HIJRAH LOVE ANNISA
116. ASMARALOKA DUSK

...I once held Bara before I grasped the ashes. And I held Love before I lost you...

...🍁...

"Take me off, if you're not happy with me, I'm ready to release you from all your responsibilities towards me"

The last sentence spoken from the mouth of Asmara before he really left Bima.

As if the damaged cassette is back in play, forcing Asmara to remember the incident 3 Months ago, where with her own eyes she witnessed the marriage of a man who was still a LEGIT status as her husband. He is also the biological father of his daughter.

The irony of life that she must accept is no longer accepted by her husband, nor does she have anyone else but her little daughter.

A lump of heart that has now turned into a small incision, leaving a deep wound.

There was no reason for her to stay in that place, because it turned out that not only was she not accepted by her husband, in fact, the child he had born was also never expected by Bima who was clearly his biological father.

Although Asmara has tried her hardest to win her husband's heart, but the fact she never really got Bima's heart.

Having the status of a wife and having a legitimate bond, in fact, also does not make Bima just accept romance.

As a wife, Asmara has carried out her duties as best as possible, the fate is always not on her side.

The man he loved with all his soul and body, the man who had given him the figure of a little angel called the fruit of love, was simply ignored.

Fresh in the memories of Asmara 4 years ago he was so happy, coupled with Bima, a man who was 5 years old from him, and a man who he had been fond of for a long time, until the marriage of Asmara and Bima was blessed with a daughter named Dusk.

Both are indeed tied to marriage because of an arranged marriage, Bima's parents who feel they have a debt of Budi to the late Asmara parents decided to match the two.

But one thing that is not known by Asmara is, Bima has had another love before the two married.

Truthfully Asmara still loves Bima very much, but she is unlikely to survive in the household ark that there was never any love for her.

Fate seemed to mock him again when one day Bima met his former lover, the two returned to relationships without the knowledge of Asmara. Until the lover was pregnant without marriage ties between them.

Not only that, but the fact that Bima prefers to marry her former lover, although she also has no intention of divorcing Asmara.

Sick ?. Of course, not only hurt, in fact romance has also been betrayed.

Her chest feels tight every time she remembers what happened 3 months ago.

Seeing Bima so happy to have reunited with her old love. Not even a little bit Bima asked how his heart and feelings. Makes Asmara even more sure if it wasn't here she should be.

Heartache and tightness in the chest is enough to make Asmara dare to ask for talak on Bima, Divorce is something that is very hated by God, but is not prohibited if indeed the condition is no longer possible.

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"Bb . I go with Ms Asma only" said Mbok Jum, a domestic assistant who has accompanied Asmara since she gave birth to Dusk.

"But mbok, Asmara will not be able to provide salaries like the current Jum mbok salary" Asmara explained.

To be honest Asmara was very sad when she had to part with her maid, how not the figure of a middle-aged woman who she had already considered like her mother.

Asmara has also been matched with mbok Jum, although not as segesit most domestic assistants in general, but Asmara membumi, because it is the age of mbok Jum who is no longer young.

"No papa ma'am, please allow me to join Mrs Asma"

Seeing this kind of situation honestly Asmara was very sad, even she could only breathe deeply while closing her eyes.

"Mbok Jum sure ?"

With so sure Mbok Jum nodded his head, convincing Asmara if he never objected to any salary he would later receive.

Mbok Jum himself has no family, no children and also a husband that he can follow. Only Asmara is now the only hope.

"Alright, prepare Mbok, Soren we will leave"

Seeing the interaction between Dusk and his maid, creating a happiness for Diana, a thin grin clearly visible from the lips of Diana who felt she had power in the heart of Bima, not only that in fact she also received everything, Karen Asmara did not demand anything after her divorce with Bima, because only Dusk she wanted.

"Finally, I don't have to be tired of work, cars, houses, monthly money all there is" Diana murmured inwardly

Asmara returned to her room packed all her belongings which were certainly very much, not only clothes, but some household needs such as Chopper , Chopper , and the stove that he had just bought but had not been able to use.

"Happy Why should we move ?" evening chirps when her mother is busy packing.

"Are we going to break up with Dad ?" said again.

Hearing the expression of her little girl's heart, it was true that Asmara felt pain again. No mother wants a farewell.

So does Asmara who also does not want Dusk to part with her father, but reality forces them to separate.

"Son, please do not part with Dad, you can still call me later if you miss" Asmara said by wiping tears that almost fell on her cheeks.

"Didn't you love the Buk ?"

Asmara quickly shook her head, the separation between herself and Bima was enough to leave a wound for Asmara, but she also did not want to make her ex-husband look bad in the eyes of her Son.

"Dad love is just as good, The proof is that I always buy dolls"

Although Bima honestly never gave any gifts at dusk, Only romance always remember with Dusk, buy all toys for his daughter, not infrequently he also on behalf of Bima.

The tub car in Asmara rental will come in approximately two hours, while he and others will ride travel.

The rest of the time that Asmara uses to check back his luggage.

"The fridge is not carried !!" diana with a cynical face.

Asmara just silently heard the words of the young wife of her ex-husband, the divorce that had just been declared legal 3 days ago. Although there is no official letter of divorce, but between Bima and Asmara has been completely divorced religiously, and it is also finished the Iddah Asmara period since 3 months ago Bima dropped talak on him.

"Ohya it is !! carpet in the room do not forget you bring, I do not want to wear your used goods !!" ketus Diana's.

Asmara just threw a rough breath "Yes" she replied later.

Seeing Diana with her distended stomach that was still faint made Asmara upset. To be honest she really disliked the interaction between her and Diana, it's just that Diana was always provoking her anger, following where Asmara went, even into the bathroom to just clean up the rest of her soap and shampoo she also came along.

The song is like a mistress in the house which is clearly the result of the hard work of Asmara and Bima.

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