
After returning from campus, Aru went straight to his room. He wanted to calm down and put together a sentence of what he should say to papa and mama. They must be very disappointed. Not to mention, Aru will likely get the anger of his papa.
Aru's thoughts go awry during the good times with Yoda, her former lover. However, Aru realized that the good times were just pseudo. Of course it is not easy for him to forget the lover who until now still inhabits his heart.
However, Aru tries to think logically if someone who loves in earnest will not leave when in his womb there is an innocent life. And one more thing, a man who truly loves will not ruin his woman before the wedding day comes.
Given this, Aru's tears returned. Yoda was just messing with her. I don't know where the man is now. After her graduation was announced, she no longer showed her nose.
"O Allah, perhaps what is happening to me now is a recompense of what I did in the past. Too proud of a partner who is not halal and feels the most perfect. Forgive me, O Allah," Aru said, covering her face wet with tears.
Simultaneously, Azan Zuhur resounded in the mosque near his house. Aru said hamdalah then immediately took the wudu and carried out the obligation. A duty he had neglected for a long time.
Now, after he was destroyed, Aru came to his Lord again. Aru shy. However, he knew that his Lord was Most Merciful and Most Merciful.
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"Have you gone home yet, Ma?" aru asked when she joined Mama Kalea in the kitchen.
"Go home soon. Why the hell?" mama Kalea asked with a meaningful smile.
Seeing the Princess's uneasiness, the smile faded. As a mother, her bond with her child is strong. "Did anything disturb your mind, dear? Is there anything you want to say?" ask Mama Kalea who has distracted the whole attention.
Aru twisted her finger and looked at the mother timidly. "So morning I applied for an active permit on campus." He started looking for a way to talk.
"Then?" ask Mama Kalea who is now back slicing the garlic in the handle.
A rough sigh was heard from Aru. It is hard to say honestly. However, that does not mean Aru will lie. "I got kicked off campus, Ma."
"What!" The loud screech managed to distract two different generation women who were in the kitchen. Aru's heart had stopped pumping when he saw the figure of his father standing not far from him. Not to mention, the nyalang gaze cast by the Papa, making Aru's guts shrivel even more.
"What the fuck is this, Ru? Papa is very disappointed in you! You're not the Aru that Papa knows anymore. Papa's disappointed ...." Papa Javas rubbed his face in frustration.
"What do you want to be if you don't go to college? Have you been lacking our love? Was all this time, the love that Papa gave you wasn't enough? Why did you grow up to be that kind of person? Papa felt like he had failed to educate and take care of you." Papa Javas is tired of facing his beloved daughter.
Either downhill from whom Aru's bad attitude. Which papa Javas knows, since dating Yoda, Aru turned into a dissident.
Aru cried hearing the statement of disappointment Papa. His cry grew increasingly roared when he felt the embrace of the Mama. A soothing hug, which actually makes Aru fall asleep to want to cry as it happens.
"Already, Pa. Don't be angry at Aru constantly. He's still our son. Don't judge him." His mother gave a defense for Aru.
Papa Javas let out a rough sigh. He looked at the Princess with mounting disappointment. The daughter who had been raised with affection, did not fully make Aru a better person.
Abi, who witnessed this, looked at his beloved sister's sympathy. He approached and hugged Aru.
"Eat, Brother. If Papa speaks is not heard," said Abi is not at all a sedative sentence.
Tell me on the forehead it landed perfectly. Who else would have done it if not the mother?
"Aw! Sick, Ma!" his gerutu looked annoyed.
"The wrong part is you too. Her sister is sad even you join nagging," said Mama Kalea while kneeling the temple that feels dizzy.
Just this morning the burden on his head lightened, now the burden must return to fill the mind. Mama Kalea took off a hug and grabbed a glass of water to make her feelings slightly better.
Aru who saw this, increasingly felt useless. He's already causing chaos in the family. "I'm sorry, Aru, Ma. Aru promised to change. Not just the appearance, but Aru wanted to change completely," Aru muttered sounding bitter. Like a child asking for a toy to cry and then slicing a heart.
Since that day, Mama Kalea and Papa Javas agreed to take the Princess to the boarding house. Not to cover up the disgrace he has made. Instead, they wanted to make the Princess a better person.
It seems, learning in a mobile phone is not enough according to both. Aru also needs to teach directly with religious figures.
When dinner time comes, Aru sees that all the family members have gathered. He lowered his head when his gaze met the cold gaze of the Papa. He was reluctant and afraid when he had to be stared at like that.
Dinner goes on in silence. No one intends to open the conversation even if only a light discussion.
All are disturbed by the tension of Aru and Papa Javas. Until the thunderous voice of the Head of the Family was heard.
"Aru!" The call managed to make Aru's feathers goosebumps. But it is not a loud call. Only the call dominated a flat and cold attitude.
"Y-yes, Pa?" Aru stammered.feeling afraid of the next incident. If the Papa had been like that, there would have been something thrilling.
"You want to improve, right? You want to move better, right?" asked Papa Javas who was immediately embraced enthusiastically by Aru.
"Yes, Pa."
"Papa and Mama agreed to put you in a boarding school. Papa won't accept rejection from you. Whether you want to or not, you have to stay in the pesantren. Be your best version. Do not want to be trampled and denigrated. Indeed, you are a woman whose crown is gone. However, do not make it for the worst. Show and improve your quality," said Papa Javas at length and full of useful advice.
Aru nodded his head, agreeing with Papa's wishes. Getting into a boarding house is not a difficult thing, right?
"Oh yes. Papa won't let you go and give you freedom again. Enough Papa kecolongan first. You will leave in the morning and come home in the afternoon with a driver. No need to stay there. Because if you stay, it could be that events in the past will repeat."
Aru immediately felt stifled by the words of the Papa. Aru no longer wants to do what is forbidden by God. Aru is no longer the old Aru.