boredom. I'm also almost sick of reading novels that are only full of romance that ends happily. Even if I meet a novel that ends tragically, I get bored. I'm really tired of this life to the point that it makes me confused what to do?
"Hey... I want to ask you something!" I said staring at him flat
"Say! If you want me to kill..."
"Yes! I want you to kill someone..."
"I'll do it soon!" he said he was satisfied to turn around
"Of course..."
"Then... Quickly kill me." I said jumping down from the bed to face him
Others did not react, only the look in his eyes that did not look like "CK.." he clucked in annoyance after a moment of silence.
"Quick do!" I said to pull his hand to grab my neck but on the edge of it
"Are you tired of living!" he said coldly he pulled me against the wall
"Yes I am so bored.I am tired of this life." I said with a smile but strangely my tears came dripping without excuse.
Leon was stunned to look at me who was still confused as to why I could cry "Stop crying!" he wiped my tears
My chest felt tight, I could not breathe comfortably as my cries grew more and more. I missed my family in a previous life, I wanted to go home. I miss those who always annoy me with myself. I miss people who pretend they don't care about me, I miss them so much.
"I want to go home." I cried in his arms.
Leon was just silent mute letting me cry on his body, without returning my embrace on his body. Somehow my family is there now, are they okay? As long as I don't exist. Are they looking for me who suddenly disappeared from their world? I want to go home.
"I want to go home." I whine once again.