Hijrah The Love
14.The fruit of great repentance

The night is getting late, the activity in the hospital looks less and less. Satria sat in the hospital lobby with a raging feeling.The disappointment felt because her failed night plan had turned into worry. He also wants to know what kind of condition of the twilight mother.whatever he's been a jerk he's been on women, he still has a heart to sympathize with, seeds of love feelings for Dusk have actually begun to appear lately.But, the actualization of love that he understands is simply following the impulse of lust.The habit of following the temptations of Satan makes the ugliness finally patterned.

Her tube from earlier leaned against a whitewashed wall. Her face was agitated.Suddenly she held her head, remembering the advice of her best friend Angga.

Didn't he ever say he was trying to change? why is it so hard to change? Why is it not as easy as his other friends who have migrated?

What have I done? inner Satria.

Then, from the hospital hallway, a beautiful girl walked towards him. Satria looked at the girl while trying to smile"Senja, Giman is Mom's condition?"

Dusk did not reply directly sitting beside Satria. He leaned against the wall and his eyes closed. Dusk took a deep breath.

"Senja I'm sorry," said Satria softly.

Dusk still did not make a sound. a few seconds later Satria tried to hold the hand of Dusk, But Dusk immediately brushed it off.

Now they look at each other with their heads full of questions.

"Do you really love me? ask Dusk

Dusk looked at Satria's face and tried to find sincerity and earnestness in his eyes.

"Yes, I love you."

"What have you done tonight to the woman close to you?"

Satria was silent.

"Is that what you think a proof of love is?"

Dusk handed Satria an envelope of letters. Satria received the letter with a confused look.

"You read it here."

Satria opened the envelope and read it. In his reception word for word that was in the letter with a trembling chest.

And, he felt like he was forced into the passage of time that led him to the door of the future. Where the story he read in the letter is the story of his life journey.The regret felt by Father Twilight is also a regret.

In his mind, suddenly appeared a list of women who had been seduced by him. Then, his sister's face was crying suddenly appeared.

"Zina is a debt and you will try to pay for it for the rest of your life."

The sentence completely terrorized him, revolved within his head, and knocked down all his courage all along.

Satria suddenly pulled up, then covered his face with both hands.The paper letter was still in his grasp.The paper contained electrical energy that shocked the veins of consciousness in his head. For the first time in his life, he felt a strange vibration all over his tormenting body from the top of his head.

Moments later he stood up with tears clearly visible on his face. Dusk stood up and kept a distance of one meter in front of him. Satria then returned the letter to Dusk with her chest still trembling.

"Senja, i....." Satria had no power to say what was on her mind. Satria felt very Gugun.

"You know Satria, my father died three months ago while performing the prayer."

After saying that sentence, Dusk immediately went away.However, a few meters later he turned his head back towards Satria who was still standing dumbstruck.

"We broke up. Our relationship is enough to get here.don't ever call me again" said Dusk who kept walking leaving the Tampa satria turned back.