
I tried to ignore the annoyance that began to appear because of the perverted accusations from Karina. To him, I just asked.
"Truely, what are you holding me here, Rin? Hurry along! Maghrib in a minute. As soon as we get home," I said trying to 'escape' from the woman in front of me.
Karina raised next to her eyebrows. With both hands in front of the chest. Stared intensely like that, something inside me started to feel uncomfortable.
Moreover, at a glance I see, the shape of the front area of his body becomes more ballooning.
"Ohuk!" I turned my eyes in the other direction.
Deg. Deg.
Ba dump's. Ba dump's.
'Ah! Damn it! Like her this heart has spontaneously reacted every time I faced Karina like this. Woy heart! Remember Laila, woy! Remember Laila!!' I remind myself in my heart.
Remembering the name Laila, my heart pounded slowly becoming calmer. The pain of losing my Laila almost a month ago made me a little bit able to set my heart rhythm back to near normal.
But I was shocked when suddenly Karina stepped forward. And swiftly, the woman pulled my neck until my head would not want to be forward.
I knew my nose hit Karina's nose, too. And I could see both irish eyes that were not just ordinary chocolate. Except that chocolate is so.in.so warm..
'A..'
Deg. Deg. Deg.
Ba dump's. Ba dump's.
My face is now tightly cupped by Karina's delicate hand. While we continued to meet each other for some time.
By the time I was about to give up on my has rat to taste those big lips in front of me, I knew Karina was pushing me away. I feel like I was thrown away.
And what I didn't like the most was the fact that I was a little disappointed because Karina didn't let me enjoy those big lips.
I also feel annoyed. Both of my hands were immediately clenched. Although at the same time I was sure that my face would have been completely red.
'Shit! Damnit damnit! Damnit damnit! What does this woman really want?! How could he make me wish.. uh, I mean, how could he play me like this?!' curse me in the heart.
While I was regretting myself in my mind, I accidentally saw a bright smile on Karina's beautiful face.
My eyes are confused.
'What's that? Why is he smiling like that? There's something funny on my face, right?' I muttered without a sound.
Unknowingly, I raised my hand to feel my own face. I was worried, if there might be something stuck in my face that made Karina give me a smile like a mock earlier.
"Yahaha!! Oh my goodness, Lan! Unexpected. If you have high self-awareness too! Hihihi.." keek Karina with so loose.
I immediately stopped my hand activity, and immediately closed it. Trying to follow the style of Karina that I admitted was pretty cool a while ago. And no longer look cool since he teganya laugh at me.
"Ehem! Speak quickly! What exactly do you want to say? I'm going home. My body is already itching!" I rebuked Karina. But my answer was instead answered with a clever answer.
"Yes. Yep. Yep. Be patient, Mr. busy! Or.. Shall I call you with Mr Itch right now? Hihihi.." Karina still chuckles.
I took a deep breath.
"Hh.. Rin.." I rebuked briefly.
It was my turn to raise my eyebrows.
"What is Mastin?" Ask me to chase.
"I just want a mastiin, do I really like you or not!" Reveal Karina with an honest view that is so. relaxed at the same time as well.
I was flabbergasted for a while.
'A.what did he say? She likes me, she said?!' my mind is stretched.
While I was still staring in disbelief at Karina, the woman continued her absurd remarks again.
"Yes. Lately your attitude has been really annoying, you know, Lan! Like her, ever since the incident at the rice field, you've always been trying to get away from me!"
I hurriedly refuted Karina's words.
"I'm not.."
"Don't lie anymore, Lan! I'm tired of hearing baseless refutations altogether. We are both adults. And we've also been through a lot of things that are not experienced by ordinary people.."
'His intention was probably the experience of going to another world besides earth..?' my mind commented.
"So we should be more mature in addressing what is happening between us now, Lan. Be honest with you. I feel like he likes you. And you like him also like me.. or... is my conclusion wrong?"
Karina gave me a questioning look. And I was still stunned after hearing her words just a moment ago.
"You..likes me?!" Ask me stammering.
"Yes. I made sure of that, Lan. My heart beats faster when our faces are close together. It was something I didn't feel when I was with another man" Karina said with a firm look.
Hearing Karina's words just now, I felt riled up.
'What does that mean? Is he often close to other men, is he? So he could tell that his heart was beating erratically just when he was with me?!' I regretted it myself in my heart.
"Hey! Even daydream again! You hear me talking, Lan?!" Karina's hand on my right arm made me realize that I had stopped by the lala land just a moment ago.
I also cleared my throat to expel a little shame that had ambushed because it was caught daydreaming for a moment.
"Ehem! Okay. I heard you venting, Rin," I said trying to sound relaxed.
Though really, my heart is currently pounding too fast. This has been happening ever since Karina said she liked me.
Well.. may I feel a little.. glad to hear it?
"Yee. Even smile to yourself! Anyway, who's confiding anyway? I'm not confiding, Lan. I want you to talk about what's going on between us right now! Seriously dong ah!"
Looking at Karina's irritated face, I couldn't help but widen my smile again.
'It's funny that Karina is so upset. He reminds me a little of La.i.la.!'
Suddenly my mind reminded me of the name of my first love. And instantly, the smile that had been able to trace on my face was immediately gone.
'What am I thinking?! I should not be standing here, chatting from heart to heart with this woman, and forgetting my love for Laila..! Nah! I can't let this foreign feeling make me forget about Laila!' my mind suddenly echoed his determination.
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