
Aru's first goal was to head for the dean's room. He must first apply for an active permit. Aru can only pray that his submission is accepted.
"Excuse me, Ma? Is your dad in the room?" ask Aru politely.
The TU officer that Aru called the mother looked at him with a condescending look. Aru realized that the gaze of the middle-aged woman in front of him was looking at the appearance.
Aru was a little uneasy but tried to ignore. "Mom?" aru said again the woman in front of him nodded in response. Sehina was Aru before humans because of his mistakes in the past.
"Thank you, Mom." After saying so, Aru entered the room and knocked on one of the doors inscribed with the name of Professor Agung. In the room, there are still four other doors used by different lecturers.
"Lake in!"
"Excuse me, sir," Kalea said after opening the door. Just as his feet were about to step, the Dean had already prevented.
"No need to enter. I don't want my room to be dirty" he said heartlessly.
Deg.
Aru's heart stopped beating that second as well. Aru sighed softly to remove the tightness in her heart. "Good, Sir. I intend to file—"
"No need to continue! With a heavy heart, the college officials agreed to let you out. We don't want the name of the university to be bad just because of one irresponsible person."
Aru smiled smirkily. His eyes were ready to put out a water dam in his pelupuknya. However, Aru looked up to let the crystal water go down.
Jemari Aru gripped the sash of the bag hanging on her arm. "I'm sorry if my name just defames the campus. Thank you for accepting me at this university. Then, excuse me, sir," said Aru then walked past the middle-aged woman who worked in the field of Governance.
Aru's steps swung rapidly towards the back of the campus rooftop. He wants to calm the mind that is experiencing upheaval. Luckily, to get there, there is an emergency ladder so Aru does not need to meet other students.
After closing the rooftop door, Aru walked gontai near the guardrail. Her tears shed for a moment. The cloudy morning, the more make Aru's mood uncertain.
As much as Aru's energy to hold his cry so that no one hears. "Am I that cool? Do I have no place in the world anymore?" racau Aru.
His heart ached not from being expelled from campus. But more to the words of those who consider Aru dirty. "Yes, I'm dirty. I am nothing, I am bad, I have no self-esteem, and there are many more of my flaws. But, can't they just keep my feelings a little bit?" racau Aru again while holding her chest that feels tight.
"Papa, it hurts so much. Forgive me for not being a proud child." The regret came back to haunt me. If at that time Aru heard the advice of the Papa to no longer go to the nightclub, if Aru listened to the anger of the Mama and the disappointment of the Brother, maybe this situation will not be natural Aru.
Aru stared down where the ground floor looked small from where he was standing. His head said, maybe if he jumped out of the building, all the problems would go away. But that only happens in the world. In the Hereafter, his life will be rejected.
Too frustrated, Aru crouched down and sunk his head into the pile of his arms. Her cries grew full of pain that was so stifling.
"Ngapain is screaming?! It's noisy!"
The voice made Aru speechless and looked up. He was looking for the direction of the source of the sound. After realizing who the perpetrator is, instead of subsiding, Aru's crying becomes more and more.
He walked up and approached a man named Dirga. I don't know why that guy is here. Shouldn't he be taking lessons?
Aru stared deeply into the wounds of the owner of the sharp eyes that managed to intimidate his interlocutor. But this time, it did not affect Aru. "Hina me all you want. Nowow. I'm giving you a chance. I don't know if tomorrow you can still do it" said Aru Lirih while confirming his pashmina which was blown by the wind.
His eyes were red as well as his nose and cheeks. Dirga precisely chuckles cynically which makes Aru's frustration even more peaked.
"Where are you going tomorrow?" tanyanya cynic.
"It's none of your business!" peekik Aru annoyed.
Aru saw, Dirga sighed and then kept her palm in her pants pocket. "You're jumping down, right?" guess with one eyebrow raised.
Seeing Aru speechless, Dirga chuckled cynically. "You think, with a plunge can solve all? Don't you think your parents are praying for your good? Don't you think how disappointed and sad they looked when they found out that their daughter had chosen to end her life?"
That question made Aru nervous. He had forgotten that in this world he still had people who loved him so much. People who never minded their past. They are family.
Aru realized that Dirga in front of him looked different. Despite his cynical tone, since the meeting this morning, the man had not insulted him. Aru looked up and saw Dirga's sad gaze.
However, the scene was only short-lived as after, the gaze changed with a cynical look as usual. "What?" ask Dirga haughty.
Aru rolled her eyes puffed. "Go there! Don't bother me!" pinta Aru threw away his face.
"You're the one who left. I've been here first" replied Dirga casually. His hand moved around picking up a stick of nicotine in his pants pocket and turning on with a lighter.
When Aru's gaze was fixed on the floor, there were already many cigarette butts that were wasted. Maybe it's true that Dirga was already there.
Aru coughed as the cigarette smoke spewed on her face. "Uhuk! Uhuk! What the fuck, you? I deserve to be here too!" pekik Aru did not accept.
"Who said? Aren't you expelled?" Dirga's words made Aru look at the man in front of him, as if he wanted to skin.
The lips that had spoken well, now returned to the factory suit. Sharp and full of intrigue.
Aru let out a rough breath. No longer want to be provoked by emotions because of Dirga's words that drain the stock of patience. When Aru will turn and walk, his legs suddenly sprained to make his body dazed.
"Aackh!" screeched Aru while closing his eyes. He thought he was going to fall and be humiliated. In fact, when Aru opened his eyes, Dirga's face became his first sight.
Aru blinked his eyes several times so that he would not be fascinated by the good looks of any Dirga. "Stand or do I let you fall?"
Aru turned away in disbelief. In addition to spicy, it turns out that Dirga also has a rough mouth.