
It was already the third day on their arrival, but the emperor again sent in large numbers of reinforcements, after the first aiders came and invaded the territory. Thank goodness, since I don't have to bother anymore thinking about the matters in this region, because all of their tasks are taking over.
Now I just sit in the garden enjoying the tea time quietly, watching those who are confused in and out of the residence. Perhaps because a second favor was coming, the people in this residence became even more busy to welcome them.
They made the budget I donated wasted just to welcome the coming messengers. It seems that I have to return to the grand Duke's residence, to launch my well-planned grand stunt in the head.
Tumben today Leon didn't say much, since this morning he's never denied me a word. It was like acting as my real assistant, even getting rid of my previous two assistants.
"Hemm... It looks like you're too deep into my assistant role!" I said breaking the silence between us
"..." she put down the tea glass gracefully before replying "I'm just following what the princess wants!" the answer is polite
"Hey... look! even the way you drink and put back the glass is more graceful than me!" I patted the jidat
"That's because you're acting at will, if you want to be graceful, you might be more charming!"
"You're mem.." I was floating as Raffes passed by not far in front of us
"Daughter! control your facial expressions!"
"What is my current facial expression?" I said without taking my eyes off her
"You seem to want to pounce on the figure you are looking at right now, and that is not the attitude of a lady!"
"..." just ignore what he said
I immediately rearranged my facial expression when suddenly Raffes turned his head towards where we were right now. Leon chuckled to find my expression changing as fast as lightning, after being stared at by Raffes from a distance there.
Duh how is this, it seems I started to grow the seeds of love on his face. But I have to be strong, I can't cheat on Zed, before I can get Zed I'll stand by and hold these seeds off from sprouting.
I was afraid if later the sprouts that have grown, forget the tangle and cure until it ended in vain. Let it be for now I hope and hold fast to the wishful thinking that may be washed away by the wind asking to be forgotten.
"Daughter! the emperor's envoys have already arrived inside the residence!" report my assistant Missa in a hurry
"How soon is this?" I was surprised to almost spout the tea I drank
"I, that's, Mr. Zed's coming, too..."
"Who is coming?" ask me to stand up immediately
"Mr Zed, the owner of the magic tower... They used teleport.." I didn't listen to Missa's continuation anymore.
At this moment my face somehow felt very hot and my heart was like it was about to be dislodged from its place. I was nervous when I heard that Zed was now inside the residence, I couldn't control myself. Even the voices of the servants who asked me to pay attention to the appearance could not be heard clearly.
I'm too happy for now, anyone don't bother me and don't wake me up from this dream. Sure enough, I really have fucked up just because he never glanced at me but I loved so much.
"... Princess!!!" intercept Leon while I'm still in the world of happiness
"Reserve yourself! Don't make yourself look like a lady who's in love drunk!"
"Well... Whatdidyou say?" I didn't hear his voice clearly
"..." - ".Leon touched my hand and gave me something to calm my heart
"Have I lost control again?" I asked myself to curse myself, and shook off Leon's hand
"..." - ".He looked at me flatly
"Never go away from my side, and continue to make me in order to control myself." I asked him, rather I needed the strength of his to calm my mind and heart.
After a bit of calm I and my followers immediately entered the already noisy residence filled with humans. In the midst of these useless humans, I saw a figure that I loved dearly. Our eyes met, making me want to jump into her warm and pleasant embrace.
"Daughter! control your expression!" scold Leon again
"She will be my soul mate in this world." I stared at her with a pushy look
"Throw that thought away, if you don't want to get hurt!" He reminds me of reality
"But I want to hold her..."
"Do you want to embarrass yourself?"
"..." I shook my head in doubt
"Then act like you normally do!" Leon touched my hand back and gave a cold feeling that immediately ambushed my heart
The coldness she gave off seemed to be freezing all my feelings of admiration for Zed up ahead. Right, I should control this feeling if I don't want to be embarrassed and humiliated. But it seemed like my ambition to embrace her was too great, to make me step boldly through the crowd to approach her.
"!!!" right now I am standing in front of him
"What are you doing lady?" he said with an unhappy face
"Let me hold you.." I don't know why my body immediately hugged his body which was right in front of me.
"What are you doing lady!!" his loud screams pushed my body to the ground
"What did that woman just do to Mr. Zed..."
"Truly a shameful gesture..."
"It is fitting that he has been nicknamed the woman 'Erotomania' in the upper class association! ckck! it really embarrassed the imperial family and grand Duke Argen!"
"In addition to being known as an Erotomanian woman, she is also known as a high-class social criminal.. ckckck!"
"Daughter!" Missa and the others immediately approached me
"I'm fine!" I refused their help
"Look at his haughty attitude, whether learned from where..."
"Ckckl! totally disgraceful..."
"Are you all quiet!" leon said coldly making everyone speechless
Instantly after Leon let out a voice, everyone who was using me fell silent. Similarly, Zed who was also depressed by Leon's creepy atmosphere. Leon was really an assistant I could count on, he knew how to act when his employer was humiliated.
"When his faults also tempted me!" lirihku was upset immediately leaving the crowd
"Do you want me to embarrass him..."
"No! don't make it look silly in front of people, because I won't forgive you if anything happens to her!"
"You've really been blinded by love!" he patted the furious eel
"I'm more upset with you being so friendly and polite to me! come back like the king of darkness I know" my anger hastened the steps toward the room.
Today I have truly embarrassed myself in front of everyone. But somehow I do not feel regret at all, because my desire to embrace him has been realized?. Maybe so, maybe not, which is clear now I am happy and upset at the same time.
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Erotomania is a disorder that makes a person believe or very sure that there are people who are in love with him. But, that's not true. In fact, sufferers of psychiatric problems can also assume there are famous people who fall in love with them. Erotomania sufferers have a strong belief that they are liked by someone even though the person does not know or has never met the sufferer.