HIJRAH LOVE ANNISA
25. Sometimes I'm tired, but I won't give up

..."Maybe my heartfelt feelings haven't been fully intact, and maybe that's why my wounds haven't healed"...

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Soekarno Hatta International Airport. Local time.

About 10 hours, Emran and Yasmine along with Amir and two of Yasmine's caregivers arrived in Indonesia.

The happy sparkle emanated from the faces of Yasmine's nanny who was a native of Indonesia. At least the longing for typical Indonesian food will be treated.

Because so tired after a long journey, Emran decided to stop at his in-laws' house.

Especially seeing Yasmine who was also still asleep, it was impossible for Emran to continue the trip to Bandung, Emran chose to take a short break at the home of his father-in-law, who was also the home of his late wife.

And Emran also plans to travel to Bandung tomorrow.

After traveling for a while they finally arrived at the residence of Opa and Oma Yasmine.

The two-story mansion is a birthday present that Emran gave to his late wife, who was later given by his late wife to both parents. And the house is still occupied to this day.

"Oma, Opa "Sapa Yasmine was happy when she saw the two people she so longed for.

Yasmin who immediately came down from her babysitter's sling ran over to her Oma and Opa, stretching out her arms to hug those whom Yasmine loved.

"Yasmine" Call opa Burhan who is the father of the late wife.

"Yasmine kangen same opa and Oma " Yasmine said in a chattering tone.

"really?" asked the Oma Desi who was so enthusiastic about welcoming the arrival of the grandson.

"Is Yasmine tired ?" Ask Oma Desi again.

And Yasmine replied with a nod of her head.

Afterwards Oma Desi invites Yasmine to rest in the room that has been provided, before her departure, Oma Desi also allows two of her grandchildren's caretakers and Emran's assistant to rest in the room that has been provided.

Even so, even though he was asked to rest, in fact Emran chose to sit in the family room, staring at a large photo sheet of his marriage with the late wife, in fact, it made Emran feel very deep.

The photo contained images of him and his late wife as well as both Oma and Yasmine opa. Photos that look so happy, with a smile on each person in the photo.

Without feeling clear bulir just dripped through the tail of Emran's eye.

"Emran" Sapa Opa Burhan who suddenly approached her.

"Why don't you rest first" she asked again.

Emran just smiled at Opa Burhan

"Let's go" replied Emran and then looked back at the large photo sheet hanging in front of him.

"Did you miss him ?" Asked Opa Burhan in a soft voice.

Realizing the daughter-in-law who had been staring at her wedding photo, which was still on display there.

Emran seemed to sigh deeply and then closed his eyes. "Of course Pa , but I've been sincere " said Emran still with closed eyes.

Opa Burhan smiled in response to the son-in-law's words.

"Papa was sure he was happy" said Opa Burhan, who also stared at the large photo before him. Emran smiled then

"Emran, Opa wants you to be happy too, Find someone who can make you happy" Opa Burhan said seriously.

Emran also stared fixedly at the face of his late wife's parents, people he knew so well and gently, never distinguishing the affection between himself and his late wife.

But Emran chose to be quiet and just flinch, because he did not have an answer to the statement conveyed by his in-laws.

"Yasmine needs a mother figure who can make her happy, make her feel comfortable and Complete her broken Wings" Tukas Opa Burhan smilingly looked at the photo of his daughter who had gone before him.

Silent.

"Where are you going ?" Asked Opa Burhan who was feeling confused.

"Emran wants to go to Siena's grave" Emran said later

Opa Burhan just smiled, from the first habit of Emran was never changed, when he visited, then the first place he stopped was the tomb of Siena, who was the mother of Yasmine.

"Be careful" said opa Burhan accompanying Emran's departure.

Emran also drove his own car without escort and without anyone accompanying, deliberately Emran did it because for him to meet his late wife is a special moment and moment. Although only met the tombstone of the late wife.

Taking a journey of approximately 25 minutes, Emran finally arrived at a public burial place where there was also the death of his beloved wife.

Wearing a shirt and sunglasses, Emran walked with steps down the road of the cemetery road, to the resting place of his late wife.

A bouquet of red roses he placed on top of the tomb, after which Emran crouched down and opened the sunglasses that had previously covered her beautiful eyes.

"Siena" said Emran as if talking to his late wife.

"Know you, our little princess is getting bigger now" Emran said

"He's also getting better at talking, not infrequently refuting me, but it might be because I put too much pressure on him" Emran said

"I'm sometimes tired of Siena, but I'm not going to give up, Yasmine is the most important part of my life you've left me.

"I promise to look after and love our daughter whenever "

"Be happy in the paradise dear" said Emran with a downcast face.

After enough chatting at the grave of the late wife, not forgetting Emran sent and read some Surah Qur'an that he could for his late wife.

"Because I'm going home, but I'll come back later" Emran said, leaving the cemetery.

Emran stepped again towards the place where he parked his vehicle walking by wearing back his sunglasses.

Being in the car, Emran does not necessarily drive his vehicle, Emran chose to lean his back on the back of the car bench, close his eyes and momentarily calm his mind.

"Siena Can I find my happiness ?" murmured Emran with closed eyes.

"Sometimes I need someone to back up" he said.

"More Yasmine, Maybe sometimes I also feel tired of her behavior even though I will never give up, I only need someone who will accompany me through those times" Emran said still with closed eyes.

Silent.

For a while Emran was lulled in the beautiful memories of the past, until finally he fell asleep in his sleep.

Trings

Frequent calls asking Emran to wake up from his deep sleep

"Amir !" Emran murmured after seeing the name on his flat screen.

Immediately Emran shifted the green sign icon there, and connected the call between the two.

"Hello "

"Hello sir" said Aamir

"You where , Miss Yasmin is looking for you" said Amir again from across the phone.

"Alright, I'll be home soon" Emran said and immediately ended his second call.

Tuttts.

After his consciousness returned, Emran was prepared to drive back his car to meet the beloved princess.

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