Hijrah The Love
18 Ainul mardhiah day

Dusk Aurelia is a name that ushered in popularity in instargram as selebram.the beautiful name means Goddess of the Twilight.

Dewi Dusk has a near-perfect physical appearance.the ideal body, the shape of the face is simeric, smooth white skin, pliable eyelashes, small and pointed nose, lips and chin are also sweet. mbuatnya admired many people.the women make him an icon of fashion and beauty while for men, Dusk is the hope of the ideal partner figure physically and appearance.

However, does what looks ideal Daan beautiful in the eyes of people also feel beautiful in his own heart?

It turned out that during this time, Dusk was far from feeling happy.he felt there was a void in his soul. Instragram and social media are the way she expresses and actualizes herself, but all that keeps her trapped in a false happiness.Tens of thousands of likes, loves, love, and so on, and the coment contains praise for her beauty does not make her happy at all.

Instagram gallery does not explain himself at all. All this time, he manipulated his heart condition and evoked something cool and fun not for his satisfaction, but for the satisfaction of others, in a state of decline like now, he felt like to stay away from the frenzy of social media. repeatedly he asked in his heart about the meaning of calm and peace.

was it with everything that had happened that his life could be calm and peaceful?what does it feel like to be happy? in what way can everything be obtained?

this question shook his mind

While at home saki, after two days in care in the ICU room, the condition of the mother improved and has been moved in the treatment room. Dusk accompanied his mother with mixed feelings.after reading a letter from Dad, Dusk felt he had to love his mother more. But, there was also a feeling of guilt in his heart, and, that sense of strengthening and terrorizing his battery.

why didn't you drop the womb that time? am I not the child I was not expecting? am I the son of the unlucky bearer in the family?

dusk would love to ask. This to Mother . but Dusk was afraid this question hurt him.

Until nightfall, Dusk had the opportunity to chat with Mom in the treatment room.

"Mom, do you still hate me?"

"Thank God, son, I have forgiven you. I'm learning and it feels plong now. Son, you did too, learn your father's forgiveness."

"Yes ma'am, Dusk will learn."

"Alhamdulillah."

Mother smiled at the twilight.The burden she had always felt slowly reduced.

"Mom, according to Mother, is God fair to us?"

"Son, God is fair, loving and merciful, but without God, you cannot raise you. God has given us a test, that we may grow up to be His servants who always pray, strive, and rely. I feel that, son. Mother felt strong after accepting all the fate that happened and thinking good to God."

"I'm sorry, Dusk, Mom, if the presence of Dusk in this world is troublesome," said Dusk, slowly.

"Son, you are God's most beautiful gift to Mother. Wrong mother Mother, Father, also your grandfather, who was wrong" replied Mother with a face that looked weak

Very few memories of Dusk.But, his grandfather was a kind-hearted figure.that's all Dusk remembered.

"You know, son, in the early days of pregnancy, your grandfather seemed unwilling to accept your presence.But, slowly when you were born, he was happy to have grandchildren. the sadness is simply that society always punishes us as if we have failed to become human beings" itbu said with a serious face.

"Grandfather happy with my presence, Mom?"

"Yes, Dusk. He was happy in the end.Your name was a gift from grandfather. Name

Dusk, Mother is a pilikan. whereas Ainul Mardhiah is a grandfather's gift.There is prayer and hope in that name."

"Ainul Mardhiah means, Mom?

"Ainul Mardhiah, said the grandfather, is the angel of heaven" answered Mother.

Dusk was silent and pensive. He thought of some things that suddenly raged in his heart.

Dusk Ainul Mardhiah, that's my name.

an angel of heaven?

heaven, how do I get it?

how's the road going there?

this question continued to appear in the heart of Dusk.a question that would later guide him through the unexpected path.