Hijrah The Love
13.Letter from dad

my son Dusk, my,

I wrote this letter because I'm sure you're an adult by now.It's been the time that's happened between your father and mother all along.

the journey of your father and mother did not go as expected. In fact, it starts with no good.

It's all dad's fault..

Wrong father, son, for seducing your mother to fornicate, until finally your mother became pregnant.

I married your mother because a big family doesn't want to be embarrassed. And, at last you were born into the world, you are innocent, son, a sinful father and mother.

How could I divorce your mother just one month after your birth.However father because after that father left you to fight with your mother.

Father is evil, son. at that time the father was khilaf and dark eyes. father too many sins.

twilight, my son, you may now hate your father a lot, but, you must never hate your creator, son.

Son, you may have lost your father since childhood.

But, you must believe, you will never lose the God who always loves you.

Son, I left you when you were little, but you have to be sure that God never leaves you.

You're gonna make it to Tampa's life, son.

But, you must know, you will never succeed in living Tampa Allah.

Son, I'm sorry to you, to your mother.

I sinned against you both.

If you don't want to forgive me, it's okay, but every day I pray for you.

all this time, I've been trying to change for the better because I hope your prayers are answered.

You know, son, what are you afraid of?

About the sustenance for you, I do not worry.I am sure God has provided the sustenance of every human being born into the world.

because adultery is a debt, I do not want this sin to happen to you. Debt is paid by you and you have to experience the suffering experienced by your mother, as well as the women who my father used to suffer.

Every night I cry repent to God.pray to God that God protect you and your mother, son.

I'm sorry, son.

I don't want to reason, I'm just expecting an apology from you and your mother, son.

" o Allah soften my son's heart, shine his heart and embrace him with your guidance."

Son, Dad had been living and studying religion in the village hijrah - muslim village in the area ciwidey. an isolated place full of peace and tranquility.

In this place, my father took his guidance with the brothers who were struggling, and I really hope to die and be buried here.

Son, if one day you read this letter and my father is gone, I beg you to come and make a pilgrimage to my father's grave.Then, meet Abah Iwan, the father's teacher here.

Son, please love and take care of your mother always. Daddy always pray for your mother to be in Jagga by her, always get kindness, guidance, ridho, and an end of life indak(husnulkhotimah).

And, father's last message, son, if you meet the man you love sincerely, please pass this letter to him so that he understands your past mamas. So that he can love you with all his heart because of God alone.

"God always guard my child with your love."

Pater,

Riki Hidayat(Umar)

Tampa felt, the tears of twilight melted when reading the letter. Her tight chest felt even more relieved.all the questions in her mind were answered already.A huge void in her heart was suddenly filled with a sense that was hard to explain With words.

is my father really a good and good man? speak Dusk in the heart.

"you know twilight, your father died prostrating during prayers.A beautiful ending, a death that everyone longs for, Husnul Khatimah," Mang Didin told dusk.

The powerless twilight restrained his cries.while holding back the cries and gasping breaths, in the heart of Dusk suddenly came a big question.

is God really loving me?