Hacking Flavors

Hacking Flavors
Karina Accident


Nila's speech in the wakti car continued to ring until the following few days. Until I felt almost crazy about her making.


"A serious relationship with Karina? This fast? My Laila hasn't even been two months away.How can I betray her so soon?" I muttered when I was alone in my room or office.


Unfortunately, Karina who almost every day stopped by the house to deliver food or Rinaya was also like trying to invite me to have a serious conversation about our relationship.


But whenever I thought he was starting to say seriously, I hurriedly made an excuse to leave. Even until Mark commented on my attitude as a coward, I still didn't care.


Unfortunately destiny is also like trying to challenge my determination in loving my past. It happened one weekend afternoon.


At that time, as usual Karina returned to visit home to accompany Rinaya who wanted to meet me. Then Mark took Rinaya out to buy ice cream. So that I feel clumsy because I was alone with Karina on the porch of the house.


"Don't run away again, Lan. Aren't you tired of what? Can we talk grown-up, right? Don't make me think that you're in Jerry's demonic possession now!" Threatened Karina when I saw that I was about to get up from the porch chair I was sitting on.


"Ehh? Jerry who?" I asked spontaneously.


"Jerry! Jerry Tom and Jerry! His daily work will run only from Tom! Like you're the one who runs away every time I want to take a serious obrol!" Tukas Karina is fiery.


"Buahaha! Oops.. sorry, Rin. hehehe.m your analogy just now is a little too far off. Yesterday I was able to get possessed by the devil that only exists in the cartoon movie anyway?" I said defend myself.


"Yes could do it. After all, you like to play hazy, right? So, right now I want to have a serious conversation with you, Lan! Listen to me carefully. Don't play hazy again!" Threatening Karina repeatedly.


"okay. sorry. Judekah. Please say. I listened to you carefully," I finally relented and sat back quietly in my chair.


"As you already know, Lan. If I like you!" Karina said without embarrassment.


"Mm. yes. Continues to?"


"And I also know that you are starting to like me too" Karina continued in a confident tone.


"Well, do you know where?" Ask me spontaneously.


And I was immediately sorry for the release of asking. Because a moment later..


Crack it!


My shoulder was on Karina's shoulder quite tight. Until I even cringed in pain.


"It's Rin! Can we just talk.ok play KDRT all the way?" I complained spontaneously again.


"Then, if you think about it carefully, dong! Know where else, you. Obviously your eyes say so, Lan. Don't lie to yourself. Lying is a sin to know!" Karina persisted with her argument.


A moment later, I again showed Karina my serious expression. To the woman, I said honestly.


"Rin. sorry. For the time being, I have not been able to return your feelings. Whatever my wife is, I mean, the woman I loved the most just died less than two months ago.."


"I knew. Mark told me about his late mother and also you, Lan. I accept that. For example, you still can't forget.. Laila, it's okay. I have no problem" Karina said casually.


"Seriously?" Ask me not to believe.


Biasnaya knows I'm the most sensitive woman if the man she likes talks about her ex. In this case it was me who was discussing my love, Laila.


"Seriously! Two rius instead, Lan! I can understand a little how you feel about the deceased. But what I want to discuss right now is not your past, Lan. I want to talk about my future and yours," continued Karina with a firm look.


The fortitude I often saw first, when she took the title of queen of the kingdom of Goluth when we were in another World.


It was that determination that made me feel ashamed of myself. Because I feel defeated every time faced with Karina's determined gaze.


Like at the moment. I ended up diverting my pandqngan to a plant that grew in Mark's yard. While my senses continued to catch up to the sentence after sentence Karina spoke.


"I want to take you seriously about this relationship, Lan. About our future. Don't focus on the past, Lan. People only if the road looks ahead. Not behind. If you walk while looking back, you will even stumble on a rock, or plunge into a got, or even plunge all the way to the ravine?" Babe Karina further.


And I smile at hearing it.


"Hhh. Give me some time, Rin. Don't ask me to make rash decisions" I said at last.


"I don't mean to make you rush, Lan. I'm not ashamed of what I said to you? Shame to know!"


"But what I've valued all this time, Lan, you've focused on your past. You're tired of thinking about the passing. You forget to enjoy your life now and make yourself happy. I don't want you to live like this, Lan.."


"If you have another woman you want to make a friend. It's okay. I'll take it. Even if it's not with me, it's important that you focus on living happily, Lan. Focus on your path ahead. Do not let you feel sorry because the time must be taken back from you at this time,"


"You never had that accident. How does it feel like all those opportunities to live happily with Laila were snatched from you, you still remember how it felt right, Lan?"


"I'm sorry I had to bring this up. But I think you really need to be locked in to realize that you live in the present. Enjoy it as much as possible!" Karina said to bless me.


I'm speechless. My mental method was hit hard by Karina's words just now.


After that, Karina went back to her house. And shortly after, Mark came alone. Rinaya's been taken home.


Mark saw me pensively in front of the porch. So it was like he was going to invite me to talk. But I refuse to have another conversation with anyone for the rest of the day.


My mind was too upset because of Karina's words.


'Looking at the future? Can I, Yang..?' I asked softly at the cold wind coming through the open window of my room.


***


One afternoon, while I was in the office. Mark just walked into my study.


His arrival really surprised me. Because he doesn't usually stop by my study like that afternoon.


With a panicked face, Mark said.


"But! Bang Erlan's! Karina, Bang!" Mark's screams are unclear.


"Mark.please. Don't talk about Karina while we're still in the office. There's a lot of files I have to.."


My words were cut off suddenly by Mark.


"Karina's in an accident, Bang! It's grim! Until coma!" Screeched Mark with a precarious tone.


Brakes.


The map I was holding, immediately fell onto the table. His rattling sounds were heard very clearly in the deafening silence of the room.


"Don't you joke, Mark?" Ask me suspiciously.


That's not why. Lately, Mark has been combating me to get in touch with Karina. I don't know myself. What was the reason that he forgot his crush to Karina so quickly, and instead thrust Karina to me so tenaciously.


"I'm serious, Bang! I went back home to get the map I missed. Just want to leave again, I accidentally heard the assistant Karina talking to her housekeeper. Said he was just in Bang Idham about Karina,"


"Because I was curious, I asked his aunt. He panicked really. Then her aunt told her that Karina had just had an accident this morning. He was hit by a car.."


Not yet finished Mark spoke, I had already directly shot out the door with my inner power speed.


Yush!!


My mind was so upset, that upon arrival in the lobby I immediately stopped and went back upstairs, to my study. There, Mark was still standing in the same spot and staring confusedly at my empty work chair.


I pat her shoulder tight.


"Mark!"


"Let's!" Mark was surprised.


I ignored his screams. And immediately asked what I forgot to ask him earlier.


"Where is Karina being treated?" I asked for an urgent answer from Mark.


***