Hijrah Love Arunika
Chapter 32. The Arrival of Dirga 2

Currently, Dirga and Aru have been sitting in the living room facing each other. Since then, there has been no conversation between the two. Perhaps still equally pervading the situation that both are going through.

"Are you?" call Dirga for the first time to open the conversation.

Aru only glanced at a glance then looked back down, twisting his fingers. He actually remembered the message of the Papa who said do not easily melt and want to return.

A rough breath was heard. Aru looked up and completely looked at Dirga's haggard-looking appearance from the usual. The question in her head, was her husband ruined when he was left by her?

"I was never okay after you left" said Dirga as if aware of Aru's stare.

"Lied if I said I could live a normal life after you left. It all feels bad and unruly." Dirga spoke with her trembling lips to hold back the cry.

"I realized, I would be said to not know myself if I asked you to come back. But that's what I want. Forgive me for getting carried away by emotions so I don't want to hear your explanation first. I already know everything," explained Dirga who made Aru sigh violently.

"Please say. I want to hear your voice even if it's just a word. I ... Missed you" said Dirga so bitterly.

"Mass?"

"Is the distance enough to make you aware? You can be angry with me and say anything about everything in your heart. But I only asked for one. Please, don't say a sentence that will set our marriage apart. I can't even say it. It was so painful that I couldn't sleep because I thought about it," said Aru issued all the things that stuck in the heart.

His chest again tight if you have to remember the word talak Dirga said the other day. Dirga pressed the corner of his eyes so as not to shed tears. It hurts so much to see that the source of the grief of a woman who is loved is herself.

Dirga feels it is inappropriate to say that he still loves his wife very much and wishes Aru back. "How should I make you want to come back to me?" dirga asked in despair.

Aru shook his head. "I don't know. It's just, for now I want to stay here for a while. I want to see your earnestness in taking responsibility for what you have done."

Dirga sobbed with a finger that was still pressing on both corners of his eyes. This is indeed his fault that is not able to take care of Aru and trust his wife just a little. "Until when?" tanyanya was desperate.

Aru shook her head again. I don't know when she'll be at her parents' house. "I don't know. Maybe until I can make peace with the pain. So are you. I hope, Mas can be more mature and not carelessly talk when angry," said Aru while giving advice.

"I want to be here" answered Dirga like a whining child who did not want to be left by her mother.

Aru chuckles. Funny with Dirga's attitude. "Then why did you throw me out? Now what? You just whine at me," taunted Aru who made Dirga's lips instantly irritated.

"Why? Don't be angry like that. This is a fact" said Aru again unceasingly mocking the Husband.

Dirga smiled at the joke of his wife. She was grateful that Aru was not the type of woman who had been angry for months. His wife has a big heart.

"That means you've forgiven me, right?" asked Dirga hesitatingly.

Aru shook her head then chuckled softly. "Who said? It's not that easy, Mom. If I forgive easily, there you can repeat the mistake. You better go to the office now, or you'll be late, "pinta Aru who has stood up wants to leave Dirga.

"Air? Wait," whine Dirga did not accept.

"Otherwise, Mas? Can't you give a pause for our relationship? There is a lot to evaluate and correct. I hope, you also do the same thing with what I do," said Aru at length.

Dirga sighed. "Can I come here every day?" ask Dirga expectantly.

Aru did not reply and immediately passed leaving Dirga alone. It made Dirga's face return moody. However, he will try to melt his wife's heart back.

Arriving at the room, Aru pressed his chest that was beating unbecoming. There was a sense of unbearability in his heart when it came to torturing Dirga in his own way. However, her husband must indeed be taught a lesson in order to learn from every mistake made.

Dirga must also learn if the problem cannot be solved with anger. Don't let what happened a few days ago happen again.

"Oh my God, may I not go the wrong way. To Thee I ask, and to Thee I submit, O God. I believe that I will not be disappointed if I hope only in You. Aamiin's."