Hacking Flavors
Confess Honestly

Laila gave her most beautiful smile to me. His two twin dimples formed a beautiful basin that attracted my eyes and heart soul.

I recognize the same love that Laila used to show me every time we throw a glance. Or every time we share a laugh. Or every time we feel a sense of lara.

His suffering is my sorrow. Her deserted fan became desolate to me. Her happiness is my hope. And I caught all the turmoil of taste mixed into one on the bead of the eye that is now looking at me.

"Er..lan.." whispered his sweet sound because of the love spice he poured in every letter of my name that was pronounced.

In a crummy state and trapping tired, my Laila came back to say my name again for the last time before finally exhaustion was taking her soul away.

Slowly the sound of the heart rate detection machine located near Laila showed a beep. Beeps. Beeps. Which is slowing down.

And I know. I know, even though no one told me that my breakup with Laila was going to happen soon.

Beeps. Beeps. Beeps.

"La. please. stay with me. please. stay with me forever.. give me some time to make you happy, Yang.." I look down with my face down.

I no longer have the power to look into my Laila's face now. Because I had a chance to find a void in his eye view.

"Stay with me, La. please. some more time.hiks.."

I was crying. And I kept crying like a kid who lost his favorite toy.

I didn't realize when all of a sudden a group of people came into the room and took me aside from Laila's side.

I didn't realize when the people who turned out to be doctors and nurses were working on something to help my Laila.

I was pulled by a hand to get out of the room. I waited in front of the room where Laila was.

All that time I just kept crying and crying. Until the moment someone slapped my right cheek hard.

Plaque!

"Zill! What are you doing?!" I heard Mark ask the brother.

"He, Brother! From the beginning of Mama's admission to the hospital, she's the one who's caused Mama's tension to be high!" Nila's accusation sounded very fierce.

I fell silent and cried in silence, as the two brothers were busy discussing me in front of myself.

"Don't do it, Nile. Don't blame anyone else. Maybe it's time for Mama to follow Papa." said Mark in a sad tone.

When I heard Mark say that, I immediately raised my face and stared at him fiercely.

'No! Laila can't catch up with me! I'm back already. So he should hold on to stay with me!'

That's a sentence I'd love to say to Mark for his sassy remarks earlier.

Honey, I'm still too gagu to talk back. I just looked at Mark with my ferocious gaze.

Unfortunately, Mark again misinterpreted my gaze. Then he said.

"I'm sorry, Bang. Nila was again shaken so she just talked and accused Abang who was not happy," Mark said with a sorry look.

"Sister! Why do you apologize to him! Indeed, because she's Mama's condition suddenly so down! It was inside too Mama went straight down right Mama saw him! I think she and Mama have a special relationship. And Mama's really shocked to see him here!" Guided Nila on fire.

But.. then. Where should I go? My only love in this world is Laila. If I had to get away from the beat of my life, wouldn't that be the same meaning I would have to give up the life I borrowed in my new body?

Near me, Mark and Nila's conversation continued. In the meantime, I was busy with my own thoughts.

No matter how long we waited in front of Laila's room, I didn't count the time.

All I know is when the doctors and nurses finally re-open the door to get out. A young doctor survives on the doorstep to explain Laila's current condition.

I did not hear details from the doctor. The only thing I realized was when the doctor declared that Laila's condition was safe again.

'Thank God!' my heart is relieved in a short happiness.

My happiness immediately deflated when I heard the next explanation from the doctor.

"But, please maintain the patient's emotional stability, Miss and Master. Don't let Madame Laila have another shock. Follow what he wants if he can. And often invite him to talk. Usually togetherness with loved ones is able to increase the percentage of recovery of a patient," said the doctor.

"Okay, Doc! Thank you! So now my mom is sleeping?" Ask Mark then.

"Yes. We just gave him a sedative. Let him rest first. Do not make a crowd when visiting it. Worrying it will make the patient become stressed later. Then, excuse me!" Said the doctor, who left.

After the doctor spoke, I was about to go back into the room to see my Laila back. But an outcry restrained my steps at the door.

"Stop! Don't see my mom again!" Kecam Nila forbade me from entering.

"Zill! Don't be so rude! Bang, sorry yes, Bang. My grandfather was still in shock, like him," Mark said with an unkind look.

"It's okay.I can understand his feelings," I replied in a slightly hoarse voice.

"Good! Brother, let me take care of Mama first. Brother go home. Please come home and get my change of clothes, brother. I'm going to catch Mama last night" Nila told Mark.

That girl completely ignored my existence now.

I'm not mad at Nila. It's just that I'm sad because I can't get close to my Laila anymore.

'Do I have to tell them about my identity?' ask me to think in my heart.

"dude? Bang?!"

I woke up from my brief daydream just a moment ago.

His form is now on the doorstep just me and Mark alone. Nila had already entered Laila's room.

"Can we talk for a second?" Pinta Mark suddenly to me.

I nodded at his request. We then sat side by side on a long bench that was not far from the room Laila was in.

Mark hasn't had a chance to talk, I just said what I wanted to tell him since.

"Mark, I'm Erlan. Your birth papa!" Say it with a firm look.

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