
Lee continues to explain to Renata how it all happened, nothing is covered up because he wants everything to be clear.
The man hopes that Renata can understand him and forgive all the mistakes that have passed. Even if he knew it wouldn't be easy.
While in his place, Renata kept quiet and listened. He did not speak at all, for what came out of his mouth was only a small sob.
"I really lost you, Alice. I just felt sorry when you suddenly left. My life seems directionless, because everywhere I can only see your shadow. I'm not talking like this because I want to blame your actions. But .. I admit my stupidity. Yeah, I'm stupid. Without looking from your point of view, I acted as I wished. Even unconsciously I had struck the sharpest thorn. I'm sorry ...."
Lee was still squirming in front of Renata. From earlier he spoke while holding tightness in his chest. He did not know, it was already as big as what wound he had made in Renata's heart. Clearly, he was sure the woman hated him.
Lee took a deep breath, he felt a choked throat, because even swallowing saliva was very difficult.
"I used to have a principle that what was broken cannot be repaired. But with you .. My principles changed, Alice. I want to fix everything. I don't know if I still deserve to talk like this, but I really want you. I want you to go back to my side, Alice ...."
The handsome man wailed. He retracted all his words that had ever been thrown out, that he did not need a woman. In the presence of Renata, he again lowered his pride.
Silent. For both men are equally silent. There was only the sound of breathing and also the seconds of the clock that were pounding. Until finally, Renata decided to open the sound.
"Do you know how much I hate you?"
Lee was stunned to hear the question, he glanced there and there, and he could not answer it.
"I let go of my face, the innocent face I always have before you. I changed everything, because I hate it, I hate being an Alicia who can't fight bad guys like you!" cetus Renata with a rumbling chest.
Lee's heart was stabbed when he heard Renata's anger. And he realized how evil he was back then. Yeah, even though she was also tormented when Alicia disappeared. However, the one who was much more injured was the woman before him.
Renata sobbed while hugging her own body, remembering how her struggle went from the capital with a grudge in her heart.
"For five years, I endured the longing for my two children. And all that time I kept my hatred towards you ... Now, you say you want me back? No, Mr. Lee. I'll take my kids away from your side, so you know how I used to feel. Can you face it? I hope you feel double that!"
Renata still feels angry, until he is determined to realize his revenge. While Lee can only freeze, because he cannot resist or resist the woman's wishes.
"Yes, you can punish me for using that. I will accept it, satisfy yourself, Alice," Lee replied, raising his face, until now they looked at each other.
Renata was silent for a moment, then without speaking he returned to the room. However, she was shocked when she saw her two children standing up and looking at her.
Renata's lips shook again with a teary eyeball. Same with Gio and Shasha.
"Mother!" call them compact.
Without ba bi bu Renata immediately rushed to hug his two children. The little angel he had longed for, and he expected his presence.
"Yes, Honey. It's mom, it's mom, son," Renata replied with a tear that broke again.