HIJRAH LOVE ANNISA
101. Disappointment
...There will be a time when your pain will be avenged, whether you will get happiness, or who hurts you will get a reply...
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Both Emran and Annisa can only look at each other with their own thoughts. Obviously Emran can feel if the wife is in a situation that is not okay.
"Where did you get this ?"
"Not where did I get it mas?, but how could there be all this mas ?" Lirih Annisa's
The two seemed to be silent again, especially Emran who did not want to lie to his wife, but also did not want to make Annisa sad, and hurt.
The atmosphere seemed silent when the two were just silent with thoughts that were somehow floating around.
"I don't have enough patience to accept every mistake I might make" Annisa said in a soft voice
"Darling, I can explain all this"
"Say, what explanation would you like to give me ?" sue Annisa.
Emran seemed to take a breath and exhale, some moments closed his eyes until it felt he was really ready to say honesty to the wife.
"Yes . That was indeed me" Emran honestly without hesitation.
Deg.
Like being struck by lightning during the day, honestly it is not the answer that Annisa wants, but in fact reality says another. Annisa felt a terrible pain for the umpteenth time, either because of being pregnant or something else, but Emran's honesty this time was enough to make her so disappointed.
The pain was so pierced into the chest that all that was left was wounds and tears.
Clear melts just dripped through the corner of Annisa's beautiful eyes.
Seeing the sadness of the honest wife Emran was not hearty, but he who had been determined to be honest whatever happened, chose to tell the truth.
"A few months ago, exactly before I left for Indonesia to find you"
"Sania came to me, wanting to confirm my departure with Yasmine to Indonesia"
"We did have time to mess up at that time, Sania as if afraid of losing, she asked for a parting gift from me, and I who was not good in religion before, I also served her wishes"
"But believe me, all I do is limited to the photo, nothing more !. Although Sania demands more from me but I refuse her"
"Maybe I did satisfy Sania's desire, but not by making love like a husband and wife, Believe me"
Deg.
The satisfying words that Emran emphasized, in fact again and again quite heartbreaking Annisa who was sick, like a wound that was being sown with salt, so painful the wound that Annisa felt.
Honestly Emran really hope Annisa can trust his speech, but seeing the reaction of Annisa, it seems impossible Emran get.
All feels gamang for Annisa who is currently unable to fully trust the words of the husband.
"Don't myself who is just an ordinary woman mas, class Aisyah Ra. alone also have jealousy towards Rasullullah SAW"
"But there are things that are more painful for me right now. Why should this news be known to Abi first, not me?, until Abi now has to bet his life back in the hospital"
Deg.
Wanting to feel Emran hugged Annisa to just reduce the burden of his mind, but just now Emran will reach for Annisa's frail body, Annisa first brushed off the husband's hand.
Not to refuse, only Annisa has not fully accepted the reality that exists, her heart is still sick enough to accept and coexist with the past of the husband, he said, moreover, the bitter reality is being faced by his extended family due to the photo of the husband with another ex.
"Mas" Lirih Annisa tried to look at the manic eye of the husband.
Emran also looked at his wife with a regretful look.
"Let me go back to my parents" Annisa said
Deg.
Of course what Annisa's request this time is enough to make Emran feel surprised and something that is not possible for Emran.
"No I won't let you go anywhere, even if it's to your parents" Emran said pleading.
"Just for a while now, I want to clear up all my prejudices against you"
"At least we can equally introspect ourselves with this incident mas"
Honestly heavy to say what Annisa wants, but Emran also can not ignore the condition of Annisa who is pregnant young, such conditions are currently very risky for miscarriage.
"alright. Just for a while" Emran said, albeit with a heavy heart.
"And I won't allow you to leave me" Emran said. And answered with a nod of the head by Annisa.
A ticket that Emran gave to Annisa the other day, in fact, Annisa really used to meet her parents.
There was not the slightest doubt in Annisa's heart, only towards Yasmine she was heavy to leave, so Annisa chose not to say goodbye to the little girl.
It did not take long Annisa who had finished packing, then escorted by Emran to the airport that day.
It is still very difficult for Emran to alone let Annisa go home to Indonesia, especially the current condition of Annisa is pregnant. But Emran also can not force Annisa, because this is the desire of Annisa who wants to be alone An without anyone.
Arriving at the departure, Emran still accompanied Annisa faithfully, until when Annisa said goodbye kissing the back of Emran's hand with reverence.
Unlike Annisa who only lowered her face, Emran always looked at the face of the wife covered by a veil, wanting to feel Emran hugging the wife, but every time he did, Annisa always brushed it off. And it was very clear Emran if the wife was still very disappointed with him.
Emran knew Annisa needed time to accept all this, especially this incident made Abi had to be rushed back to the hospital.
Emran stared at the departure of Annisa who was getting away from her eyes, not once did Annisa turn her face back to look at Emran who was still faithfully accompanying her.
Far away and further away, disappearing in the ocean of humans who were in that place, whether for how long Annisa left him, not only completely separated Emran had felt the emptiness and emptiness of his heart without Annisa.
Now it's just a regret that Emran felt, ushering in the departure of Annisa who was getting away and disappeared.
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