
"Because I saw you with my own eyes, Lan.ah. Not me anyway. My point is.my spirit, Lan.." said Karina honestly.
"??!!!" His answer was just a touch to make my hair bristling instantly.
"You mean, Rin..?" Ask me with the word hanging.
"Take it like that, Lan. hh. I'm thirsty." elak Karina to tell a story.
I didn't force it. Kaena I think she must still be too tired to tell a long story.
Quickly, I thrust a glass of water over the nightstand to the edge of Karina's lips. And he gulped it greedily.
After half of the glass was washed out, Karina then said again.
"Why are you there, Lan? What brought you here?" Ask Karina slowly.
Hearing her ask like that, I was suddenly struck by nervousness. Strangely enough, my eyes seemed to have been fixated and could not turn away from the two brown stars belonging to Karina.
"I. want to apologize, Rin.." I said honestly, in the end.
Karina went back into silence and looked at me for a long time. A moment later, he closed his eyes. And I was a little agitated because I could no longer read his heart through his eyes that were now closed.
"That's all? Apologizing?" Ask Karina again.
This time, I caught the disappointment in his tone of voice.
Realizing that I had injured her, I hurriedly grabbed Karina's hand and then kissed her whole heart.
After more than two weeks of thinking, I finally came to the decision to accept the feeling of love that I had somehow since when I had towards the woman in front of me.
I admit I lost. I realized that my heart had been hacked by a feeling of love that I had been patriating for so long just for a Laila.
To be honest, even when I realized this feeling of love, I still loved my Laila.
His absence in this world does not necessarily negate my love for him. But I can't explain which love is greater. Is my love for Laila, or my love for Karina.
His two occupy his own throne in my heart. Irreplaceable. Unrivalled. I have made peace with my own feelings to accept this dualism of love.
I don't want to be a loser running from my own feelings anymore.
I decided to embrace the love that had slowly hacked deep into my heart. To make me unable to turn away from him, even a blink of an eye.
Yep. I really love Karina.
"I love you, Rin.." I said honestly at the end.
Both netra Karina were instantly wide open. He looked at me a long time ago with a view that was again difficult for me to interpret.
After being tormented in the residence by the woman, Karina finally replied to my love statement with a similar sentence from her.
With a smile, Karina said.
"I love you too, Lan. I told you a long time ago, didn't I?" Said her while smiling knot.
The next second. I grabbed her hand and then I held her lovingly.
We looked at each other while exchanging smiles that were illuminated by the powder of love and also love.
I found peace embracing my soul, after we finally opened up to each other and accepted this newly intertwined feeling of love.
Meanwhile, in my heart, I whispered the words of my love to Laila.
'Ridhoi me to love again, huh, La? I pledge. My name will always be whispered at all times. Don't be sad, because I'm sure. Our meeting will happen again later.' my inner murmur whirled.
***
The next few months..
Today, Nila is married to Labib. And side by side with their lapel seats as well, Mark was in harmony with Lala.
Yep. My two sons and daughter finally took off their singles at the same time. Really, it's just a coincidence. It just so happened that Nila finally received Labib's proposal to her about a month after Karina's accident occurred.
And at the same time, Mark also finally realized that he had more feelings for Lala. It was realized when they accidentally met again during Nila and Labib's proposal event.
At that time, Lala came with a man who recognized her as his close friend.
About two weeks after her, Mark told me that he was planning to marry Lala soon.
When I heard the words, I was surprised. But I've never known about Mark's feelings. So I gave her blessing.
Finally, the twins got married at the same time.
The event was very lively. There were many guests present to congratulate my two children.
"Yes.. Rinaya is sleepy. I'm going home first, right?" Beware Karina beside me.
I who was daydreaming to see my two children in the pelaminan soon realized and turned to look at Karina.
He is now carrying Rinaya who seems to have fallen asleep.
Quickly, I took Rinaya's body for the next time I moved it to lean on my shoulder now. Next I reply to my Karina's reply.
"OKAY. I'll drive you home, Rin.." I offered.
"But the show is not finished yet." Sangga Karina with an unpleasant look.
"It's okay. They'll understand," I reasoned.
Then I took Karina out of the party room and led Karina into the car. Rinaya is now back in her Mama's arms. While I sat in front of the steering wheel.
Brakes.
My car door closed then. And then, the car I was driving finally drove, splitting the road.
***
As soon as I got in front of Karina's house, I grabbed Rinaya's body and carried her to the room. After delivering my little girl to sleep in her room, I went back down and out of the house. With Karina trailing behind me.
Arriving at the door..
"I'm back in the morning to the party, Rin. You too, take a break." I ordered Karina with a warm smile.
Karina returned my smile with her sun-bright smile. It makes me glare at the love I feel in me.
"You too, Lan. don't stay up.." Karina's message later.
I was about to return to my car, but my steps were held back by Karina's sudden call.
"Lan!" Call Karina.
"Hmm?" Ask me to turn my body.
"About us, I want a party next month! Don't be fancy! It's simple!" Pinta Karina suddenly.
I chuckle loosely. This love of mine is indeed the most courageous to express his wishes. And I am often held in love with those desires.
"Yes.we are married in a month, Rin! Don't forget to wear red kebaya!" Pinta I replied with a little bit of a joke.
Karina is not angry. He even returned my joke with a joke.
"You too, Lan! Don't forget to wear a blangkon hat! Hihihi.." his chortle came apart so crisp it sounded in the ears.
"Ready!! Yes, yes, Yang. I want to go back to the children's party!" Pamit me then.
"Yes! Don't forget to bring it!" Karina's message for the last time.
And I replied with a free-reaching laugh.
***
Ah. love..
His presence is really like a melodic melody that makes this heart wallow in happiness..
Although sometimes his sad melody also makes this heart so beautiful,
But love is still love..
Its existence creates a feel for the arid soul like Padang sahara..
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EXPIRE.
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