Hijrah The Love
9.Dawn, where are you?

The absence of a father figure for a child is a disaster.it is what Dusk felt when he grew up, when Dusk was small, it was a disaster, she was quite satisfied with Mom's answer.That she didn't have a father or that her father was dead.But, when she was growing up, she questioned all of Mom's answers.

If Dusk doesn't have a father, it's not possible. How can you get pregnant and give birth? then, Dad died, when did he die and where is his grave? at least, Dusk wants to be like other children who make a pilgrimage to his father's tomb when the feast day arrives.

During this time Dusk was confused because on the front page of his school report card written the name Riki Hidayat as his father.who is Riki Hidayat? Where is he now?Is he really his father Dusk?My mother never mentioned that name.

The questions continue to membeani his mind and know the journey of his life.Then the age of Sma Dusk ventured to ask mother again.although he knew, he would see his mother crying sobbing, sobbing, and he will see his mother, something he doesn't like very much.

"Mother, exactly who and where is Father Twilight? is Riki Hidayat written on the school report card Dad Twilight? Dusk must have Daddy, Kab, right? If he's dead, where's his grave?"

Hearing Dusk's question, Mother's tears spilled again.However, Dusk still begged for an answer that could make her heart more satisfied. Mother still did not answer in her tears. Finally, Mother answered the question Dusk with stifled emotions.

"Your father is the most depraved man in the world, the most dick, coward, the most irresponsible, and we don't need a man like that. It's free to expect him."

Mother's tears now turned into anger.From Mom's eyes, Dusk saw a very deep hatred. However, this answer was quite satisfying twilight. At least this is enough to answer the curiosity he felt so far.vIt means true that Riki Hidayat is his father, and he is a jerk in the world.

"She never existed, never cared for us. So, let's just say she's dead" Mother added later.

The city that smiles in the morning is perfection. For Dusk and Mother, Bandung is a city of hope because in Bogor they live in sneers and insults. However, When moving to Bandung, they feel freedom. No one knows them and no one knows their past.

Mother and dusk try to open a new page, although the shadow of the past remains difficult to forget and very often comes to haunt.

Dusk was standing enjoying the warm sunrise from behind the bedroom window as he remembered the little boy who had once been his best friend, but, it was hard to remember the man's face now. after 17 years, it was difficult to remember the man's face, a lot has changed and new memories have come out in his life.

Dusk kept trying to remember the man's name.Memory brain thought of looking for a name until finally one incident reappeared in his mind.

You hit the boy who insulted me with a drug call, Dusk said in his heart

A memory cannot be forgotten. Dusk smiled remembering the name of someone who now appeared clearly.

Orphan, Dawn, where are you now?