HIJRAH LOVE ANNISA
15. Apply to Annisa

...For the ugliness that is now upon you, And for the pain that hitherto has not healed, Believe that all wounds will dry up in his time, As long as you hang your hopes only upon Him...

...🍁...

Annisa lay her body on the back of the minimalist-sized bed.

Staring at the sky of the room, for a moment Annisa's memory returned to the figure of the little girl who always called her with the word Mommy, yes she is Yasmine who is currently thinking about Annisa.

It felt like Annisa contacted the little girl, to say how much she missed him, but considering her lost mobile phone, Annisa was just downcast.

The only access was lost when Annisa came to the market this morning.

"Hopefully you are fine baby, I'm sorry mommy didn't have time to say goodbye" muttered Annisa.

Without feeling the corner of Annisa's eye warmed up, and it gushed clear fluid from there.

Honestly, Annisa really misses Yasmine, for some reason the little girl is very memorable in Annisa's heart.

For a moment the atmosphere seemed emotional, with several times Annisa had to wipe Ari's eyes which suddenly flooded her face.

Tok tok tok tok

There was a knock from behind the door of Annisa's room.

"Get in, not in the key" replied Annisa

The door opened, revealing Aisha's figure in the doorway.

"Come on Mba" Pinta Annisa has an older sister.

Seeing the watery lashes of Annisa, Aisha realized that her sister had just cried.

"You why Nis ?" Ask Aisha to make sure.

Annisa just smiled by shaking her head "Mba's blink" she replied.

Aisha knows that if the sister is lying, "Mba knows you are thinking a lot, tell a story, maybe it will reduce the burden on your mind a little "Smooth Aisha said to the sister.

Annisa commented on the sweet smile on her face, looking fixedly at Aisha's face.

"No ice, Nissa's fine" he said.

"Are you thinking about Zyan?" Aisha asked who seemed dissatisfied with Annisa's reply.

Annisa shook her head softly, "For that Annisa has been sincere mba, Annisa left all the decisions to Abi" replied Annisa.

"Then what?, Why are you sad if you have sincerely "Task Aisha again.

"Either Mba, Annisa also does not know what feelings Annisa is feeling" Annisa said later.

For a moment the atmosphere became so silent between the two. Annisa who was bowed lethargic, and Aisha who was confused by the attitude of her sister.

"Assalamualaikum" said Khadijah who suddenly entered Annisa's room that was not closed.

Both of them seemed shocked by the arrival of Khadijah "waalaikumsalam Mba Sejah" said Annisa and Aisha together.

" Tumben on a get-together here" asked Khadijah later.

"No mba, again miss Annisa aja" replied Aisha with a smile

"Oh that" said Khadijah

"Ohya, Nis, Mba asked Abi to call you" said Khadijah

Annisa seemed to frown "What's the matter ?" ask Annisa spontaneously

Khadijah seemed to sigh in "Zyan and his family want to meet you" Khadijah replied later.

Hearing that immediately Annisa's heart felt stopped beating and after that it beat so fast.

A panic attack instantly appeared on Annisa's face.

Realizing that Aisha also rubbed her back gently "Just meet Nis first, Maybe they want to be in touch" said Aisha trying to calm her sister.

Annisa nodded her head "Well Mba, Annisa will be ready" Annisa said

After a while, Annisa is finally ready, wearing her veil back, walking towards the living room where Zyan and his family are waiting for her.

"Son" Sapa ummi Fatimah who at that time appeared from the kitchen.

"Ummi" replied Annisa stuttering.

Umm Fatimah smiled at the princess "Don't forget to pray" said Umm Fatimah giving advice, because it looks like Annisa's face was so nervous at that time.

In Islam itself has taught us to always pray under any circumstances, not least when the heart feels nervous, anxious and afraid.

Not only we as ordinary human beings, Prophet Muhammad who was an Apostle of Allah also experienced fear.

رَبِّ اشْرَحْ لِي صَدْرِي وَيَسِّرْ لِي أَمْرِي وَاحْلُلْ عُقْدَةً مِنْ لِسَانِي يَفْقَهُوا قَوْلِي

It means: “O Lord, spread out my bosom for me, and ease my business for me, and spread my tongue so that they may understand my words.”

In addition, Annisa also asked for prayer so that her heart was given peace in whatever she would face.

، وَتَرْضَى بِقَضَائِكَ، وَتَقْنَعُ بِعَطَائِكَ

It means: “Yes Allah, I ask You for a soul that is at ease with You, that is sure to meet You, that is pleased with Your resolve, and that feels sufficient with Your gift.”

After saying the prayer in Annisa's heart walked slowly with the ummi to the living room.

The first gesture Annisa showed Zyan and her parents was to bow her face.

"Assalamualaikum" Sapa Annisa in a soft voice.

Annisa's soft voice that was able to shed Zyan's soul and body.

"The voice is adem, what else is his face" murmured Zyan inwardly.

Zyan was sitting in the middle between his mother and father. He looked so admiring Annisa who was still standing before him.

The gaze that never separated from Annisa, made Annisa feel a little uncomfortable.

Annisa also chose to immediately reach out to Zyan's mother and kiss the back of the middle-aged woman's hand politely.

Not only Zyan who was fascinated, in fact the mother of Zyan Malik Abdullah was also fascinated by the attitude of Annisa who was so polite, as well as so soft said he.

After greeting Rina's mother who is Zyan's mother. Zyan also took the initiative to reach out and greet Annisa who was still standing before him.

Seeing that, Annisa also clenched her hands in her chest and bowed her body.

Zyan who saw Annisa's response was slightly embarrassed, then pulled back his hand, smiling bitterly.

Afterwards they sat together in the living room of Abi Ali which was not so spacious.

Abi Ali and Umm Fatimah welcomed their guests well, providing food and drinks for their guests.

For a moment the atmosphere felt awkward, and Annisa just lowered her face, so did Zyan who glanced at Annisa from the corner of her beautiful eyes with a smile so sweet.

"Ehem "The voice of Deheman that instantly broke the silence between them.

Mr. Malik Abdullah is the father of Zyan Malik Abdullah who tried to melt the awkward atmosphere there

"So this is Ali" said Mr. Malik politely.

Between Mr. Malik and Abi Ali was indeed a friend since childhood, when both were still living in the village, and became a child of farmers.

After adulthood both choose to move to the city and find their respective soulmates, where Abi Ali met Ummi Fatimah who is the son of the owner of the boarding school that is now in his club.

While Mr. Malik was lucky to marry I a daughter of a rag master, until he was now a big government official.

"So Our intention yesterday to propose Annisa as the Wife of Zyan" said Mr. Malik to the point without further ado.

Deg.

Annisa's heart felt so fast beating, hearing Mr. Malik's words to her Abi.

***